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God<00:21:24.619><c> knows</c><00:21:24.880><c> my</c><00:21:25.200><c> heart.</c>

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My<00:21:25.759><c> heart's</c><00:21:26.140><c> evidently</c><00:21:26.599><c> different</c><00:21:27.000><c> than</c><00:21:27.420><c> everybody</c><00:21:27.740><c> else</c><00:21:28.000><c> in</c>

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my<00:21:28.380><c> family.</c>

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And<00:21:29.480><c> he</c><00:21:29.680><c> has</c><00:21:29.900><c> had</c><00:21:30.079><c> his</c><00:21:30.299><c> eye</c><00:21:30.480><c> on</c><00:21:30.700><c> me</c><00:21:30.940><c> from</c><00:21:31.140><c> the</c><00:21:31.359><c> beginning.</c>

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There<00:21:32.359><c> are</c><00:21:32.440><c> many</c><00:21:32.700><c> situations</c><00:21:33.339><c> that</c><00:21:33.539><c> I've</c><00:21:33.720><c> been</c><00:21:33.900><c> in</c><00:21:34.099><c> that</c><00:21:34.420><c> frankly,</c><00:21:35.500><c> I</c><00:21:35.579><c> shouldn't</c><00:21:35.700><c> be</c><00:21:36.359><c> alive.</c>

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Some<00:21:37.920><c> of</c><00:21:38.079><c> the</c><00:21:38.319><c> foolish</c><00:21:38.660><c> things</c><00:21:38.920><c> I</c><00:21:39.160><c> did</c><00:21:39.259><c> as</c><00:21:39.480><c> a</c><00:21:39.579><c> young</c><00:21:39.759><c> teenager</c>

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and<00:21:41.099><c> the</c><00:21:41.259><c> foolish</c><00:21:41.579><c> things</c><00:21:41.839><c> I</c><00:21:42.039><c> got</c>

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myself<00:21:42.519><c> involved</c><00:21:42.960><c> in.</c>

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But<00:21:43.980><c> yet</c><00:21:44.380><c> he</c><00:21:45.200><c> worked</c><00:21:45.400><c> it</c><00:21:45.559><c> out</c><00:21:45.700><c> for</c><00:21:45.920><c> me</c><00:21:46.180><c> and</c><00:21:46.359><c> he</c><00:21:46.460><c> guided</c><00:21:46.720><c> me</c><00:21:46.940><c> and</c>

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he<00:21:47.279><c> brought</c><00:21:47.460><c> me</c><00:21:47.720><c> to</c><00:21:47.839><c> the</c><00:21:48.019><c> truth</c>

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through<00:21:48.380><c> my</c><00:21:48.619><c> wife.</c>

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And<00:21:49.619><c> that</c><00:21:49.759><c> is</c><00:21:50.000><c> the</c><00:21:50.160><c> blessing</c><00:21:50.500><c> that</c><00:21:50.740><c> we</c><00:21:51.160><c> receive.</c>

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And<00:21:52.519><c> it's</c><00:21:52.880><c> something</c><00:21:53.119><c> important</c><00:21:53.480><c> for</c><00:21:53.619><c> me</c><00:21:53.799><c> to</c><00:21:53.980><c> look</c><00:21:54.200><c> back</c><00:21:54.539><c> and</c>

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to<00:21:57.519><c> talk</c><00:21:57.880><c> to</c><00:21:58.000><c> them</c><00:21:58.200><c> and</c><00:21:58.380><c> share</c><00:21:58.599><c> things,</c><00:21:59.059><c> truth</c><00:21:59.200><c> with</c><00:21:59.380><c> them.</c>

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Because,<00:21:59.920><c> you</c><00:22:00.099><c> know,</c><00:22:00.259><c> sometimes</c><00:22:00.619><c> your</c><00:22:00.839><c> family</c><00:22:01.079><c> listens,</c>

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sometimes<00:22:01.779><c> they</c><00:22:02.059><c> won't.</c>

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But<00:22:02.880><c> you</c><00:22:03.019><c> got</c><00:22:03.099><c> to</c><00:22:03.400><c> you</c><00:22:03.460><c> got</c><00:22:03.599><c> to</c><00:22:03.740><c> keep</c><00:22:03.940><c> trying.</c>

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And<00:22:04.420><c> that's</c><00:22:04.759><c> all</c><00:22:05.220><c> I'm</c><00:22:05.539><c> trying</c><00:22:05.660><c> to</c><00:22:05.779><c> say</c><00:22:06.019><c> tonight</c><00:22:06.400><c> is</c><00:22:07.079><c> we</c><00:22:07.319><c> have</c>

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situations,<00:22:08.920><c> we've</c><00:22:09.180><c> got</c><00:22:09.200><c> to</c><00:22:09.400><c> try.</c>

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We've<00:22:10.400><c> got</c><00:22:10.480><c> to</c><00:22:10.559><c> look</c><00:22:10.759><c> at</c><00:22:10.980><c> it.</c>

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I<00:22:13.700><c> have</c><00:22:13.859><c> to</c><00:22:14.099><c> overcome</c><00:22:14.619><c> these</c><00:22:14.880><c> things</c><00:22:15.299><c> and</c><00:22:15.920><c> do</c><00:22:16.099><c> the</c><00:22:16.259><c> best</c><00:22:16.400><c> you</c>

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can<00:22:16.720><c> to</c><00:22:16.940><c> help</c><00:22:17.119><c> out.</c>

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So,<00:22:18.440><c> I</c><00:22:18.500><c> mean,</c><00:22:18.680><c> that's</c><00:22:19.480><c> pretty</c><00:22:19.759><c> much</c><00:22:19.980><c> what</c><00:22:20.140><c> I</c><00:22:20.400><c> have</c><00:22:20.680><c> tonight.</c>

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please<00:22:26.259><c> do.</c>

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my<00:22:29.559><c> head</c><00:22:29.680><c> that</c><00:22:29.839><c> was</c><00:22:30.019><c> running</c>

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through<00:22:30.440><c> me</c><00:22:30.680><c> as</c><00:22:30.819><c> I</c><00:22:30.980><c> was</c><00:22:31.119><c> going</c><00:22:31.299><c> through</c><00:22:31.559><c> this.</c>