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align:start position:0% where peter said silver and gold have i none 00:07:10.550 --> 00:07:10.560 align:start position:0% none 00:07:10.560 --> 00:07:12.550 align:start position:0% none but<00:07:10.800><c> such</c><00:07:11.120><c> as</c><00:07:11.280><c> i</c><00:07:11.520><c> have</c> 00:07:12.550 --> 00:07:12.560 align:start position:0% but such as i have 00:07:12.560 --> 00:07:20.950 align:start position:0% but such as i have give<00:07:12.880><c> i</c><00:07:13.039><c> thee</c> 00:07:20.950 --> 00:07:20.960 align:start position:0% 00:07:20.960 --> 00:07:23.909 align:start position:0% it<00:07:21.039><c> was</c><00:07:21.199><c> just</c><00:07:21.520><c> two</c><00:07:21.680><c> weeks</c><00:07:22.000><c> before</c><00:07:22.479><c> christmas</c> 00:07:23.909 --> 00:07:23.919 align:start position:0% it was just two weeks before christmas 00:07:23.919 --> 00:07:26.230 align:start position:0% it was just two weeks before christmas and<00:07:24.080><c> the</c><00:07:24.240><c> 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was our family's first christmas in minnesota 00:07:33.589 --> 00:07:33.599 align:start position:0% minnesota 00:07:33.599 --> 00:07:37.029 align:start position:0% minnesota and<00:07:33.759><c> i</c><00:07:33.919><c> wanted</c><00:07:34.240><c> it</c><00:07:34.479><c> to</c><00:07:34.639><c> be</c><00:07:34.880><c> a</c><00:07:35.120><c> memorable</c><00:07:35.759><c> one</c> 00:07:37.029 --> 00:07:37.039 align:start position:0% and i wanted it to be a memorable one 00:07:37.039 --> 00:07:38.950 align:start position:0% and i wanted it to be a memorable one but<00:07:37.199><c> not</c><00:07:37.440><c> this</c><00:07:37.680><c> way</c> 00:07:38.950 --> 00:07:38.960 align:start position:0% but not this way 00:07:38.960 --> 00:07:42.230 align:start position:0% but not this way not<00:07:39.199><c> because</c><00:07:39.599><c> i</c><00:07:39.680><c> was</c><00:07:39.840><c> in</c><00:07:39.919><c> the</c><00:07:40.080><c> hospital</c> 00:07:42.230 --> 00:07:42.240 align:start position:0% not because i was in the hospital 00:07:42.240 --> 00:07:44.309 align:start position:0% not because i was in the hospital for<00:07:42.479><c> weeks</c><00:07:42.800><c> i</c><00:07:42.880><c> had</c><00:07:43.120><c> been</c><00:07:43.280><c> ignoring</c><00:07:43.759><c> the</c><00:07:44.000><c> pain</c> 00:07:44.309 --> 00:07:44.319 align:start position:0% for weeks i had been ignoring the pain 00:07:44.319 --> 00:07:46.869 align:start position:0% for weeks i had been ignoring the pain in<00:07:44.400><c> my</c><00:07:44.560><c> left</c><00:07:44.960><c> side</c><00:07:45.360><c> but</c><00:07:46.000><c> when</c><00:07:46.160><c> it</c><00:07:46.240><c> grew</c><00:07:46.560><c> much</c> 00:07:46.869 --> 00:07:46.879 align:start position:0% in my left side but when it grew much 00:07:46.879 --> 00:07:50.790 align:start position:0% in my left side but when it grew much worse<00:07:47.520><c> i</c><00:07:47.680><c> went</c><00:07:47.919><c> to</c><00:07:48.000><c> 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a few friends for help with carpooling 00:08:21.990 --> 00:08:22.000 align:start position:0% carpooling 00:08:22.000 --> 00:08:23.990 align:start position:0% carpooling but<00:08:22.240><c> a</c><00:08:22.400><c> thousand</c><00:08:22.879><c> other</c><00:08:23.120><c> things</c><00:08:23.520><c> including</c> 00:08:23.990 --> 00:08:24.000 align:start position:0% but a thousand other things including 00:08:24.000 --> 00:08:25.749 align:start position:0% but a thousand other things including the<00:08:24.160><c> christmas</c><00:08:24.720><c> baking</c> 00:08:25.749 --> 00:08:25.759 align:start position:0% the christmas baking 00:08:25.759 --> 00:08:27.029 align:start position:0% the christmas baking shopping 00:08:27.029 --> 00:08:27.039 align:start position:0% shopping 00:08:27.039 --> 00:08:33.430 align:start position:0% shopping and<00:08:27.199><c> decorating</c><00:08:28.240><c> would</c><00:08:28.479><c> have</c><00:08:28.639><c> to</c><00:08:28.800><c> wait</c> 00:08:33.430 --> 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the sink held a dozen 00:09:08.480 --> 00:09:12.150 align:start position:0% the shelf above the sink held a dozen red<00:09:08.959><c> roses</c><00:09:09.440><c> from</c><00:09:09.600><c> my</c><00:09:09.839><c> parents</c><00:09:10.240><c> in</c><00:09:10.399><c> indiana</c> 00:09:12.150 --> 00:09:12.160 align:start position:0% red roses from my parents in indiana 00:09:12.160 --> 00:09:14.150 align:start position:0% red roses from my parents in indiana and<00:09:12.399><c> a</c><00:09:12.480><c> yule</c><00:09:12.800><c> log</c><00:09:13.040><c> with</c><00:09:13.279><c> candles</c><00:09:13.760><c> from</c><00:09:14.000><c> our</c> 00:09:14.150 --> 00:09:14.160 align:start position:0% and a yule log with candles from our 00:09:14.160 --> 00:09:16.550 align:start position:0% and a yule log with candles from our neighbor 00:09:16.550 --> 00:09:16.560 align:start position:0% 00:09:16.560 --> 00:09:18.150 align:start position:0% my<00:09:16.720><c> husband</c><00:09:17.120><c> 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position:0% transforming our small town into a 00:09:40.480 --> 00:09:42.949 align:start position:0% transforming our small town into a winter<00:09:40.959><c> wonderland</c> 00:09:42.949 --> 00:09:42.959 align:start position:0% winter wonderland 00:09:42.959 --> 00:09:45.350 align:start position:0% winter wonderland i<00:09:43.200><c> imagine</c><00:09:43.519><c> the</c><00:09:43.680><c> kids</c><00:09:44.000><c> in</c><00:09:44.080><c> their</c><00:09:44.320><c> excitement</c> 00:09:45.350 --> 00:09:45.360 align:start position:0% i imagine the kids in their excitement 00:09:45.360 --> 00:09:47.430 align:start position:0% i imagine the kids in their excitement bundled<00:09:45.760><c> up</c><00:09:45.920><c> in</c><00:09:46.000><c> their</c><00:09:46.160><c> snow</c><00:09:46.480><c> suits</c><00:09:47.120><c> building</c> 00:09:47.430 --> 00:09:47.440 align:start position:0% bundled up in their snow suits building 00:09:47.440 --> 00:09:50.070 align:start position:0% bundled up in 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include adam our<00:09:56.640><c> handicapped</c><00:09:57.600><c> son</c> 00:09:59.030 --> 00:09:59.040 align:start position:0% our handicapped son 00:09:59.040 --> 00:10:01.430 align:start position:0% our handicapped son he<00:09:59.200><c> was</c><00:09:59.360><c> just</c><00:09:59.600><c> five</c><00:09:59.839><c> years</c><00:10:00.160><c> old</c><00:10:00.880><c> and</c><00:10:01.120><c> had</c><00:10:01.200><c> just</c> 00:10:01.430 --> 00:10:01.440 align:start position:0% he was just five years old and had just 00:10:01.440 --> 00:10:03.590 align:start position:0% he was just five years old and had just started<00:10:01.680><c> to</c><00:10:01.839><c> walk</c><00:10:02.160><c> independently</c> 00:10:03.590 --> 00:10:03.600 align:start position:0% started to walk independently 00:10:03.600 --> 00:10:05.269 align:start position:0% started to walk independently and<00:10:03.760><c> i</c><00:10:03.839><c> worried</c><00:10:04.160><c> about</c><00:10:04.399><c> him</c><00:10:04.640><c> getting</c><00:10:04.880><c> around</c> 00:10:05.269 --> 00:10:05.279 align:start position:0% and i worried about him getting around 00:10:05.279 --> 00:10:09.269 align:start position:0% and i worried about him getting around on<00:10:05.440><c> the</c><00:10:05.600><c> ice</c><00:10:06.000><c> and</c><00:10:06.160><c> snow</c><00:10:06.480><c> with</c><00:10:06.640><c> his</c><00:10:06.880><c> thin</c><00:10:07.200><c> ankles</c> 00:10:09.269 --> 00:10:09.279 align:start position:0% on the ice and snow with his thin ankles 00:10:09.279 --> 00:10:11.190 align:start position:0% on the ice and snow with his thin ankles would<00:10:09.519><c> anyone</c><00:10:09.839><c> take</c><00:10:10.079><c> him</c><00:10:10.240><c> for</c><00:10:10.399><c> a</c><00:10:10.560><c> sled</c><00:10:10.800><c> ride</c><00:10:11.120><c> at</c> 00:10:11.190 --> 00:10:11.200 align:start position:0% would anyone take him for a sled ride at 00:10:11.200 --> 00:10:14.310 align:start position:0% would anyone take him for a sled ride at the<00:10:11.360><c> school</c> 00:10:14.310 --> 00:10:14.320 align:start position:0% 00:10:14.320 --> 00:10:15.910 align:start position:0% more<00:10:14.720><c> flowers</c> 00:10:15.910 --> 00:10:15.920 align:start position:0% more flowers 00:10:15.920 --> 00:10:17.910 align:start position:0% more flowers the<00:10:16.160><c> nurse's</c><00:10:16.560><c> voice</c><00:10:16.880><c> startled</c><00:10:17.360><c> me</c><00:10:17.519><c> from</c><00:10:17.680><c> my</c> 00:10:17.910 --> 00:10:17.920 align:start position:0% the nurse's voice startled me from my 00:10:17.920 --> 00:10:19.590 align:start position:0% the nurse's voice startled me from my thoughts<00:10:18.240><c> as</c><00:10:18.399><c> she</c><00:10:18.560><c> came</c><00:10:18.880><c> into</c><00:10:19.120><c> the</c><00:10:19.200><c> room</c> 00:10:19.590 --> 00:10:19.600 align:start position:0% thoughts as she came into the room 00:10:19.600 --> 00:10:23.030 align:start position:0% thoughts as she came into the room carrying<00:10:20.000><c> a</c><00:10:20.160><c> beautiful</c><00:10:20.640><c> centerpiece</c> 00:10:23.030 --> 00:10:23.040 align:start position:0% carrying a beautiful centerpiece 00:10:23.040 --> 00:10:24.790 align:start position:0% carrying a beautiful centerpiece she<00:10:23.200><c> handed</c><00:10:23.440><c> me</c><00:10:23.600><c> the</c><00:10:23.760><c> card</c><00:10:24.079><c> while</c><00:10:24.320><c> she</c><00:10:24.480><c> made</c> 00:10:24.790 --> 00:10:24.800 align:start position:0% she handed me the card while she made 00:10:24.800 --> 00:10:26.710 align:start position:0% she handed me the card while she made room<00:10:25.040><c> for</c><00:10:25.200><c> the</c><00:10:25.760><c> bouquet</c><00:10:26.320><c> among</c><00:10:26.560><c> the</c> 00:10:26.710 --> 00:10:26.720 align:start position:0% room for the bouquet among the 00:10:26.720 --> 00:10:30.870 align:start position:0% room for the bouquet among the poinsettias<00:10:27.440><c> on</c><00:10:27.519><c> the</c><00:10:27.600><c> windowsill</c> 00:10:30.870 --> 00:10:30.880 align:start position:0% 00:10:30.880 --> 00:10:32.310 align:start position:0% i<00:10:31.040><c> guess</c><00:10:31.200><c> we're</c><00:10:31.360><c> gonna</c><00:10:31.519><c> have</c><00:10:31.680><c> to</c><00:10:31.839><c> send</c><00:10:32.079><c> you</c> 00:10:32.310 --> 00:10:32.320 align:start position:0% i guess we're gonna have to send you 00:10:32.320 --> 00:10:36.310 align:start position:0% i guess we're gonna have to send you home<00:10:32.720><c> she</c><00:10:32.959><c> teased</c><00:10:33.680><c> we're</c><00:10:33.920><c> out</c><00:10:34.000><c> of</c><00:10:34.160><c> space</c><00:10:34.560><c> here</c> 00:10:36.310 --> 00:10:36.320 align:start position:0% home she teased we're out of space here 00:10:36.320 --> 00:10:39.750 align:start position:0% home she teased we're out of space here that's<00:10:36.640><c> okay</c><00:10:36.959><c> with</c><00:10:37.120><c> me</c><00:10:37.680><c> i</c><00:10:37.920><c> agreed</c> 00:10:39.750 --> 00:10:39.760 align:start position:0% that's okay with me i agreed 00:10:39.760 --> 00:10:41.030 align:start position:0% that's okay with me i agreed oh 00:10:41.030 --> 00:10:41.040 align:start position:0% oh 00:10:41.040 --> 00:10:43.430 align:start position:0% oh i<00:10:41.200><c> almost</c><00:10:41.440><c> forgot</c><00:10:41.920><c> these</c> 00:10:43.430 --> 00:10:43.440 align:start position:0% i almost forgot these 00:10:43.440 --> 00:10:45.350 align:start position:0% i almost forgot these she<00:10:43.600><c> took</c><00:10:43.920><c> more</c><00:10:44.160><c> cards</c><00:10:44.480><c> from</c><00:10:44.640><c> her</c><00:10:44.800><c> pocket</c><00:10:45.200><c> and</c> 00:10:45.350 --> 00:10:45.360 align:start position:0% she took more cards from her pocket and 00:10:45.360 --> 00:10:47.829 align:start position:0% she took more cards from her pocket and placed<00:10:45.600><c> them</c><00:10:45.760><c> on</c><00:10:45.920><c> the</c><00:10:46.000><c> tray</c> 00:10:47.829 --> 00:10:47.839 align:start position:0% placed them on the tray 00:10:47.839 --> 00:10:51.110 align:start position:0% placed them on the tray and<00:10:48.000><c> just</c><00:10:48.240><c> before</c><00:10:48.560><c> leaving</c><00:10:48.800><c> the</c><00:10:48.959><c> room</c><00:10:49.360><c> she</c> 00:10:51.110 --> 00:10:51.120 align:start position:0% and just before leaving the room she 00:10:51.120 --> 00:10:53.910 align:start position:0% and just before leaving the room she pulled<00:10:51.519><c> aside</c><00:10:52.240><c> the</c><00:10:52.560><c> pale</c><00:10:52.959><c> green</c><00:10:53.360><c> privacy</c> 00:10:53.910 --> 00:10:53.920 align:start position:0% pulled aside the pale green privacy 00:10:53.920 --> 00:10:57.509 align:start position:0% pulled aside the pale green privacy curtain<00:10:54.399><c> between</c><00:10:54.720><c> the</c><00:10:54.880><c> beds</c> 00:10:57.509 --> 00:10:57.519 align:start position:0% 00:10:57.519 --> 00:10:59.750 align:start position:0% as<00:10:57.760><c> i</c><00:10:57.839><c> read</c><00:10:58.079><c> my</c><00:10:58.240><c> get</c><00:10:58.480><c> well</c><00:10:58.720><c> cards</c><00:10:59.360><c> i</c><00:10:59.440><c> heard</c><00:10:59.680><c> a</c> 00:10:59.750 --> 00:10:59.760 align:start position:0% as i read my get well cards i heard a 00:10:59.760 --> 00:11:01.509 align:start position:0% as i read my get well cards i heard a voice<00:11:00.079><c> say</c> 00:11:01.509 --> 00:11:01.519 align:start position:0% voice say 00:11:01.519 --> 00:11:02.470 align:start position:0% voice say yep 00:11:02.470 --> 00:11:02.480 align:start position:0% yep 00:11:02.480 --> 00:11:05.269 align:start position:0% yep i<00:11:02.640><c> like</c><00:11:02.880><c> those</c><00:11:03.200><c> flowers</c> 00:11:05.269 --> 00:11:05.279 align:start position:0% i like those flowers 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woman</c><00:11:21.680><c> with</c><00:11:22.000><c> down's</c> 00:11:22.389 --> 00:11:22.399 align:start position:0% 40-something-year-old woman with down's 00:11:22.399 --> 00:11:24.230 align:start position:0% 40-something-year-old woman with down's syndrome 00:11:24.230 --> 00:11:24.240 align:start position:0% syndrome 00:11:24.240 --> 00:11:27.269 align:start position:0% syndrome she<00:11:24.480><c> had</c><00:11:24.720><c> short</c><00:11:25.279><c> curly</c><00:11:25.920><c> gray</c><00:11:26.240><c> hair</c><00:11:26.800><c> and</c><00:11:26.959><c> brown</c> 00:11:27.269 --> 00:11:27.279 align:start position:0% she had short curly gray hair and brown 00:11:27.279 --> 00:11:29.030 align:start position:0% she had short curly gray hair and brown eyes 00:11:29.030 --> 00:11:29.040 align:start position:0% eyes 00:11:29.040 --> 00:11:31.350 align:start position:0% eyes her<00:11:29.279><c> hospital</c><00:11:29.760><c> gown</c><00:11:30.079><c> hung</c><00:11:30.399><c> untied</c><00:11:30.880><c> around</c><00:11:31.120><c> her</c> 00:11:31.350 --> 00:11:31.360 align:start position:0% her hospital gown hung untied around her 00:11:31.360 --> 00:11:33.590 align:start position:0% her hospital gown hung untied around her neck<00:11:31.920><c> and</c><00:11:32.000><c> when</c><00:11:32.240><c> she</c><00:11:32.399><c> moved</c><00:11:32.800><c> forward</c><00:11:33.200><c> it</c> 00:11:33.590 --> 00:11:33.600 align:start position:0% neck and when she moved forward it 00:11:33.600 --> 00:11:35.110 align:start position:0% neck and when she moved forward it exposed<00:11:34.079><c> her</c><00:11:34.320><c> back</c> 00:11:35.110 --> 00:11:35.120 align:start position:0% exposed her back 00:11:35.120 --> 00:11:37.110 align:start position:0% exposed her back i<00:11:35.279><c> wanted</c><00:11:35.519><c> to</c><00:11:35.760><c> tie</c><00:11:36.000><c> it</c><00:11:36.160><c> for</c><00:11:36.320><c> her</c> 00:11:37.110 --> 00:11:37.120 align:start position:0% i wanted to tie it for her 00:11:37.120 --> 00:11:40.630 align:start position:0% i wanted to tie it for her but<00:11:37.279><c> i</c><00:11:37.360><c> was</c><00:11:37.519><c> still</c><00:11:37.760><c> connected</c><00:11:38.160><c> to</c><00:11:38.399><c> an</c><00:11:38.560><c> iv</c> 00:11:40.630 --> 00:11:40.640 align:start position:0% but i was still connected to an iv 00:11:40.640 --> 00:11:43.670 align:start position:0% but i was still connected to an iv she<00:11:40.880><c> stared</c><00:11:41.200><c> at</c><00:11:41.360><c> my</c><00:11:41.519><c> flowers</c><00:11:42.000><c> with</c><00:11:42.240><c> child</c><00:11:43.040><c> like</c> 00:11:43.670 --> 00:11:43.680 align:start position:0% she stared at my flowers with child like 00:11:43.680 --> 00:11:45.509 align:start position:0% she stared at my flowers with child like wonder 00:11:45.509 --> 00:11:45.519 align:start position:0% wonder 00:11:45.519 --> 00:11:49.750 align:start position:0% wonder i'm<00:11:45.760><c> bonnie</c><00:11:46.320><c> i</c><00:11:46.560><c> told</c><00:11:46.800><c> her</c><00:11:47.120><c> what's</c><00:11:47.360><c> your</c><00:11:47.600><c> name</c> 00:11:49.750 --> 00:11:49.760 align:start position:0% i'm bonnie i told her what's your name 00:11:49.760 --> 00:11:51.829 align:start position:0% i'm bonnie i told her what's your name ginger<00:11:50.320><c> she</c><00:11:50.560><c> said</c><00:11:50.800><c> rolling</c><00:11:51.120><c> her</c><00:11:51.360><c> eyes</c><00:11:51.600><c> toward</c> 00:11:51.829 --> 00:11:51.839 align:start position:0% ginger she said rolling her eyes toward 00:11:51.839 --> 00:11:53.430 align:start position:0% ginger she said rolling her eyes toward the<00:11:52.000><c> ceiling</c><00:11:52.399><c> and</c><00:11:52.560><c> pressing</c><00:11:52.959><c> her</c><00:11:53.120><c> lips</c> 00:11:53.430 --> 00:11:53.440 align:start position:0% the ceiling and pressing her lips 00:11:53.440 --> 00:11:56.389 align:start position:0% the ceiling and pressing her lips together<00:11:54.320><c> after</c><00:11:54.720><c> she</c><00:11:54.959><c> spoke</c> 00:11:56.389 --> 00:11:56.399 align:start position:0% together after she spoke 00:11:56.399 --> 00:11:58.470 align:start position:0% together after she spoke doc's<00:11:56.720><c> gonna</c><00:11:56.959><c> fix</c><00:11:57.279><c> my</c><00:11:57.519><c> foot</c> 00:11:58.470 --> 00:11:58.480 align:start position:0% doc's gonna fix my foot 00:11:58.480 --> 00:12:02.870 align:start position:0% doc's gonna fix my foot i'm<00:11:58.720><c> gonna</c><00:11:58.959><c> have</c><00:11:59.279><c> surgery</c><00:11:59.920><c> tomorrow</c> 00:12:02.870 --> 00:12:02.880 align:start position:0% 00:12:02.880 --> 00:12:05.670 align:start position:0% ginger<00:12:03.279><c> and</c><00:12:03.440><c> i</c><00:12:03.600><c> talked</c><00:12:03.920><c> until</c><00:12:04.160><c> dinner</c><00:12:04.480><c> time</c> 00:12:05.670 --> 00:12:05.680 align:start position:0% ginger and i talked until dinner time 00:12:05.680 --> 00:12:07.430 align:start position:0% ginger and i talked until dinner time she<00:12:05.839><c> told</c><00:12:06.079><c> me</c><00:12:06.240><c> about</c><00:12:06.560><c> the</c><00:12:06.720><c> group</c><00:12:06.959><c> home</c><00:12:07.279><c> where</c> 00:12:07.430 --> 00:12:07.440 align:start position:0% she told me about the group home where 00:12:07.440 --> 00:12:09.590 align:start position:0% she told me about the group home where she<00:12:07.680><c> lived</c><00:12:08.079><c> and</c><00:12:08.399><c> how</c><00:12:08.560><c> she</c><00:12:08.800><c> wanted</c><00:12:09.040><c> to</c><00:12:09.120><c> get</c><00:12:09.360><c> back</c> 00:12:09.590 --> 00:12:09.600 align:start position:0% she lived and how she wanted to get back 00:12:09.600 --> 00:12:11.910 align:start position:0% she lived and how she wanted to get back for<00:12:09.760><c> her</c><00:12:09.920><c> christmas</c><00:12:10.320><c> party</c> 00:12:11.910 --> 00:12:11.920 align:start position:0% for her christmas party 00:12:11.920 --> 00:12:14.069 align:start position:0% for her christmas party she<00:12:12.079><c> never</c><00:12:12.320><c> mentioned</c><00:12:12.720><c> a</c><00:12:12.800><c> family</c> 00:12:14.069 --> 00:12:14.079 align:start position:0% she never mentioned a family 00:12:14.079 --> 00:12:16.870 align:start position:0% she never mentioned a family and<00:12:14.240><c> i</c><00:12:14.320><c> didn't</c><00:12:14.560><c> have</c><00:12:14.720><c> the</c><00:12:14.880><c> heart</c><00:12:15.120><c> to</c><00:12:15.279><c> ask</c> 00:12:16.870 --> 00:12:16.880 align:start position:0% and i didn't have the heart to ask 00:12:16.880 --> 00:12:18.710 align:start position:0% and i didn't have the heart to ask every<00:12:17.120><c> few</c><00:12:17.279><c> minutes</c><00:12:17.600><c> she</c><00:12:17.839><c> reminded</c><00:12:18.240><c> me</c><00:12:18.399><c> of</c><00:12:18.560><c> her</c> 00:12:18.710 --> 00:12:18.720 align:start position:0% every few minutes she reminded me of her 00:12:18.720 --> 00:12:21.269 align:start position:0% every few minutes she reminded me of her surgery<00:12:19.120><c> scheduled</c><00:12:19.600><c> for</c><00:12:19.760><c> the</c><00:12:19.839><c> next</c><00:12:20.160><c> morning</c> 00:12:21.269 --> 00:12:21.279 align:start position:0% surgery scheduled for the next morning 00:12:21.279 --> 00:12:26.310 align:start position:0% surgery scheduled for the next morning doc's<00:12:21.600><c> gonna</c><00:12:21.839><c> fix</c><00:12:22.160><c> my</c><00:12:22.399><c> foot</c><00:12:22.720><c> she</c><00:12:22.959><c> would</c><00:12:23.120><c> repeat</c> 00:12:26.310 --> 00:12:26.320 align:start position:0% 00:12:26.320 --> 00:12:28.069 align:start position:0% that<00:12:26.560><c> evening</c><00:12:26.880><c> i</c><00:12:26.959><c> had</c><00:12:27.200><c> several</c><00:12:27.600><c> visitors</c> 00:12:28.069 --> 00:12:28.079 align:start position:0% that evening i had several visitors 00:12:28.079 --> 00:12:30.790 align:start position:0% that evening i had several visitors including<00:12:28.639><c> my</c><00:12:28.800><c> son</c><00:12:29.200><c> adam</c> 00:12:30.790 --> 00:12:30.800 align:start position:0% including my son adam 00:12:30.800 --> 00:12:34.150 align:start position:0% including my son adam ginger<00:12:31.279><c> chatted</c><00:12:31.680><c> merrily</c><00:12:32.160><c> to</c><00:12:32.320><c> each</c><00:12:32.560><c> one</c> 00:12:34.150 --> 00:12:34.160 align:start position:0% ginger chatted merrily to each one 00:12:34.160 --> 00:12:36.310 align:start position:0% ginger chatted merrily to each one telling<00:12:34.480><c> them</c><00:12:34.560><c> about</c><00:12:34.880><c> my</c><00:12:35.040><c> pretty</c><00:12:35.360><c> flowers</c><00:12:36.079><c> but</c> 00:12:36.310 --> 00:12:36.320 align:start position:0% telling them about my pretty flowers but 00:12:36.320 --> 00:12:38.949 align:start position:0% telling them about my pretty flowers but mostly<00:12:36.800><c> she</c><00:12:36.959><c> kept</c><00:12:37.200><c> an</c><00:12:37.360><c> eye</c><00:12:37.600><c> on</c><00:12:37.839><c> adam</c> 00:12:38.949 --> 00:12:38.959 align:start position:0% mostly she kept an eye on adam 00:12:38.959 --> 00:12:41.670 align:start position:0% mostly she kept an eye on adam and<00:12:39.200><c> later</c><00:12:39.519><c> after</c><00:12:39.839><c> everyone</c><00:12:40.240><c> was</c><00:12:40.480><c> gone</c> 00:12:41.670 --> 00:12:41.680 align:start position:0% and later after everyone was gone 00:12:41.680 --> 00:12:44.150 align:start position:0% and later after everyone was gone ginger<00:12:42.079><c> repeated</c><00:12:42.720><c> over</c><00:12:42.959><c> and</c><00:12:43.200><c> over</c><00:12:43.760><c> just</c><00:12:44.000><c> as</c> 00:12:44.150 --> 00:12:44.160 align:start position:0% ginger repeated over and over just as 00:12:44.160 --> 00:12:46.629 align:start position:0% ginger repeated over and over just as she<00:12:44.320><c> had</c><00:12:44.560><c> about</c><00:12:44.800><c> my</c><00:12:45.040><c> flowers</c> 00:12:46.629 --> 00:12:46.639 align:start position:0% she had about my flowers 00:12:46.639 --> 00:12:50.790 align:start position:0% she had about my flowers yep<00:12:47.120><c> i</c><00:12:47.360><c> liked</c><00:12:47.600><c> your</c><00:12:47.839><c> adam</c> 00:12:50.790 --> 00:12:50.800 align:start position:0% 00:12:50.800 --> 00:12:53.110 align:start position:0% the<00:12:50.959><c> next</c><00:12:51.200><c> morning</c><00:12:51.680><c> ginger</c><00:12:52.079><c> left</c><00:12:52.320><c> for</c><00:12:52.480><c> surgery</c> 00:12:53.110 --> 00:12:53.120 align:start position:0% the next morning ginger left for surgery 00:12:53.120 --> 00:12:54.790 align:start position:0% the next morning ginger left for surgery and<00:12:53.279><c> the</c><00:12:53.360><c> nurse</c><00:12:53.680><c> came</c><00:12:53.920><c> to</c><00:12:54.000><c> help</c><00:12:54.160><c> me</c><00:12:54.320><c> take</c><00:12:54.560><c> a</c> 00:12:54.790 --> 00:12:54.800 align:start position:0% and the nurse came to help me take a 00:12:54.800 --> 00:12:57.269 align:start position:0% and the nurse came to help me take a short<00:12:55.120><c> walk</c><00:12:55.440><c> down</c><00:12:55.600><c> the</c><00:12:55.760><c> hall</c> 00:12:57.269 --> 00:12:57.279 align:start position:0% short walk down the hall 00:12:57.279 --> 00:13:01.670 align:start position:0% short walk down the hall it<00:12:57.519><c> felt</c><00:12:57.760><c> good</c><00:12:58.000><c> to</c><00:12:58.160><c> be</c><00:12:58.320><c> on</c><00:12:58.480><c> my</c><00:12:58.720><c> feet</c><00:12:58.959><c> again</c> 00:13:01.670 --> 00:13:01.680 align:start position:0% 00:13:01.680 --> 00:13:03.990 align:start position:0% and<00:13:01.920><c> soon</c><00:13:02.160><c> i</c><00:13:02.240><c> was</c><00:13:02.480><c> back</c><00:13:02.720><c> in</c><00:13:02.800><c> our</c><00:13:03.040><c> room</c><00:13:03.600><c> and</c><00:13:03.760><c> as</c><00:13:03.920><c> i</c> 00:13:03.990 --> 00:13:04.000 align:start position:0% and soon i was back in our room and as i 00:13:04.000 --> 00:13:05.430 align:start position:0% and soon i was back in our room and as i walked<00:13:04.240><c> through</c><00:13:04.480><c> the</c><00:13:04.639><c> door</c> 00:13:05.430 --> 00:13:05.440 align:start position:0% walked through the door 00:13:05.440 --> 00:13:07.590 align:start position:0% walked through the door it<00:13:05.760><c> suddenly</c><00:13:06.160><c> hit</c><00:13:06.399><c> me</c> 00:13:07.590 --> 00:13:07.600 align:start position:0% it suddenly hit me 00:13:07.600 --> 00:13:09.990 align:start position:0% it suddenly hit me such<00:13:07.839><c> a</c><00:13:08.000><c> stark</c><00:13:08.639><c> contrast</c><00:13:09.200><c> between</c><00:13:09.519><c> the</c><00:13:09.680><c> two</c> 00:13:09.990 --> 00:13:10.000 align:start position:0% such a stark contrast between the two 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return</c> 00:13:19.030 --> 00:13:19.040 align:start position:0% neatly made waiting for her to return 00:13:19.040 --> 00:13:21.110 align:start position:0% neatly made waiting for her to return but<00:13:19.200><c> she</c><00:13:19.360><c> had</c><00:13:19.519><c> no</c><00:13:19.760><c> cards</c> 00:13:21.110 --> 00:13:21.120 align:start position:0% but she had no cards 00:13:21.120 --> 00:13:22.389 align:start position:0% but she had no cards no<00:13:21.360><c> flowers</c> 00:13:22.389 --> 00:13:22.399 align:start position:0% no flowers 00:13:22.399 --> 00:13:25.350 align:start position:0% no flowers and<00:13:22.639><c> no</c><00:13:22.880><c> visitors</c> 00:13:25.350 --> 00:13:25.360 align:start position:0% and no visitors 00:13:25.360 --> 00:13:27.269 align:start position:0% and no visitors my<00:13:25.600><c> side</c><00:13:25.839><c> of</c><00:13:25.920><c> the</c><00:13:26.079><c> room</c><00:13:26.320><c> fairly</c><00:13:26.720><c> bloomed</c><00:13:27.120><c> with</c> 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align:start position:0% me of just how much i was loved no<00:13:34.720><c> one</c><00:13:34.880><c> had</c><00:13:35.120><c> sent</c><00:13:35.440><c> cards</c><00:13:36.079><c> no</c><00:13:36.240><c> one</c><00:13:36.320><c> had</c><00:13:36.560><c> sent</c> 00:13:36.870 --> 00:13:36.880 align:start position:0% no one had sent cards no one had sent 00:13:36.880 --> 00:13:38.949 align:start position:0% no one had sent cards no one had sent flowers<00:13:37.279><c> to</c><00:13:37.440><c> ginger</c> 00:13:38.949 --> 00:13:38.959 align:start position:0% flowers to ginger 00:13:38.959 --> 00:13:40.550 align:start position:0% flowers to ginger no<00:13:39.120><c> one</c><00:13:39.279><c> had</c><00:13:39.519><c> visited</c> 00:13:40.550 --> 00:13:40.560 align:start position:0% no one had visited 00:13:40.560 --> 00:13:42.389 align:start position:0% no one had visited or<00:13:40.720><c> even</c><00:13:41.040><c> called</c><00:13:41.440><c> in</c><00:13:41.519><c> fact</c> 00:13:42.389 --> 00:13:42.399 align:start position:0% or even called in fact 00:13:42.399 --> 00:13:46.870 align:start position:0% or even called in fact no<00:13:42.560><c> one</c><00:13:42.800><c> had</c><00:13:43.040><c> so</c><00:13:43.279><c> much</c><00:13:43.519><c> has</c><00:13:43.680><c> sent</c><00:13:43.920><c> her</c><00:13:44.160><c> a</c><00:13:44.320><c> card</c> 00:13:46.870 --> 00:13:46.880 align:start position:0% 00:13:46.880 --> 00:13:48.550 align:start position:0% i<00:13:47.040><c> wondered</c><00:13:47.360><c> if</c><00:13:47.440><c> this</c><00:13:47.680><c> was</c><00:13:47.920><c> what</c><00:13:48.160><c> it</c><00:13:48.320><c> would</c><00:13:48.480><c> be</c> 00:13:48.550 --> 00:13:48.560 align:start position:0% i wondered if this was what it would be 00:13:48.560 --> 00:13:50.790 align:start position:0% i wondered if this was what it would be like<00:13:48.800><c> for</c><00:13:48.959><c> adam</c><00:13:49.360><c> someday</c> 00:13:50.790 --> 00:13:50.800 align:start position:0% like for adam someday 00:13:50.800 --> 00:13:52.389 align:start position:0% like for adam someday and<00:13:50.959><c> the</c><00:13:51.120><c> thought</c><00:13:51.440><c> was</c><00:13:51.680><c> painful</c><00:13:52.160><c> and</c><00:13:52.240><c> i</c> 00:13:52.389 --> 00:13:52.399 align:start position:0% and the thought was painful and i 00:13:52.399 --> 00:13:56.310 align:start position:0% and the thought was painful and i quickly<00:13:52.800><c> pushed</c><00:13:53.120><c> it</c><00:13:53.279><c> from</c><00:13:53.519><c> my</c><00:13:53.760><c> mind</c> 00:13:56.310 --> 00:13:56.320 align:start position:0% 00:13:56.320 --> 00:13:58.389 align:start position:0% it<00:13:56.480><c> was</c><00:13:56.720><c> then</c><00:13:57.040><c> that</c><00:13:57.199><c> i</c><00:13:57.360><c> decided</c><00:13:57.839><c> to</c><00:13:58.000><c> give</c><00:13:58.240><c> her</c> 00:13:58.389 --> 00:13:58.399 align:start position:0% it was then that i decided to give her 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position:0% spriggs 00:14:08.399 --> 00:14:09.350 align:start position:0% spriggs oh 00:14:09.350 --> 00:14:09.360 align:start position:0% oh 00:14:09.360 --> 00:14:10.949 align:start position:0% oh but<00:14:09.519><c> this</c><00:14:09.760><c> would</c><00:14:09.920><c> look</c><00:14:10.160><c> so</c><00:14:10.399><c> nice</c><00:14:10.639><c> on</c><00:14:10.800><c> our</c> 00:14:10.949 --> 00:14:10.959 align:start position:0% but this would look so nice on our 00:14:10.959 --> 00:14:13.030 align:start position:0% but this would look so nice on our christmas<00:14:11.360><c> table</c><00:14:11.760><c> i</c><00:14:11.920><c> thought</c> 00:14:13.030 --> 00:14:13.040 align:start position:0% christmas table i thought 00:14:13.040 --> 00:14:16.550 align:start position:0% christmas table i thought and<00:14:13.279><c> i</c><00:14:13.440><c> set</c><00:14:13.600><c> the</c><00:14:13.760><c> piece</c><00:14:14.079><c> back</c><00:14:14.399><c> down</c> 00:14:16.550 --> 00:14:16.560 align:start position:0% and i set the piece back down 00:14:16.560 --> 00:14:20.310 align:start position:0% and i set the piece back down okay<00:14:17.360><c> what</c><00:14:17.600><c> about</c><00:14:17.839><c> the</c><00:14:18.000><c> poinsettias</c> 00:14:20.310 --> 00:14:20.320 align:start position:0% okay what about the poinsettias 00:14:20.320 --> 00:14:22.949 align:start position:0% okay what about the poinsettias then<00:14:20.560><c> i</c><00:14:20.880><c> realized</c><00:14:21.519><c> how</c><00:14:21.680><c> much</c><00:14:22.000><c> the</c><00:14:22.160><c> deep</c> 00:14:22.949 --> 00:14:22.959 align:start position:0% then i realized how much the deep 00:14:22.959 --> 00:14:24.870 align:start position:0% then i realized how much the deep red<00:14:23.360><c> plants</c><00:14:23.839><c> would</c><00:14:24.079><c> brighten</c><00:14:24.399><c> the</c><00:14:24.560><c> entry</c> 00:14:24.870 --> 00:14:24.880 align:start position:0% red plants would brighten the entry 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position:0% and dad's roses knowing<00:14:33.519><c> we</c><00:14:33.600><c> wouldn't</c><00:14:33.920><c> see</c><00:14:34.079><c> them</c><00:14:34.240><c> for</c> 00:14:34.389 --> 00:14:34.399 align:start position:0% knowing we wouldn't see them for 00:14:34.399 --> 00:14:36.550 align:start position:0% knowing we wouldn't see them for christmas<00:14:34.880><c> this</c><00:14:35.120><c> year</c> 00:14:36.550 --> 00:14:36.560 align:start position:0% christmas this year 00:14:36.560 --> 00:14:39.829 align:start position:0% christmas this year and<00:14:36.720><c> the</c><00:14:37.000><c> justifications</c><00:14:38.079><c> just</c><00:14:38.880><c> kept</c><00:14:39.279><c> on</c> 00:14:39.829 --> 00:14:39.839 align:start position:0% and the justifications just kept on 00:14:39.839 --> 00:14:41.670 align:start position:0% and the justifications just kept on coming 00:14:41.670 --> 00:14:41.680 align:start position:0% coming 00:14:41.680 --> 00:14:44.389 align:start position:0% coming the<00:14:41.920><c> flowers</c><00:14:42.320><c> are</c><00:14:42.480><c> beginning</c><00:14:42.880><c> to</c><00:14:43.040><c> wilt</c> 00:14:44.389 --> 00:14:44.399 align:start position:0% the flowers are beginning to wilt 00:14:44.399 --> 00:14:47.670 align:start position:0% the flowers are beginning to wilt this<00:14:44.639><c> or</c><00:14:44.800><c> that</c><00:14:45.120><c> friend</c><00:14:45.360><c> would</c><00:14:45.519><c> be</c><00:14:45.680><c> offended</c> 00:14:47.670 --> 00:14:47.680 align:start position:0% this or that friend would be offended 00:14:47.680 --> 00:14:52.230 align:start position:0% this or that friend would be offended i<00:14:47.839><c> really</c><00:14:48.160><c> could</c><00:14:48.320><c> use</c><00:14:48.720><c> this</c><00:14:48.959><c> when</c><00:14:49.199><c> i</c><00:14:49.279><c> get</c><00:14:49.519><c> home</c> 00:14:52.230 --> 00:14:52.240 align:start position:0% 00:14:52.240 --> 00:14:53.110 align:start position:0% well 00:14:53.110 --> 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my</c><00:15:00.880><c> guilt</c><00:15:01.199><c> with</c><00:15:01.360><c> a</c><00:15:01.440><c> decision</c><00:15:02.079><c> to</c> 00:15:02.310 --> 00:15:02.320 align:start position:0% soothing my guilt with a decision to 00:15:02.320 --> 00:15:04.069 align:start position:0% soothing my guilt with a decision to call<00:15:02.560><c> the</c><00:15:02.720><c> hospital</c><00:15:03.199><c> gift</c><00:15:03.519><c> shop</c><00:15:03.839><c> in</c><00:15:03.920><c> the</c> 00:15:04.069 --> 00:15:04.079 align:start position:0% call the hospital gift shop in the 00:15:04.079 --> 00:15:06.550 align:start position:0% call the hospital gift shop in the morning<00:15:04.959><c> and</c><00:15:05.120><c> order</c><00:15:05.440><c> ginger</c><00:15:05.839><c> some</c><00:15:06.000><c> flowers</c><00:15:06.399><c> of</c> 00:15:06.550 --> 00:15:06.560 align:start position:0% morning and order ginger some flowers of 00:15:06.560 --> 00:15:10.710 align:start position:0% morning and order ginger some flowers of her<00:15:06.800><c> own</c> 00:15:10.710 --> 00:15:10.720 align:start position:0% 00:15:10.720 --> 00:15:12.949 align:start position:0% when<00:15:10.880><c> ginger</c><00:15:11.199><c> returned</c><00:15:11.600><c> from</c><00:15:11.920><c> surgery</c><00:15:12.800><c> a</c> 00:15:12.949 --> 00:15:12.959 align:start position:0% when ginger returned from surgery a 00:15:12.959 --> 00:15:15.189 align:start position:0% when ginger returned from surgery a candy<00:15:13.360><c> striper</c><00:15:13.839><c> brought</c><00:15:14.079><c> her</c><00:15:14.399><c> a</c><00:15:14.560><c> small</c><00:15:14.880><c> green</c> 00:15:15.189 --> 00:15:15.199 align:start position:0% candy striper brought her a small green 00:15:15.199 --> 00:15:17.910 align:start position:0% candy striper brought her a small green christmas<00:15:15.680><c> wreath</c><00:15:16.000><c> with</c><00:15:16.160><c> a</c><00:15:16.320><c> red</c><00:15:16.639><c> bow</c> 00:15:17.910 --> 00:15:17.920 align:start position:0% christmas wreath with a red bow 00:15:17.920 --> 00:15:19.590 align:start position:0% christmas wreath with a red bow she<00:15:18.079><c> hung</c><00:15:18.320><c> it</c><00:15:18.480><c> on</c><00:15:18.560><c> the</c><00:15:18.639><c> bare</c><00:15:18.959><c> wall</c><00:15:19.279><c> above</c> 00:15:19.590 --> 00:15:19.600 align:start position:0% she hung it on the bare wall above 00:15:19.600 --> 00:15:22.150 align:start position:0% she hung it on the bare wall above ginger's<00:15:20.000><c> bed</c> 00:15:22.150 --> 00:15:22.160 align:start position:0% ginger's bed 00:15:22.160 --> 00:15:24.389 align:start position:0% ginger's bed that<00:15:22.399><c> evening</c><00:15:22.720><c> i</c><00:15:22.800><c> had</c><00:15:23.040><c> more</c><00:15:23.279><c> visitors</c> 00:15:24.389 --> 00:15:24.399 align:start position:0% that evening i had more visitors 00:15:24.399 --> 00:15:26.550 align:start position:0% that evening i had more visitors 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align:start position:0% and proudly showed them her christmas wreath 00:15:36.150 --> 00:15:36.160 align:start position:0% 00:15:36.160 --> 00:15:38.710 align:start position:0% the<00:15:36.320><c> next</c><00:15:36.720><c> morning</c><00:15:37.199><c> following</c><00:15:37.680><c> breakfast</c><00:15:38.560><c> the</c> 00:15:38.710 --> 00:15:38.720 align:start position:0% the next morning following breakfast the 00:15:38.720 --> 00:15:40.629 align:start position:0% the next morning following breakfast the nurse<00:15:39.040><c> returned</c><00:15:39.519><c> to</c><00:15:39.680><c> tell</c><00:15:40.000><c> ginger</c><00:15:40.320><c> that</c><00:15:40.480><c> she</c> 00:15:40.629 --> 00:15:40.639 align:start position:0% nurse returned to tell ginger that she 00:15:40.639 --> 00:15:42.790 align:start position:0% nurse returned to tell ginger that she was<00:15:40.880><c> going</c><00:15:41.120><c> home</c> 00:15:42.790 --> 00:15:42.800 align:start position:0% was going home 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home</c><00:15:49.279><c> in</c><00:15:49.440><c> time</c><00:15:49.600><c> for</c> 00:15:49.749 --> 00:15:49.759 align:start position:0% i knew ginger would be home in time for 00:15:49.759 --> 00:15:51.670 align:start position:0% i knew ginger would be home in time for her<00:15:49.920><c> christmas</c><00:15:50.399><c> party</c><00:15:50.720><c> and</c><00:15:50.800><c> i</c><00:15:50.959><c> was</c><00:15:51.120><c> happy</c><00:15:51.519><c> for</c> 00:15:51.670 --> 00:15:51.680 align:start position:0% her christmas party and i was happy for 00:15:51.680 --> 00:15:52.550 align:start position:0% her christmas party and i was happy for her 00:15:52.550 --> 00:15:52.560 align:start position:0% her 00:15:52.560 --> 00:15:55.269 align:start position:0% her but<00:15:52.800><c> my</c><00:15:53.040><c> heart</c><00:15:53.440><c> sank</c><00:15:53.759><c> when</c><00:15:53.920><c> i</c><00:15:54.079><c> remembered</c> 00:15:55.269 --> 00:15:55.279 align:start position:0% but my heart sank when i remembered 00:15:55.279 --> 00:15:57.829 align:start position:0% but my heart sank when i remembered the<00:15:55.839><c> hospital</c><00:15:56.399><c> gift</c><00:15:56.880><c> shop</c><00:15:57.120><c> would</c><00:15:57.360><c> not</c><00:15:57.600><c> open</c> 00:15:57.829 --> 00:15:57.839 align:start position:0% the hospital gift shop would not open 00:15:57.839 --> 00:16:00.870 align:start position:0% the hospital gift shop would not open for<00:15:58.079><c> two</c><00:15:58.240><c> more</c><00:15:58.560><c> hours</c> 00:16:00.870 --> 00:16:00.880 align:start position:0% for two more hours 00:16:00.880 --> 00:16:02.470 align:start position:0% for two more hours again<00:16:01.199><c> i</c><00:16:01.279><c> looked</c><00:16:01.519><c> around</c><00:16:01.839><c> the</c><00:16:01.920><c> room</c><00:16:02.160><c> at</c><00:16:02.240><c> my</c> 00:16:02.470 --> 00:16:02.480 align:start position:0% again i looked around the room at my 00:16:02.480 --> 00:16:03.749 align:start position:0% again i looked around the room at my flowers 00:16:03.749 --> 00:16:03.759 align:start position:0% flowers 00:16:03.759 --> 00:16:07.350 align:start position:0% flowers can<00:16:04.000><c> i</c><00:16:04.160><c> part</c><00:16:04.480><c> with</c><00:16:04.720><c> any</c><00:16:04.880><c> of</c><00:16:05.040><c> these</c> 00:16:07.350 --> 00:16:07.360 align:start position:0% 00:16:07.360 --> 00:16:09.269 align:start position:0% the<00:16:07.519><c> nurse</c><00:16:07.839><c> brought</c><00:16:08.079><c> the</c><00:16:08.160><c> wheelchair</c><00:16:09.120><c> to</c> 00:16:09.269 --> 00:16:09.279 align:start position:0% the nurse brought the wheelchair to 00:16:09.279 --> 00:16:11.350 align:start position:0% the nurse brought the wheelchair to ginger's<00:16:09.759><c> bedside</c> 00:16:11.350 --> 00:16:11.360 align:start position:0% ginger's bedside 00:16:11.360 --> 00:16:12.790 align:start position:0% ginger's bedside ginger<00:16:11.759><c> gathered</c><00:16:12.079><c> a</c><00:16:12.160><c> few</c><00:16:12.399><c> personal</c> 00:16:12.790 --> 00:16:12.800 align:start position:0% ginger gathered a few personal 00:16:12.800 --> 00:16:14.710 align:start position:0% ginger gathered a few personal belongings<00:16:13.519><c> and</c><00:16:13.759><c> pulled</c><00:16:14.000><c> her</c><00:16:14.160><c> coat</c><00:16:14.399><c> from</c><00:16:14.560><c> the</c> 00:16:14.710 --> 00:16:14.720 align:start position:0% belongings and pulled her coat from the 00:16:14.720 --> 00:16:17.829 align:start position:0% belongings and pulled her coat from the closet 00:16:17.829 --> 00:16:17.839 align:start position:0% 00:16:17.839 --> 00:16:19.910 align:start position:0% ginger<00:16:18.240><c> i've</c><00:16:18.560><c> really</c><00:16:18.959><c> enjoyed</c><00:16:19.440><c> getting</c><00:16:19.759><c> to</c> 00:16:19.910 --> 00:16:19.920 align:start position:0% ginger i've really enjoyed getting to 00:16:19.920 --> 00:16:23.509 align:start position:0% ginger i've really enjoyed getting to know<00:16:20.160><c> you</c><00:16:20.480><c> i</c><00:16:20.720><c> said</c><00:16:22.079><c> my</c><00:16:22.240><c> words</c><00:16:22.560><c> were</c><00:16:22.720><c> sincere</c> 00:16:23.509 --> 00:16:23.519 align:start position:0% know you i said my words were sincere 00:16:23.519 --> 00:16:25.829 align:start position:0% know you i said my words were sincere but<00:16:23.680><c> i</c><00:16:23.839><c> felt</c><00:16:24.560><c> guilty</c><00:16:24.959><c> for</c><00:16:25.120><c> not</c><00:16:25.360><c> following</c> 00:16:25.829 --> 00:16:25.839 align:start position:0% but i felt guilty for not following 00:16:25.839 --> 00:16:28.870 align:start position:0% but i felt guilty for not following through<00:16:26.079><c> on</c><00:16:26.240><c> my</c><00:16:26.399><c> good</c><00:16:26.639><c> intentions</c> 00:16:28.870 --> 00:16:28.880 align:start position:0% through on my good intentions 00:16:28.880 --> 00:16:31.430 align:start position:0% through on my good intentions the<00:16:29.040><c> nurse</c><00:16:29.360><c> helped</c><00:16:29.600><c> ginger</c><00:16:30.480><c> with</c><00:16:30.720><c> her</c><00:16:30.880><c> coat</c> 00:16:31.430 --> 00:16:31.440 align:start position:0% the nurse helped ginger with her coat 00:16:31.440 --> 00:16:33.910 align:start position:0% the nurse helped ginger with her coat and<00:16:31.759><c> into</c><00:16:32.000><c> the</c><00:16:32.079><c> wheelchair</c> 00:16:33.910 --> 00:16:33.920 align:start position:0% and into the wheelchair 00:16:33.920 --> 00:16:35.829 align:start position:0% and into the wheelchair then<00:16:34.160><c> she</c><00:16:34.399><c> removed</c><00:16:34.880><c> the</c><00:16:34.959><c> small</c><00:16:35.360><c> wreath</c><00:16:35.680><c> from</c> 00:16:35.829 --> 00:16:35.839 align:start position:0% then she removed the small wreath from 00:16:35.839 --> 00:16:37.749 align:start position:0% then she removed the small wreath from the<00:16:36.000><c> wall</c> 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stood</c><00:16:46.079><c> up</c><00:16:46.639><c> from</c><00:16:46.880><c> the</c><00:16:46.959><c> wheelchair</c><00:16:47.440><c> and</c> 00:16:47.590 --> 00:16:47.600 align:start position:0% she stood up from the wheelchair and 00:16:47.600 --> 00:16:50.230 align:start position:0% she stood up from the wheelchair and hobbled<00:16:48.000><c> slowly</c><00:16:48.399><c> to</c><00:16:48.560><c> my</c><00:16:48.720><c> bedside</c> 00:16:50.230 --> 00:16:50.240 align:start position:0% hobbled slowly to my bedside 00:16:50.240 --> 00:16:52.470 align:start position:0% hobbled slowly to my bedside and<00:16:50.320><c> then</c><00:16:50.560><c> she</c><00:16:50.720><c> stretched</c><00:16:51.120><c> her</c><00:16:51.279><c> arms</c><00:16:51.680><c> forward</c> 00:16:52.470 --> 00:16:52.480 align:start position:0% and then she stretched her arms forward 00:16:52.480 --> 00:16:54.870 align:start position:0% and then she stretched her arms forward and<00:16:52.720><c> gently</c><00:16:53.120><c> laid</c><00:16:53.360><c> the</c><00:16:53.600><c> small</c><00:16:54.000><c> wreath</c><00:16:54.399><c> in</c><00:16:54.560><c> my</c> 00:16:54.870 --> 00:16:54.880 align:start position:0% and gently laid the small wreath in my 00:16:54.880 --> 00:16:56.710 align:start position:0% and gently laid the small wreath in my lap 00:16:56.710 --> 00:16:56.720 align:start position:0% lap 00:16:56.720 --> 00:16:58.710 align:start position:0% lap merry<00:16:57.040><c> christmas</c><00:16:57.440><c> she</c><00:16:57.680><c> said</c> 00:16:58.710 --> 00:16:58.720 align:start position:0% merry christmas she said 00:16:58.720 --> 00:17:00.550 align:start position:0% merry christmas she said you're<00:16:58.959><c> a</c><00:16:59.040><c> nice</c><00:16:59.360><c> lady</c> 00:17:00.550 --> 00:17:00.560 align:start position:0% you're a nice lady 00:17:00.560 --> 00:17:02.829 align:start position:0% you're a nice lady and<00:17:00.720><c> she</c><00:17:00.880><c> gave</c><00:17:01.120><c> me</c><00:17:01.279><c> a</c><00:17:01.360><c> big</c> 00:17:02.829 --> 00:17:02.839 align:start position:0% and she gave me a big 00:17:02.839 --> 00:17:06.150 align:start position:0% and she gave me a big hug<00:17:03.920><c> thank</c><00:17:04.160><c> you</c><00:17:04.480><c> i</c><00:17:04.720><c> whispered</c> 00:17:06.150 --> 00:17:06.160 align:start position:0% hug thank you i whispered 00:17:06.160 --> 00:17:07.750 align:start position:0% hug thank you i whispered i<00:17:06.319><c> couldn't</c><00:17:06.640><c> say</c><00:17:06.880><c> anything</c><00:17:07.280><c> more</c><00:17:07.439><c> as</c><00:17:07.600><c> she</c> 00:17:07.750 --> 00:17:07.760 align:start position:0% i couldn't say anything more as she 00:17:07.760 --> 00:17:09.189 align:start position:0% i couldn't say anything more as she hobbled<00:17:08.160><c> back</c><00:17:08.319><c> to</c><00:17:08.480><c> the</c><00:17:08.559><c> wheelchair</c><00:17:09.120><c> and</c> 00:17:09.189 --> 00:17:09.199 align:start position:0% hobbled back to the wheelchair and 00:17:09.199 --> 00:17:11.590 align:start position:0% hobbled back to the wheelchair and headed<00:17:09.520><c> out</c><00:17:09.600><c> the</c><00:17:09.839><c> door</c> 00:17:11.590 --> 00:17:11.600 align:start position:0% headed out the door 00:17:11.600 --> 00:17:13.669 align:start position:0% headed out the door my<00:17:11.839><c> wet</c><00:17:12.079><c> eyes</c><00:17:12.319><c> fell</c><00:17:12.559><c> to</c><00:17:12.720><c> the</c><00:17:12.880><c> small</c><00:17:13.280><c> wreath</c><00:17:13.520><c> in</c> 00:17:13.669 --> 00:17:13.679 align:start position:0% my wet eyes fell to the small wreath in 00:17:13.679 --> 00:17:15.350 align:start position:0% my wet eyes fell to the small wreath in my<00:17:13.839><c> hands</c><00:17:14.240><c> and</c><00:17:14.319><c> i</c><00:17:14.559><c> thought</c> 00:17:15.350 --> 00:17:15.360 align:start position:0% my hands and i thought 00:17:15.360 --> 00:17:18.710 align:start position:0% my hands and i thought this<00:17:15.600><c> was</c><00:17:15.839><c> ginger's</c><00:17:16.480><c> only</c><00:17:17.120><c> gift</c><00:17:18.079><c> and</c><00:17:18.319><c> she</c><00:17:18.480><c> gave</c> 00:17:18.710 --> 00:17:18.720 align:start position:0% this was ginger's only gift and she gave 00:17:18.720 --> 00:17:20.870 align:start position:0% this was ginger's only gift and she gave it<00:17:18.799><c> to</c><00:17:19.039><c> me</c> 00:17:20.870 --> 00:17:20.880 align:start position:0% it to me 00:17:20.880 --> 00:17:23.270 align:start position:0% it to me i<00:17:21.039><c> looked</c><00:17:21.199><c> toward</c><00:17:21.520><c> her</c><00:17:21.679><c> bed</c> 00:17:23.270 --> 00:17:23.280 align:start position:0% i looked toward her bed 00:17:23.280 --> 00:17:25.429 align:start position:0% i looked toward her bed once<00:17:23.520><c> again</c><00:17:23.839><c> her</c><00:17:24.240><c> side</c><00:17:24.400><c> of</c><00:17:24.559><c> the</c><00:17:24.640><c> room</c><00:17:24.880><c> was</c><00:17:25.120><c> bare</c> 00:17:25.429 --> 00:17:25.439 align:start position:0% once again her side of the room was bare 00:17:25.439 --> 00:17:27.510 align:start position:0% once again her side of the room was bare and<00:17:25.600><c> empty</c> 00:17:27.510 --> 00:17:27.520 align:start position:0% and empty 00:17:27.520 --> 00:17:29.909 align:start position:0% and empty but<00:17:27.760><c> as</c><00:17:27.919><c> i</c><00:17:28.000><c> heard</c><00:17:28.240><c> the</c><00:17:28.400><c> ping</c><00:17:28.640><c> of</c><00:17:28.720><c> the</c><00:17:28.880><c> elevators</c> 00:17:29.909 --> 00:17:29.919 align:start position:0% but as i heard the ping of the elevators 00:17:29.919 --> 00:17:32.789 align:start position:0% but as i heard the ping of the elevators elevator<00:17:30.480><c> doors</c><00:17:30.880><c> closing</c><00:17:31.360><c> behind</c><00:17:31.679><c> her</c> 00:17:32.789 --> 00:17:32.799 align:start position:0% elevator doors closing behind her 00:17:32.799 --> 00:17:35.830 align:start position:0% elevator doors closing behind her i<00:17:33.120><c> knew</c><00:17:33.360><c> that</c><00:17:33.600><c> ginger</c><00:17:34.000><c> possessed</c><00:17:34.799><c> much</c><00:17:35.360><c> much</c> 00:17:35.830 --> 00:17:35.840 align:start position:0% i knew that ginger possessed much much 00:17:35.840 --> 00:17:41.590 align:start position:0% i knew that ginger possessed much much more<00:17:36.240><c> than</c><00:17:36.480><c> i</c> 00:17:41.590 --> 00:17:41.600 align:start position:0% 00:17:41.600 --> 00:17:43.270 align:start position:0% [Applause] 00:17:43.270 --> 00:17:43.280 align:start position:0% [Applause] 00:17:43.280 --> 00:17:45.110 align:start position:0% [Applause] now<00:17:43.440><c> i</c><00:17:43.520><c> think</c><00:17:43.679><c> you'll</c><00:17:43.919><c> agree</c><00:17:44.240><c> that</c><00:17:44.640><c> bonnie's</c> 00:17:45.110 --> 00:17:45.120 align:start position:0% now i think you'll agree that bonnie's 00:17:45.120 --> 00:17:47.430 align:start position:0% now i think you'll agree that bonnie's experience<00:17:45.679><c> with</c><00:17:45.919><c> ginger</c><00:17:46.320><c> is</c><00:17:46.720><c> exhortation</c> 00:17:47.430 --> 00:17:47.440 align:start position:0% experience with ginger is exhortation 00:17:47.440 --> 00:17:50.310 align:start position:0% experience with ginger is exhortation enough<00:17:47.760><c> without</c><00:17:48.080><c> my</c><00:17:48.320><c> attempt</c><00:17:48.640><c> to</c><00:17:48.799><c> say</c><00:17:49.039><c> more</c> 00:17:50.310 --> 00:17:50.320 align:start position:0% enough without my attempt to say more 00:17:50.320 --> 00:17:52.310 align:start position:0% enough without my attempt to say more but<00:17:50.559><c> i</c><00:17:50.640><c> would</c><00:17:50.880><c> like</c><00:17:51.039><c> to</c><00:17:51.200><c> see</c><00:17:51.520><c> whether</c><00:17:52.000><c> you</c> 00:17:52.310 --> 00:17:52.320 align:start position:0% but i would like to see whether you 00:17:52.320 --> 00:17:54.070 align:start position:0% but i would like to see whether you connect<00:17:52.720><c> bonnie's</c><00:17:53.120><c> story</c><00:17:53.440><c> with</c><00:17:53.600><c> the</c><00:17:53.760><c> same</c> 00:17:54.070 --> 00:17:54.080 align:start position:0% connect bonnie's story with the same 00:17:54.080 --> 00:17:57.270 align:start position:0% connect bonnie's story with the same bible<00:17:54.400><c> story</c><00:17:54.799><c> i'm</c><00:17:54.960><c> thinking</c><00:17:55.360><c> of</c> 00:17:57.270 --> 00:17:57.280 align:start position:0% bible story i'm thinking of 00:17:57.280 --> 00:17:59.510 align:start position:0% bible story i'm thinking of there's<00:17:57.679><c> more</c><00:17:57.840><c> than</c><00:17:58.000><c> one</c><00:17:58.240><c> correct</c><00:17:58.640><c> answer</c><00:17:59.280><c> by</c> 00:17:59.510 --> 00:17:59.520 align:start position:0% there's more than one correct answer by 00:17:59.520 --> 00:18:01.669 align:start position:0% there's more than one correct answer by the<00:17:59.600><c> way</c><00:17:59.760><c> so</c><00:18:00.320><c> if</c><00:18:00.559><c> you</c><00:18:00.960><c> thought</c><00:18:01.200><c> of</c><00:18:01.280><c> a</c><00:18:01.360><c> different</c> 00:18:01.669 --> 00:18:01.679 align:start position:0% the way so if you thought of a different 00:18:01.679 --> 00:18:03.669 align:start position:0% the way so if you thought of a different one 00:18:03.669 --> 00:18:03.679 align:start position:0% one 00:18:03.679 --> 00:18:05.270 align:start position:0% one please<00:18:04.000><c> tell</c><00:18:04.160><c> me</c><00:18:04.320><c> after</c><00:18:04.559><c> the</c><00:18:04.720><c> service</c><00:18:05.120><c> i'd</c> 00:18:05.270 --> 00:18:05.280 align:start position:0% please tell me after the service i'd 00:18:05.280 --> 00:18:07.830 align:start position:0% please tell me after the service i'd like<00:18:05.440><c> to</c><00:18:05.520><c> hear</c><00:18:05.760><c> your</c><00:18:06.000><c> thoughts</c> 00:18:07.830 --> 00:18:07.840 align:start position:0% like to hear your thoughts 00:18:07.840 --> 00:18:09.750 align:start position:0% like to hear your thoughts but<00:18:08.000><c> the</c><00:18:08.160><c> passage</c><00:18:08.640><c> i'm</c><00:18:08.799><c> thinking</c><00:18:09.120><c> of</c><00:18:09.360><c> is</c><00:18:09.520><c> found</c> 00:18:09.750 --> 00:18:09.760 align:start position:0% but the passage i'm thinking of is found 00:18:09.760 --> 00:18:11.830 align:start position:0% but the passage i'm thinking of is found in<00:18:09.919><c> mark</c> 00:18:11.830 --> 00:18:11.840 align:start position:0% in mark 00:18:11.840 --> 00:18:23.270 align:start position:0% in mark chapter<00:18:12.240><c> 12.</c> 00:18:23.270 --> 00:18:23.280 align:start position:0% 00:18:23.280 --> 00:18:24.549 align:start position:0% mark 00:18:24.549 --> 00:18:24.559 align:start position:0% mark 00:18:24.559 --> 00:18:32.630 align:start position:0% mark chapter<00:18:24.960><c> 12</c><00:18:25.600><c> starting</c><00:18:26.080><c> at</c><00:18:26.240><c> verse</c><00:18:26.640><c> 41.</c> 00:18:32.630 --> 00:18:32.640 align:start position:0% 00:18:32.640 --> 00:18:36.230 align:start position:0% and<00:18:32.799><c> jesus</c><00:18:33.679><c> sat</c><00:18:34.160><c> over</c><00:18:34.480><c> against</c><00:18:34.880><c> the</c><00:18:35.039><c> treasury</c> 00:18:36.230 --> 00:18:36.240 align:start position:0% and jesus sat over against the treasury 00:18:36.240 --> 00:18:38.310 align:start position:0% and jesus sat over against the treasury and<00:18:36.400><c> beheld</c><00:18:36.880><c> how</c><00:18:37.039><c> the</c><00:18:37.200><c> people</c><00:18:37.600><c> cast</c><00:18:38.000><c> money</c> 00:18:38.310 --> 00:18:38.320 align:start position:0% and beheld how the people cast money 00:18:38.320 --> 00:18:40.070 align:start position:0% and beheld how the people cast money into<00:18:38.559><c> the</c><00:18:38.720><c> treasury</c> 00:18:40.070 --> 00:18:40.080 align:start position:0% into the treasury 00:18:40.080 --> 00:18:43.590 align:start position:0% into the treasury and<00:18:40.320><c> many</c><00:18:40.559><c> that</c><00:18:40.720><c> were</c><00:18:40.960><c> rich</c><00:18:41.280><c> cast</c><00:18:41.600><c> in</c><00:18:41.840><c> much</c> 00:18:43.590 --> 00:18:43.600 align:start position:0% and many that were rich cast in much 00:18:43.600 --> 00:18:45.669 align:start position:0% and many that were rich cast in much and<00:18:43.760><c> there</c><00:18:43.919><c> came</c><00:18:44.160><c> a</c><00:18:44.320><c> certain</c><00:18:44.720><c> poor</c><00:18:45.120><c> widow</c><00:18:45.520><c> and</c> 00:18:45.669 --> 00:18:45.679 align:start position:0% and there came a certain poor widow and 00:18:45.679 --> 00:18:47.830 align:start position:0% and there came a certain poor widow and she<00:18:45.840><c> threw</c><00:18:46.160><c> in</c><00:18:46.400><c> two</c><00:18:46.640><c> mites</c><00:18:47.039><c> which</c><00:18:47.360><c> make</c><00:18:47.679><c> a</c> 00:18:47.830 --> 00:18:47.840 align:start position:0% she threw in two mites which make a 00:18:47.840 --> 00:18:49.590 align:start position:0% she threw in two mites which make a farthing 00:18:49.590 --> 00:18:49.600 align:start position:0% farthing 00:18:49.600 --> 00:18:51.669 align:start position:0% farthing and<00:18:49.840><c> he</c><00:18:49.919><c> called</c><00:18:50.240><c> unto</c><00:18:50.400><c> him</c><00:18:50.640><c> his</c><00:18:50.799><c> disciples</c><00:18:51.520><c> and</c> 00:18:51.669 --> 00:18:51.679 align:start position:0% and he called unto him his disciples and 00:18:51.679 --> 00:18:53.350 align:start position:0% and he called unto him his disciples and saith<00:18:52.000><c> unto</c><00:18:52.320><c> them</c> 00:18:53.350 --> 00:18:53.360 align:start position:0% saith unto them 00:18:53.360 --> 00:18:55.590 align:start position:0% saith unto them verily<00:18:53.840><c> i</c><00:18:54.080><c> say</c><00:18:54.240><c> unto</c><00:18:54.559><c> you</c><00:18:54.720><c> that</c><00:18:54.960><c> this</c><00:18:55.280><c> poor</c> 00:18:55.590 --> 00:18:55.600 align:start position:0% verily i say unto you that this poor 00:18:55.600 --> 00:18:56.390 align:start position:0% verily i say unto you that this poor widow 00:18:56.390 --> 00:18:56.400 align:start position:0% widow 00:18:56.400 --> 00:18:58.470 align:start position:0% widow hath<00:18:56.720><c> cast</c><00:18:57.200><c> more</c><00:18:57.600><c> in</c> 00:18:58.470 --> 00:18:58.480 align:start position:0% hath cast more in 00:18:58.480 --> 00:19:00.390 align:start position:0% hath cast more in than<00:18:58.720><c> all</c><00:18:59.039><c> they</c><00:18:59.280><c> which</c><00:18:59.520><c> have</c><00:18:59.760><c> cast</c><00:19:00.080><c> into</c><00:19:00.240><c> the</c> 00:19:00.390 --> 00:19:00.400 align:start position:0% than all they which have cast into the 00:19:00.400 --> 00:19:01.590 align:start position:0% than all they which have cast into the treasury 00:19:01.590 --> 00:19:01.600 align:start position:0% treasury 00:19:01.600 --> 00:19:03.590 align:start position:0% treasury for<00:19:01.840><c> all</c><00:19:02.080><c> they</c><00:19:02.480><c> did</c><00:19:02.799><c> cast</c><00:19:03.200><c> in</c><00:19:03.360><c> of</c><00:19:03.440><c> their</c> 00:19:03.590 --> 00:19:03.600 align:start position:0% for all they did cast in of their 00:19:03.600 --> 00:19:04.950 align:start position:0% for all they did cast in of their abundance 00:19:04.950 --> 00:19:04.960 align:start position:0% abundance 00:19:04.960 --> 00:19:06.870 align:start position:0% abundance but<00:19:05.280><c> she</c><00:19:05.679><c> of</c><00:19:05.840><c> her</c><00:19:06.080><c> want</c> 00:19:06.870 --> 00:19:06.880 align:start position:0% but she of her want 00:19:06.880 --> 00:19:09.750 align:start position:0% but she of her want did<00:19:07.200><c> cast</c><00:19:07.600><c> in</c><00:19:08.000><c> all</c><00:19:08.160><c> that</c><00:19:08.400><c> she</c><00:19:08.720><c> had</c> 00:19:09.750 --> 00:19:09.760 align:start position:0% did cast in all that she had 00:19:09.760 --> 00:19:13.110 align:start position:0% did cast in all that she had even<00:19:10.080><c> all</c><00:19:10.320><c> her</c><00:19:10.559><c> living</c> 00:19:13.110 --> 00:19:13.120 align:start position:0% 00:19:13.120 --> 00:19:15.510 align:start position:0% i<00:19:13.280><c> think</c><00:19:13.440><c> that</c><00:19:13.760><c> poor</c><00:19:14.000><c> widow</c> 00:19:15.510 --> 00:19:15.520 align:start position:0% i think that poor widow 00:19:15.520 --> 00:19:19.270 align:start position:0% i think that poor widow and<00:19:15.760><c> ginger</c><00:19:16.640><c> have</c><00:19:16.799><c> a</c><00:19:16.880><c> lot</c><00:19:17.120><c> in</c><00:19:17.280><c> common</c> 00:19:19.270 --> 00:19:19.280 align:start position:0% and ginger have a lot in common 00:19:19.280 --> 00:19:21.510 align:start position:0% and ginger have a lot in common in<00:19:19.440><c> fact</c><00:19:19.919><c> i</c><00:19:20.000><c> think</c><00:19:20.240><c> if</c><00:19:20.400><c> jesus</c><00:19:20.880><c> ministry</c><00:19:21.360><c> were</c> 00:19:21.510 --> 00:19:21.520 align:start position:0% in fact i think if jesus ministry were 00:19:21.520 --> 00:19:25.430 align:start position:0% in fact i think if jesus ministry were to<00:19:21.679><c> take</c><00:19:22.000><c> place</c><00:19:22.320><c> in</c><00:19:22.480><c> these</c><00:19:22.880><c> days</c> 00:19:25.430 --> 00:19:25.440 align:start position:0% to take place in these days 00:19:25.440 --> 00:19:27.110 align:start position:0% to take place in these days well<00:19:25.679><c> i</c><00:19:25.760><c> can</c><00:19:25.919><c> just</c><00:19:26.160><c> picture</c><00:19:26.559><c> jesus</c><00:19:26.960><c> at</c> 00:19:27.110 --> 00:19:27.120 align:start position:0% well i can just picture jesus at 00:19:27.120 --> 00:19:29.029 align:start position:0% well i can just picture jesus at ginger's<00:19:27.600><c> hospital</c><00:19:28.240><c> door</c> 00:19:29.029 --> 00:19:29.039 align:start position:0% ginger's hospital door 00:19:29.039 --> 00:19:32.390 align:start position:0% ginger's hospital door with<00:19:29.280><c> his</c><00:19:29.360><c> disciples</c><00:19:30.000><c> gathered</c><00:19:30.559><c> around</c><00:19:30.880><c> him</c> 00:19:32.390 --> 00:19:32.400 align:start position:0% with his disciples gathered around him 00:19:32.400 --> 00:19:34.870 align:start position:0% with his disciples gathered around him saying<00:19:32.720><c> pretty</c><00:19:32.960><c> much</c><00:19:33.200><c> the</c><00:19:33.360><c> same</c><00:19:33.600><c> words</c><00:19:34.400><c> of</c><00:19:34.559><c> her</c> 00:19:34.870 --> 00:19:34.880 align:start position:0% saying pretty much the same words of her 00:19:34.880 --> 00:19:36.549 align:start position:0% saying pretty much the same words of her as<00:19:35.039><c> he</c><00:19:35.200><c> said</c><00:19:35.360><c> to</c><00:19:35.520><c> the</c><00:19:35.600><c> poor</c><00:19:35.840><c> widow</c><00:19:36.240><c> in</c><00:19:36.320><c> his</c> 00:19:36.549 --> 00:19:36.559 align:start position:0% as he said to the poor widow in his 00:19:36.559 --> 00:19:41.190 align:start position:0% as he said to the poor widow in his story 00:19:41.190 --> 00:19:41.200 align:start position:0% 00:19:41.200 --> 00:19:43.750 align:start position:0% well<00:19:41.360><c> to</c><00:19:41.520><c> close</c><00:19:41.840><c> i'll</c><00:19:42.000><c> just</c><00:19:42.240><c> say</c><00:19:42.480><c> that</c> 00:19:43.750 --> 00:19:43.760 align:start position:0% well to close i'll just say that 00:19:43.760 --> 00:19:45.430 align:start position:0% well to close i'll just say that as<00:19:43.919><c> we</c><00:19:44.080><c> live</c><00:19:44.320><c> through</c><00:19:44.480><c> the</c><00:19:44.640><c> short</c><00:19:44.960><c> time</c><00:19:45.200><c> that</c> 00:19:45.430 --> 00:19:45.440 align:start position:0% as we live through the short time that 00:19:45.440 --> 00:19:48.230 align:start position:0% as we live through the short time that remains<00:19:46.480><c> to</c><00:19:46.720><c> us</c><00:19:46.960><c> we</c><00:19:47.280><c> should</c><00:19:47.440><c> remember</c><00:19:47.840><c> that</c><00:19:48.080><c> it</c> 00:19:48.230 --> 00:19:48.240 align:start position:0% remains to us we should remember that it 00:19:48.240 --> 00:19:51.590 align:start position:0% remains to us we should remember that it is<00:19:48.720><c> important</c><00:19:49.600><c> to</c><00:19:49.840><c> give</c><00:19:50.080><c> of</c><00:19:50.240><c> ourselves</c> 00:19:51.590 --> 00:19:51.600 align:start position:0% is important to give of ourselves 00:19:51.600 --> 00:19:54.310 align:start position:0% is important to give of ourselves and<00:19:51.760><c> this</c><00:19:52.000><c> goes</c><00:19:52.400><c> way</c><00:19:52.720><c> beyond</c><00:19:53.120><c> the</c><00:19:53.760><c> spirit</c><00:19:54.160><c> of</c> 00:19:54.310 --> 00:19:54.320 align:start position:0% and this goes way beyond the spirit of 00:19:54.320 --> 00:19:56.549 align:start position:0% and this goes way beyond the spirit of giving<00:19:54.640><c> that</c><00:19:54.799><c> generally</c><00:19:55.200><c> exists</c><00:19:55.840><c> amongst</c><00:19:56.320><c> all</c> 00:19:56.549 --> 00:19:56.559 align:start position:0% giving that generally exists amongst all 00:19:56.559 --> 00:19:58.470 align:start position:0% giving that generally exists amongst all people<00:19:56.880><c> at</c><00:19:57.039><c> this</c><00:19:57.280><c> season</c> 00:19:58.470 --> 00:19:58.480 align:start position:0% people at this season 00:19:58.480 --> 00:20:01.430 align:start position:0% people at this season because<00:19:58.799><c> if</c><00:19:58.960><c> we</c><00:19:59.120><c> give</c><00:19:59.280><c> to</c><00:19:59.520><c> others</c> 00:20:01.430 --> 00:20:01.440 align:start position:0% because if we give to others 00:20:01.440 --> 00:20:03.830 align:start position:0% because if we give to others and<00:20:01.840><c> to</c><00:20:02.080><c> god</c> 00:20:03.830 --> 00:20:03.840 align:start position:0% and to god 00:20:03.840 --> 00:20:06.390 align:start position:0% and to god only<00:20:04.159><c> those</c><00:20:04.559><c> things</c><00:20:04.799><c> that</c><00:20:04.960><c> we</c><00:20:05.120><c> don't</c><00:20:05.520><c> need</c> 00:20:06.390 --> 00:20:06.400 align:start position:0% only those things that we don't need 00:20:06.400 --> 00:20:09.990 align:start position:0% only those things that we don't need or<00:20:06.559><c> we</c><00:20:06.720><c> don't</c><00:20:07.039><c> want</c> 00:20:09.990 --> 00:20:10.000 align:start position:0% 00:20:10.000 --> 00:20:11.669 align:start position:0% in<00:20:10.159><c> other</c><00:20:10.320><c> words</c><00:20:10.559><c> if</c><00:20:10.720><c> we</c><00:20:10.880><c> give</c><00:20:11.200><c> only</c><00:20:11.520><c> our</c> 00:20:11.669 --> 00:20:11.679 align:start position:0% in other words if we give only our 00:20:11.679 --> 00:20:13.909 align:start position:0% in other words if we give only our leftovers 00:20:13.909 --> 00:20:13.919 align:start position:0% leftovers 00:20:13.919 --> 00:20:17.669 align:start position:0% leftovers then<00:20:14.080><c> we're</c><00:20:14.240><c> giving</c><00:20:14.559><c> nothing</c><00:20:14.880><c> at</c><00:20:15.039><c> all</c><00:20:15.200><c> really</c> 00:20:17.669 --> 00:20:17.679 align:start position:0% 00:20:17.679 --> 00:20:20.710 align:start position:0% whether<00:20:18.000><c> it</c><00:20:18.080><c> be</c><00:20:18.320><c> our</c><00:20:18.559><c> time</c><00:20:19.200><c> our</c><00:20:19.440><c> resources</c><00:20:20.480><c> our</c> 00:20:20.710 --> 00:20:20.720 align:start position:0% whether it be our time our resources our 00:20:20.720 --> 00:20:23.029 align:start position:0% whether it be our time our resources our talents<00:20:21.200><c> or</c><00:20:21.360><c> our</c><00:20:21.520><c> belongings</c> 00:20:23.029 --> 00:20:23.039 align:start position:0% talents or our belongings 00:20:23.039 --> 00:20:24.710 align:start position:0% talents or our belongings the<00:20:23.280><c> best</c><00:20:23.600><c> gifts</c> 00:20:24.710 --> 00:20:24.720 align:start position:0% the best gifts 00:20:24.720 --> 00:20:26.149 align:start position:0% the best gifts the<00:20:24.880><c> true</c><00:20:25.200><c> gifts</c> 00:20:26.149 --> 00:20:26.159 align:start position:0% the true gifts 00:20:26.159 --> 00:20:29.270 align:start position:0% the true gifts are<00:20:26.320><c> those</c><00:20:26.559><c> things</c><00:20:26.880><c> of</c><00:20:27.039><c> value</c><00:20:27.440><c> to</c><00:20:27.679><c> us</c> 00:20:29.270 --> 00:20:29.280 align:start position:0% are those things of value to us 00:20:29.280 --> 00:20:30.870 align:start position:0% are those things of value to us it's<00:20:29.520><c> one</c><00:20:29.679><c> of</c><00:20:29.760><c> the</c><00:20:29.919><c> great</c> 00:20:30.870 --> 00:20:30.880 align:start position:0% it's one of the great 00:20:30.880 --> 00:20:33.190 align:start position:0% it's one of the great paradoxes<00:20:31.600><c> i</c><00:20:31.760><c> think</c><00:20:31.919><c> of</c><00:20:32.080><c> our</c><00:20:32.240><c> lives</c><00:20:32.559><c> in</c><00:20:32.799><c> christ</c> 00:20:33.190 --> 00:20:33.200 align:start position:0% paradoxes i think of our lives in christ 00:20:33.200 --> 00:20:35.350 align:start position:0% paradoxes i think of our lives in christ that<00:20:33.600><c> when</c><00:20:33.840><c> we</c><00:20:34.000><c> give</c><00:20:34.240><c> to</c><00:20:34.480><c> someone</c><00:20:34.880><c> a</c><00:20:34.960><c> thing</c><00:20:35.120><c> of</c> 00:20:35.350 --> 00:20:35.360 align:start position:0% that when we give to someone a thing of 00:20:35.360 --> 00:20:37.750 align:start position:0% that when we give to someone a thing of great<00:20:35.679><c> value</c><00:20:36.000><c> to</c><00:20:36.240><c> ourselves</c> 00:20:37.750 --> 00:20:37.760 align:start position:0% great value to ourselves 00:20:37.760 --> 00:20:40.070 align:start position:0% great value to ourselves we<00:20:38.000><c> become</c><00:20:38.320><c> the</c><00:20:38.400><c> richer</c><00:20:38.799><c> for</c><00:20:39.039><c> it</c><00:20:39.520><c> because</c><00:20:39.840><c> in</c> 00:20:40.070 --> 00:20:40.080 align:start position:0% we become the richer for it because in 00:20:40.080 --> 00:20:42.230 align:start position:0% we become the richer for it because in so<00:20:40.320><c> doing</c><00:20:40.640><c> we</c><00:20:41.039><c> lay</c><00:20:41.280><c> up</c><00:20:41.440><c> for</c><00:20:41.600><c> ourselves</c> 00:20:42.230 --> 00:20:42.240 align:start position:0% so doing we lay up for ourselves 00:20:42.240 --> 00:20:46.390 align:start position:0% so doing we lay up for ourselves treasures<00:20:42.720><c> in</c><00:20:42.880><c> heaven</c> 00:20:46.390 --> 00:20:46.400 align:start position:0% 00:20:46.400 --> 00:20:48.070 align:start position:0% may<00:20:46.559><c> god</c><00:20:46.799><c> bless</c><00:20:47.039><c> you</c><00:20:47.200><c> all</c><00:20:47.360><c> my</c><00:20:47.520><c> dear</c><00:20:47.760><c> brothers</c> 00:20:48.070 --> 00:20:48.080 align:start position:0% may god bless you all my dear brothers 00:20:48.080 --> 00:20:50.310 align:start position:0% may god bless you all my dear brothers and<00:20:48.159><c> sisters</c> 00:20:50.310 --> 00:20:50.320 align:start position:0% and sisters 00:20:50.320 --> 00:20:53.350 align:start position:0% and sisters now<00:20:50.559><c> is</c><00:20:50.720><c> the</c><00:20:50.880><c> appointed</c><00:20:51.360><c> time</c> 00:20:53.350 --> 00:20:53.360 align:start position:0% now is the appointed time 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to</c><00:20:59.919><c> give</c><00:21:00.159><c> in</c><00:21:00.240><c> the</c><00:21:00.320><c> way</c><00:21:00.480><c> of</c> 00:21:00.630 --> 00:21:00.640 align:start position:0% he had nothing to give in the way of 00:21:00.640 --> 00:21:03.270 align:start position:0% he had nothing to give in the way of material<00:21:01.200><c> possessions</c> 00:21:03.270 --> 00:21:03.280 align:start position:0% material possessions 00:21:03.280 --> 00:21:05.909 align:start position:0% material possessions but<00:21:03.440><c> he</c><00:21:03.520><c> gave</c><00:21:03.760><c> his</c><00:21:03.919><c> life</c> 00:21:05.909 --> 00:21:05.919 align:start position:0% but he gave his life 00:21:05.919 --> 00:21:07.750 align:start position:0% but he gave his life and<00:21:06.080><c> as</c><00:21:06.240><c> it</c><00:21:06.320><c> turns</c><00:21:06.640><c> out</c> 00:21:07.750 --> 00:21:07.760 align:start position:0% and as it turns out 00:21:07.760 --> 00:21:11.190 align:start position:0% and as it turns out that<00:21:08.000><c> was</c><00:21:08.159><c> the</c><00:21:08.320><c> greatest</c><00:21:08.720><c> gift</c><00:21:09.280><c> ever</c><00:21:09.520><c> given</c> 00:21:11.190 --> 00:21:11.200 align:start position:0% that was the greatest gift ever given 00:21:11.200 --> 00:21:14.149 align:start position:0% that was the greatest gift ever given because<00:21:11.679><c> that</c><00:21:11.919><c> gift</c><00:21:12.320><c> is</c><00:21:12.480><c> able</c><00:21:12.720><c> to</c><00:21:12.880><c> redeem</c><00:21:13.360><c> us</c> 00:21:14.149 --> 00:21:14.159 align:start position:0% because that gift is able to redeem us 00:21:14.159 --> 00:21:17.840 align:start position:0% because that gift is able to redeem us even<00:21:14.480><c> from</c><00:21:14.720><c> death</c><00:21:15.039><c> itself</c>