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himself</c><00:11:46.139><c> to</c><00:11:46.460><c> pray</c><00:11:46.840><c> and</c><00:11:47.340><c> be</c> 00:11:47.500 --> 00:11:48.700 x with<00:11:47.679><c> his</c><00:11:47.860><c> father.</c> 00:11:50.799 --> 00:11:54.460 x It<00:11:51.159><c> definitely</c><00:11:51.460><c> does</c><00:11:51.700><c> not</c><00:11:51.840><c> need</c><00:11:52.559><c> to</c><00:11:52.799><c> be</c><00:11:53.139><c> a</c><00:11:53.440><c> week</c><00:11:53.679><c>-long</c><00:11:53.840><c> vacation,</c> 00:11:54.759 --> 00:11:57.379 x and<00:11:55.500><c> it</c><00:11:55.700><c> probably</c><00:11:56.100><c> should</c><00:11:56.320><c> not</c><00:11:56.539><c> be.</c> 00:11:57.879 --> 00:12:01.899 x But<00:11:58.259><c> sometimes</c><00:11:58.840><c> it's</c><00:11:59.240><c> just</c><00:11:59.480><c> being</c><00:11:59.700><c> alone</c><00:12:00.120><c> with</c><00:12:00.320><c> our</c><00:12:00.539><c> Father</c><00:12:00.799><c> too,</c> 00:12:01.960 --> 00:12:03.620 x just<00:12:02.080><c> 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