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look at this chapter in two ways 00:00:48.310 --> 00:00:48.320 align:start position:0% 00:00:48.320 --> 00:00:51.029 align:start position:0% one<00:00:48.800><c> is</c><00:00:48.960><c> we</c><00:00:49.120><c> can</c><00:00:49.280><c> read</c><00:00:49.520><c> this</c><00:00:49.840><c> chapter</c><00:00:50.559><c> and</c><00:00:50.800><c> many</c> 00:00:51.029 --> 00:00:51.039 align:start position:0% one is we can read this chapter and many 00:00:51.039 --> 00:00:52.709 align:start position:0% one is we can read this chapter and many like<00:00:51.360><c> it</c><00:00:51.440><c> in</c><00:00:51.600><c> scripture</c> 00:00:52.709 --> 00:00:52.719 align:start position:0% like it in scripture 00:00:52.719 --> 00:00:55.029 align:start position:0% like it in scripture and<00:00:52.879><c> take</c><00:00:53.199><c> it</c><00:00:53.280><c> as</c><00:00:53.520><c> a</c><00:00:53.600><c> history</c><00:00:54.079><c> lesson</c> 00:00:55.029 --> 00:00:55.039 align:start position:0% and take it as a history lesson 00:00:55.039 --> 00:00:56.069 align:start position:0% and take it as a history lesson or<00:00:55.280><c> feel</c> 00:00:56.069 --> 00:00:56.079 align:start position:0% or feel 00:00:56.079 --> 00:00:58.069 align:start position:0% or feel it<00:00:56.239><c> is</c><00:00:56.399><c> just</c><00:00:56.640><c> another</c><00:00:57.039><c> review</c><00:00:57.440><c> of</c><00:00:57.680><c> things</c><00:00:57.920><c> we</c> 00:00:58.069 --> 00:00:58.079 align:start position:0% it is just another review of things we 00:00:58.079 --> 00:01:01.029 align:start position:0% it is just another review of things we read<00:00:58.320><c> before</c><00:00:58.960><c> and</c><00:00:59.120><c> breeze</c><00:00:59.520><c> through</c><00:00:59.840><c> them</c> 00:01:01.029 --> 00:01:01.039 align:start position:0% read before and breeze through them 00:01:01.039 --> 00:01:02.869 align:start position:0% read before and breeze through them or<00:01:01.280><c> in</c><00:01:01.440><c> 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do</c><00:10:34.880><c> it</c><00:10:34.959><c> with</c><00:10:35.120><c> help</c> 00:10:35.430 --> 00:10:35.440 align:start position:0% were hired to do and to do it with help 00:10:35.440 --> 00:10:36.790 align:start position:0% were hired to do and to do it with help that<00:10:35.600><c> doesn't</c><00:10:35.839><c> have</c><00:10:36.000><c> a</c><00:10:36.160><c> clue</c><00:10:36.399><c> what</c><00:10:36.640><c> we're</c> 00:10:36.790 --> 00:10:36.800 align:start position:0% that doesn't have a clue what we're 00:10:36.800 --> 00:10:39.110 align:start position:0% that doesn't have a clue what we're doing<00:10:37.120><c> sometimes</c> 00:10:39.110 --> 00:10:39.120 align:start position:0% doing sometimes 00:10:39.120 --> 00:10:42.389 align:start position:0% doing sometimes at<00:10:39.360><c> first</c><00:10:40.160><c> it</c><00:10:40.240><c> was</c><00:10:40.399><c> a</c><00:10:40.480><c> bit</c><00:10:40.720><c> frustrating</c><00:10:42.000><c> but</c><00:10:42.240><c> as</c> 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position:0% i have spent a lot of time teaching and 00:10:48.800 --> 00:10:51.030 align:start position:0% i have spent a lot of time teaching and explaining<00:10:49.760><c> and</c><00:10:50.079><c> finding</c><00:10:50.480><c> a</c><00:10:50.560><c> way</c><00:10:50.800><c> to</c> 00:10:51.030 --> 00:10:51.040 align:start position:0% explaining and finding a way to 00:10:51.040 --> 00:10:52.870 align:start position:0% explaining and finding a way to communicate 00:10:52.870 --> 00:10:52.880 align:start position:0% communicate 00:10:52.880 --> 00:10:55.990 align:start position:0% communicate now<00:10:53.680><c> we</c><00:10:53.920><c> all</c><00:10:54.079><c> work</c><00:10:54.399><c> well</c><00:10:54.640><c> together</c><00:10:55.120><c> as</c><00:10:55.279><c> a</c><00:10:55.360><c> team</c> 00:10:55.990 --> 00:10:56.000 align:start position:0% now we all work well together as a team 00:10:56.000 --> 00:10:57.269 align:start position:0% now we all work well together as a team 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position:0% me 00:11:02.480 --> 00:11:04.470 align:start position:0% me this<00:11:02.720><c> experience</c><00:11:03.360><c> has</c><00:11:03.519><c> opened</c><00:11:03.760><c> my</c><00:11:04.000><c> eyes</c><00:11:04.320><c> to</c> 00:11:04.470 --> 00:11:04.480 align:start position:0% this experience has opened my eyes to 00:11:04.480 --> 00:11:06.949 align:start position:0% this experience has opened my eyes to the<00:11:04.720><c> fact</c><00:11:05.519><c> that</c><00:11:05.760><c> instead</c><00:11:06.079><c> of</c><00:11:06.240><c> trying</c><00:11:06.560><c> to</c><00:11:06.720><c> get</c> 00:11:06.949 --> 00:11:06.959 align:start position:0% the fact that instead of trying to get 00:11:06.959 --> 00:11:10.069 align:start position:0% the fact that instead of trying to get my<00:11:07.200><c> family</c><00:11:07.519><c> to</c><00:11:07.680><c> the</c><00:11:07.839><c> kingdom</c><00:11:08.240><c> with</c><00:11:08.480><c> my</c><00:11:08.800><c> faith</c> 00:11:10.069 --> 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align:start position:0% the past couple of years of as life was falling<00:11:22.720><c> apart</c><00:11:23.040><c> and</c><00:11:23.200><c> things</c><00:11:23.440><c> were</c><00:11:23.519><c> not</c><00:11:23.760><c> going</c> 00:11:24.069 --> 00:11:24.079 align:start position:0% falling apart and things were not going 00:11:24.079 --> 00:11:26.630 align:start position:0% falling apart and things were not going well<00:11:24.720><c> the</c><00:11:24.959><c> strain</c><00:11:25.360><c> was</c><00:11:25.680><c> taking</c><00:11:26.079><c> effect</c><00:11:26.480><c> with</c> 00:11:26.630 --> 00:11:26.640 align:start position:0% well the strain was taking effect with 00:11:26.640 --> 00:11:28.870 align:start position:0% well the strain was taking effect with my<00:11:26.880><c> family</c><00:11:27.440><c> and</c><00:11:27.600><c> my</c><00:11:27.839><c> children</c><00:11:28.720><c> were</c> 00:11:28.870 --> 00:11:28.880 align:start position:0% my family and my children were 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i</c><00:11:43.519><c> have</c><00:11:43.680><c> to</c><00:11:43.839><c> start</c><00:11:44.240><c> over</c> 00:11:44.470 --> 00:11:44.480 align:start position:0% and i know that i have to start over 00:11:44.480 --> 00:11:47.269 align:start position:0% and i know that i have to start over with<00:11:44.720><c> a</c><00:11:44.800><c> clearer</c><00:11:45.279><c> mind</c><00:11:45.680><c> in</c><00:11:45.920><c> serving</c><00:11:46.320><c> god</c> 00:11:47.269 --> 00:11:47.279 align:start position:0% with a clearer mind in serving god 00:11:47.279 --> 00:11:49.509 align:start position:0% with a clearer mind in serving god and<00:11:47.519><c> work</c><00:11:47.839><c> hard</c><00:11:48.160><c> to</c><00:11:48.240><c> get</c><00:11:48.480><c> my</c><00:11:48.640><c> family</c><00:11:49.120><c> back</c><00:11:49.360><c> on</c> 00:11:49.509 --> 00:11:49.519 align:start position:0% and work hard to get my family back on 00:11:49.519 --> 00:11:51.990 align:start position:0% and work hard to get my family back on the<00:11:49.680><c> same</c><00:11:50.000><c> page</c><00:11:50.320><c> in</c><00:11:50.480><c> life</c> 00:11:51.990 --> 00:11:52.000 align:start position:0% the same page in life 00:11:52.000 --> 00:11:54.230 align:start position:0% the same page in life i<00:11:52.160><c> am</c><00:11:52.399><c> trying</c><00:11:52.720><c> to</c><00:11:52.959><c> do</c><00:11:53.360><c> a</c><00:11:53.519><c> reading</c><00:11:53.839><c> with</c><00:11:54.000><c> my</c> 00:11:54.230 --> 00:11:54.240 align:start position:0% i am trying to do a reading with my 00:11:54.240 --> 00:11:56.470 align:start position:0% i am trying to do a reading with my children<00:11:54.639><c> to</c><00:11:54.800><c> talk</c><00:11:55.040><c> to</c><00:11:55.200><c> them</c><00:11:55.440><c> each</c><00:11:55.680><c> day</c> 00:11:56.470 --> 00:11:56.480 align:start position:0% children to talk to them each day 00:11:56.480 --> 00:11:58.550 align:start position:0% children to talk to them each day 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we</c><00:12:24.959><c> have</c><00:12:25.200><c> elections</c><00:12:25.760><c> coming</c><00:12:26.160><c> up</c><00:12:26.320><c> in</c><00:12:26.399><c> a</c> 00:12:26.550 --> 00:12:26.560 align:start position:0% as we have elections coming up in a 00:12:26.560 --> 00:12:28.230 align:start position:0% as we have elections coming up in a little<00:12:26.800><c> while</c><00:12:27.120><c> for</c><00:12:27.279><c> next</c><00:12:27.519><c> year's</c><00:12:27.839><c> serving</c> 00:12:28.230 --> 00:12:28.240 align:start position:0% little while for next year's serving 00:12:28.240 --> 00:12:29.590 align:start position:0% little while for next year's serving positions 00:12:29.590 --> 00:12:29.600 align:start position:0% positions 00:12:29.600 --> 00:12:31.590 align:start position:0% positions i'm<00:12:29.760><c> going</c><00:12:30.000><c> to</c><00:12:30.160><c> limit</c><00:12:30.480><c> myself</c><00:12:30.959><c> to</c><00:12:31.200><c> only</c> 00:12:31.590 --> 00:12:31.600 align:start position:0% i'm going to limit myself to only 00:12:31.600 --> 00:12:33.750 align:start position:0% i'm going to limit myself to only reading<00:12:32.160><c> speaking</c><00:12:32.639><c> or</c><00:12:32.800><c> presiding</c><00:12:33.519><c> for</c><00:12:33.680><c> a</c> 00:12:33.750 --> 00:12:33.760 align:start position:0% reading speaking or presiding for a 00:12:33.760 --> 00:12:34.710 align:start position:0% reading speaking or presiding for a while 00:12:34.710 --> 00:12:34.720 align:start position:0% while 00:12:34.720 --> 00:12:38.150 align:start position:0% while as<00:12:34.959><c> i</c><00:12:35.120><c> need</c><00:12:35.360><c> time</c><00:12:35.680><c> to</c><00:12:35.839><c> work</c><00:12:36.079><c> with</c><00:12:36.320><c> my</c><00:12:36.560><c> family</c><00:12:38.000><c> i</c> 00:12:38.150 --> 00:12:38.160 align:start position:0% as i need time to work with my family i 00:12:38.160 --> 00:12:39.990 align:start position:0% as i need time to work with my family i know<00:12:38.399><c> in</c><00:12:38.480><c> my</c><00:12:38.720><c> heart</c><00:12:39.040><c> if</c><00:12:39.200><c> i</c><00:12:39.279><c> were</c><00:12:39.440><c> elected</c><00:12:39.839><c> to</c> 00:12:39.990 --> 00:12:40.000 align:start position:0% know in my heart if i were elected to 00:12:40.000 --> 00:12:42.470 align:start position:0% know in my heart if i were elected to any<00:12:40.240><c> board</c><00:12:40.560><c> positions</c><00:12:41.120><c> or</c><00:12:41.279><c> any</c><00:12:41.440><c> other</c><00:12:41.680><c> help</c> 00:12:42.470 --> 00:12:42.480 align:start position:0% any board positions or any other help 00:12:42.480 --> 00:12:45.030 align:start position:0% any board positions or any other help i<00:12:42.639><c> would</c><00:12:42.800><c> be</c><00:12:42.959><c> cancelling</c><00:12:43.519><c> more</c><00:12:43.760><c> than</c><00:12:44.000><c> showing</c> 00:12:45.030 --> 00:12:45.040 align:start position:0% i would be cancelling more than showing 00:12:45.040 --> 00:12:46.870 align:start position:0% i would be cancelling more than showing and<00:12:45.200><c> would</c><00:12:45.360><c> be</c><00:12:45.519><c> constantly</c><00:12:46.079><c> behind</c><00:12:46.639><c> in</c> 00:12:46.870 --> 00:12:46.880 align:start position:0% and would be constantly behind in 00:12:46.880 --> 00:12:48.629 align:start position:0% and would be constantly behind in failing<00:12:47.279><c> to</c><00:12:47.360><c> help</c><00:12:47.600><c> the</c><00:12:47.760><c> ecclesia</c><00:12:48.240><c> with</c><00:12:48.399><c> my</c> 00:12:48.629 --> 00:12:48.639 align:start position:0% failing to help the ecclesia with my 00:12:48.639 --> 00:12:50.150 align:start position:0% failing to help the ecclesia with my duties 00:12:50.150 --> 00:12:50.160 align:start position:0% duties 00:12:50.160 --> 00:12:52.949 align:start position:0% duties i'm<00:12:50.399><c> asking</c><00:12:50.800><c> for</c><00:12:51.040><c> time</c><00:12:51.360><c> to</c><00:12:51.519><c> allow</c><00:12:51.760><c> me</c><00:12:52.000><c> to</c><00:12:52.240><c> work</c> 00:12:52.949 --> 00:12:52.959 align:start position:0% i'm asking for time to allow me to work 00:12:52.959 --> 00:12:55.110 align:start position:0% i'm asking for time to allow me to work and<00:12:53.120><c> focus</c><00:12:53.519><c> my</c><00:12:53.760><c> attention</c><00:12:54.160><c> on</c><00:12:54.320><c> my</c><00:12:54.560><c> children</c> 00:12:55.110 --> 00:12:55.120 align:start position:0% and focus my attention on my children 00:12:55.120 --> 00:12:57.190 align:start position:0% and focus my attention on my children while<00:12:55.360><c> they</c><00:12:55.600><c> are</c><00:12:55.680><c> still</c><00:12:56.000><c> children</c> 00:12:57.190 --> 00:12:57.200 align:start position:0% while they are still children 00:12:57.200 --> 00:13:00.870 align:start position:0% while they are still children so<00:12:57.360><c> we</c><00:12:57.519><c> may</c><00:12:57.760><c> witness</c><00:12:58.160><c> better</c><00:12:58.480><c> for</c><00:12:58.639><c> you</c><00:12:58.959><c> in</c><00:12:59.120><c> god</c> 00:13:00.870 --> 00:13:00.880 align:start position:0% so we may witness better for you in god 00:13:00.880 --> 00:13:03.350 align:start position:0% so we may witness better for you in god this<00:13:01.120><c> is</c><00:13:01.200><c> what</c><00:13:01.360><c> i</c><00:13:01.519><c> saw</c><00:13:01.839><c> each</c><00:13:02.079><c> night</c><00:13:02.800><c> as</c><00:13:02.959><c> i</c><00:13:03.120><c> lay</c> 00:13:03.350 --> 00:13:03.360 align:start position:0% this is what i saw each night as i lay 00:13:03.360 --> 00:13:06.389 align:start position:0% this is what i saw each night as i lay sleepless<00:13:04.320><c> and</c><00:13:04.480><c> god</c><00:13:04.720><c> was</c><00:13:04.959><c> stirring</c><00:13:05.440><c> my</c><00:13:05.600><c> mind</c> 00:13:06.389 --> 00:13:06.399 align:start position:0% sleepless and god was stirring my mind 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bread</c><00:14:16.560><c> and</c><00:14:16.720><c> drink</c><00:14:16.959><c> in</c> 00:14:17.110 --> 00:14:17.120 align:start position:0% so as we eat this bread and drink in 00:14:17.120 --> 00:14:19.189 align:start position:0% so as we eat this bread and drink in remembrance<00:14:17.839><c> of</c><00:14:18.000><c> the</c><00:14:18.160><c> love</c><00:14:18.399><c> that</c><00:14:18.639><c> jesus</c><00:14:19.040><c> and</c> 00:14:19.189 --> 00:14:19.199 align:start position:0% remembrance of the love that jesus and 00:14:19.199 --> 00:14:21.509 align:start position:0% remembrance of the love that jesus and god<00:14:19.519><c> has</c><00:14:20.000><c> each</c><00:14:20.320><c> one</c><00:14:20.480><c> of</c><00:14:20.639><c> us</c> 00:14:21.509 --> 00:14:21.519 align:start position:0% god has each one of us 00:14:21.519 --> 00:14:23.350 align:start position:0% god has each one of us we<00:14:21.680><c> also</c><00:14:22.000><c> have</c><00:14:22.240><c> to</c><00:14:22.480><c> keep</c><00:14:22.720><c> in</c><00:14:22.880><c> remind</c> 00:14:23.350 --> 00:14:23.360 align:start position:0% we also have to keep in remind 00:14:23.360 --> 00:14:25.750 align:start position:0% we also have to keep in remind remembrance<00:14:23.920><c> the</c><00:14:24.560><c> return</c><00:14:24.959><c> of</c><00:14:25.120><c> our</c><00:14:25.279><c> lord</c><00:14:25.600><c> in</c> 00:14:25.750 --> 00:14:25.760 align:start position:0% remembrance the return of our lord in 00:14:25.760 --> 00:14:28.230 align:start position:0% remembrance the return of our lord in the<00:14:25.839><c> coming</c><00:14:26.240><c> kingdom</c> 00:14:28.230 --> 00:14:28.240 align:start position:0% the coming kingdom 00:14:28.240 --> 00:14:30.389 align:start position:0% the coming kingdom we've<00:14:28.639><c> been</c><00:14:28.800><c> doing</c><00:14:29.120><c> a</c><00:14:29.279><c> study</c><00:14:29.839><c> on</c><00:14:30.000><c> wednesday</c> 00:14:30.389 --> 00:14:30.399 align:start position:0% we've been doing a study on wednesday 00:14:30.399 --> 00:14:31.750 align:start position:0% we've been doing a study on wednesday night<00:14:30.560><c> bible</c><00:14:30.959><c> class</c><00:14:31.279><c> in</c><00:14:31.360><c> the</c><00:14:31.440><c> book</c><00:14:31.680><c> of</c> 00:14:31.750 --> 00:14:31.760 align:start position:0% night bible class in the book of 00:14:31.760 --> 00:14:34.150 align:start position:0% night bible class in the book of jeremiah<00:14:32.959><c> and</c><00:14:33.199><c> one</c><00:14:33.360><c> thing</c><00:14:33.600><c> that</c><00:14:33.760><c> comes</c><00:14:34.000><c> to</c> 00:14:34.150 --> 00:14:34.160 align:start position:0% jeremiah and one thing that comes to 00:14:34.160 --> 00:14:36.629 align:start position:0% jeremiah and one thing that comes to mind<00:14:34.480><c> doing</c><00:14:34.800><c> this</c><00:14:34.959><c> study</c><00:14:35.360><c> is</c><00:14:35.760><c> jeremiah</c><00:14:36.320><c> spent</c> 00:14:36.629 --> 00:14:36.639 align:start position:0% mind doing this study is jeremiah spent 00:14:36.639 --> 00:14:38.550 align:start position:0% mind doing this study is jeremiah spent many<00:14:36.959><c> many</c><00:14:37.279><c> years</c> 00:14:38.550 --> 00:14:38.560 align:start position:0% many many years 00:14:38.560 --> 00:14:40.389 align:start position:0% many many years preaching<00:14:39.040><c> and</c><00:14:39.199><c> teaching</c><00:14:39.680><c> and</c><00:14:39.839><c> telling</c><00:14:40.160><c> them</c> 00:14:40.389 --> 00:14:40.399 align:start position:0% preaching and teaching and telling them 00:14:40.399 --> 00:14:41.910 align:start position:0% preaching and teaching and telling them and<00:14:40.560><c> warning</c><00:14:40.880><c> them</c><00:14:41.120><c> of</c><00:14:41.199><c> the</c><00:14:41.279><c> destruction</c><00:14:41.839><c> of</c> 00:14:41.910 --> 00:14:41.920 align:start position:0% and warning them of the destruction of 00:14:41.920 --> 00:14:44.389 align:start position:0% and warning them of the destruction of jerusalem<00:14:42.959><c> and</c><00:14:43.120><c> nobody</c><00:14:43.519><c> listened</c> 00:14:44.389 --> 00:14:44.399 align:start position:0% jerusalem and nobody listened 00:14:44.399 --> 00:14:46.150 align:start position:0% jerusalem and nobody listened nobody<00:14:44.880><c> cared</c><00:14:45.199><c> they</c><00:14:45.360><c> were</c><00:14:45.440><c> too</c><00:14:45.600><c> busy</c><00:14:45.920><c> going</c> 00:14:46.150 --> 00:14:46.160 align:start position:0% nobody cared they were too busy going 00:14:46.160 --> 00:14:47.829 align:start position:0% nobody cared they were too busy going about<00:14:46.480><c> daily</c><00:14:46.959><c> life</c> 00:14:47.829 --> 00:14:47.839 align:start position:0% about daily life 00:14:47.839 --> 00:14:49.350 align:start position:0% about daily life doing<00:14:48.079><c> the</c><00:14:48.240><c> things</c><00:14:48.480><c> they</c><00:14:48.639><c> felt</c><00:14:48.880><c> they</c><00:14:49.040><c> needed</c> 00:14:49.350 --> 00:14:49.360 align:start position:0% doing the things they felt they needed 00:14:49.360 --> 00:14:50.790 align:start position:0% doing the things they felt they needed to<00:14:49.600><c> do</c> 00:14:50.790 --> 00:14:50.800 align:start position:0% to do 00:14:50.800 --> 00:14:52.949 align:start position:0% to do king<00:14:51.040><c> zedekiah</c><00:14:51.839><c> at</c><00:14:52.000><c> some</c><00:14:52.240><c> points</c><00:14:52.560><c> even</c><00:14:52.800><c> kept</c> 00:14:52.949 --> 00:14:52.959 align:start position:0% king zedekiah at some points even kept 00:14:52.959 --> 00:14:55.590 align:start position:0% king zedekiah at some points even kept pulling<00:14:53.279><c> jeremiah</c><00:14:53.839><c> aside</c><00:14:54.399><c> and</c><00:14:54.639><c> asking</c><00:14:55.040><c> him</c><00:14:55.519><c> is</c> 00:14:55.590 --> 00:14:55.600 align:start position:0% pulling jeremiah aside and asking him is 00:14:55.600 --> 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and</c><00:15:01.360><c> waiting</c><00:15:02.079><c> he</c><00:15:02.320><c> has</c><00:15:02.480><c> the</c><00:15:02.639><c> nerve</c><00:15:02.880><c> to</c> 00:15:03.030 --> 00:15:03.040 align:start position:0% waiting and waiting he has the nerve to 00:15:03.040 --> 00:15:04.949 align:start position:0% waiting and waiting he has the nerve to say<00:15:03.279><c> is</c><00:15:03.360><c> there</c><00:15:03.519><c> any</c><00:15:03.760><c> changes</c><00:15:04.240><c> god</c><00:15:04.480><c> changed</c><00:15:04.800><c> his</c> 00:15:04.949 --> 00:15:04.959 align:start position:0% say is there any changes god changed his 00:15:04.959 --> 00:15:05.910 align:start position:0% say is there any changes god changed his mind 00:15:05.910 --> 00:15:05.920 align:start position:0% mind 00:15:05.920 --> 00:15:07.990 align:start position:0% mind answer<00:15:06.320><c> was</c><00:15:06.480><c> no</c><00:15:06.720><c> the</c><00:15:06.880><c> inevitable</c><00:15:07.440><c> was</c><00:15:07.600><c> yet</c><00:15:07.839><c> to</c> 00:15:07.990 --> 00:15:08.000 align:start position:0% answer was no the inevitable was yet to 00:15:08.000 --> 00:15:09.269 align:start position:0% answer was no the inevitable was yet to come<00:15:08.320><c> it</c><00:15:08.399><c> was</c><00:15:08.560><c> still</c><00:15:08.800><c> going</c><00:15:08.880><c> to</c><00:15:08.959><c> happen</c> 00:15:09.269 --> 00:15:09.279 align:start position:0% come it was still going to happen 00:15:09.279 --> 00:15:11.030 align:start position:0% come it was still going to happen because<00:15:09.440><c> god</c><00:15:09.760><c> said</c><00:15:10.079><c> so</c> 00:15:11.030 --> 00:15:11.040 align:start position:0% because god said so 00:15:11.040 --> 00:15:12.949 align:start position:0% because god said so and<00:15:11.120><c> the</c><00:15:11.279><c> same</c><00:15:11.600><c> is</c><00:15:11.760><c> for</c><00:15:12.000><c> us</c><00:15:12.160><c> to</c><00:15:12.320><c> reflect</c><00:15:12.800><c> on</c> 00:15:12.949 --> 00:15:12.959 align:start position:0% and the same is for us to reflect on 00:15:12.959 --> 00:15:15.189 align:start position:0% and the same is for us to reflect on jesus's<00:15:13.519><c> return</c><00:15:13.920><c> in</c><00:15:14.000><c> the</c><00:15:14.160><c> coming</c><00:15:14.480><c> kingdom</c> 00:15:15.189 --> 00:15:15.199 align:start position:0% jesus's return in the coming kingdom 00:15:15.199 --> 00:15:16.870 align:start position:0% jesus's return in the coming kingdom it's<00:15:15.440><c> going</c><00:15:15.760><c> to</c><00:15:15.920><c> happen</c> 00:15:16.870 --> 00:15:16.880 align:start position:0% it's going to happen 00:15:16.880 --> 00:15:19.350 align:start position:0% it's going to happen we<00:15:17.120><c> must</c><00:15:17.360><c> be</c><00:15:17.519><c> ready</c><00:15:17.839><c> and</c><00:15:18.000><c> prepared</c><00:15:19.040><c> are</c><00:15:19.120><c> we</c> 00:15:19.350 --> 00:15:19.360 align:start position:0% we must be ready and prepared are we 00:15:19.360 --> 00:15:21.670 align:start position:0% we must be ready and prepared are we spending<00:15:19.680><c> our</c><00:15:19.920><c> time</c><00:15:20.320><c> focused</c><00:15:21.279><c> on</c><00:15:21.440><c> this</c> 00:15:21.670 --> 00:15:21.680 align:start position:0% spending our time focused on this 00:15:21.680 --> 00:15:24.310 align:start position:0% spending our time focused on this kingdom<00:15:22.000><c> to</c><00:15:22.240><c> come</c><00:15:22.800><c> are</c><00:15:22.959><c> we</c><00:15:23.199><c> ignoring</c><00:15:23.760><c> it</c><00:15:24.000><c> going</c> 00:15:24.310 --> 00:15:24.320 align:start position:0% kingdom to come are we ignoring it going 00:15:24.320 --> 00:15:26.470 align:start position:0% kingdom to come are we ignoring it going about<00:15:24.639><c> our</c><00:15:24.800><c> daily</c><00:15:25.120><c> life</c><00:15:25.760><c> how</c><00:15:25.920><c> it'll</c><00:15:26.160><c> happen</c> 00:15:26.470 --> 00:15:26.480 align:start position:0% about our daily life how it'll happen 00:15:26.480 --> 00:15:28.790 align:start position:0% about our daily life how it'll happen someday<00:15:26.959><c> and</c><00:15:27.040><c> not</c><00:15:27.199><c> worry</c><00:15:27.519><c> about</c><00:15:27.839><c> it</c> 00:15:28.790 --> 00:15:28.800 align:start position:0% someday and not worry about it 00:15:28.800 --> 00:15:30.550 align:start position:0% someday and not worry about it as<00:15:29.040><c> jeremiah</c> 00:15:30.550 --> 00:15:30.560 align:start position:0% as jeremiah 00:15:30.560 --> 00:15:32.150 align:start position:0% as jeremiah was<00:15:30.800><c> spared</c><00:15:31.279><c> at</c><00:15:31.360><c> the</c><00:15:31.519><c> destruction</c><00:15:32.079><c> of</c> 00:15:32.150 --> 00:15:32.160 align:start position:0% was spared at the destruction of 00:15:32.160 --> 00:15:34.550 align:start position:0% was spared at the destruction of 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easy</c> 00:15:40.470 --> 00:15:40.480 align:start position:0% lives were not easy 00:15:40.480 --> 00:15:42.470 align:start position:0% lives were not easy they<00:15:40.639><c> were</c><00:15:40.880><c> stressed</c><00:15:41.440><c> they</c><00:15:41.600><c> were</c><00:15:41.839><c> complicated</c> 00:15:42.470 --> 00:15:42.480 align:start position:0% they were stressed they were complicated 00:15:42.480 --> 00:15:43.670 align:start position:0% they were stressed they were complicated they<00:15:42.639><c> were</c><00:15:42.800><c> hard</c> 00:15:43.670 --> 00:15:43.680 align:start position:0% they were hard 00:15:43.680 --> 00:15:45.590 align:start position:0% they were hard and<00:15:43.839><c> they</c><00:15:44.000><c> had</c><00:15:44.160><c> to</c><00:15:44.320><c> rely</c><00:15:44.800><c> on</c><00:15:44.959><c> god</c><00:15:45.199><c> each</c><00:15:45.440><c> and</c> 00:15:45.590 --> 00:15:45.600 align:start position:0% and they had to rely on god each and 00:15:45.600 --> 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position:0% many ecclesias and many people suffering 00:15:53.440 --> 00:15:55.189 align:start position:0% many ecclesias and many people suffering many<00:15:53.759><c> things</c> 00:15:55.189 --> 00:15:55.199 align:start position:0% many things 00:15:55.199 --> 00:15:57.110 align:start position:0% many things and<00:15:55.440><c> a</c><00:15:55.519><c> lot</c><00:15:55.680><c> of</c><00:15:55.839><c> it</c><00:15:56.160><c> in</c><00:15:56.320><c> one</c><00:15:56.560><c> sense</c><00:15:56.880><c> is</c><00:15:57.040><c> a</c> 00:15:57.110 --> 00:15:57.120 align:start position:0% and a lot of it in one sense is a 00:15:57.120 --> 00:15:58.389 align:start position:0% and a lot of it in one sense is a blessing 00:15:58.389 --> 00:15:58.399 align:start position:0% blessing 00:15:58.399 --> 00:16:00.389 align:start position:0% blessing because<00:15:58.880><c> the</c><00:15:59.040><c> more</c><00:15:59.360><c> things</c><00:15:59.600><c> go</c><00:15:59.839><c> wrong</c><00:16:00.079><c> in</c><00:16:00.240><c> our</c> 00:16:00.389 --> 00:16:00.399 align:start position:0% because the more things go wrong in our 00:16:00.399 --> 00:16:02.069 align:start position:0% because the more things go wrong in our life<00:16:00.639><c> the</c><00:16:00.800><c> more</c><00:16:01.040><c> we're</c><00:16:01.199><c> persecuted</c><00:16:01.759><c> the</c><00:16:01.920><c> more</c> 00:16:02.069 --> 00:16:02.079 align:start position:0% life the more we're persecuted the more 00:16:02.079 --> 00:16:04.790 align:start position:0% life the more we're persecuted the more we<00:16:02.320><c> suffer</c><00:16:03.199><c> the</c><00:16:03.360><c> more</c><00:16:03.600><c> we</c><00:16:03.839><c> tend</c><00:16:04.160><c> to</c><00:16:04.320><c> turn</c><00:16:04.560><c> back</c> 00:16:04.790 --> 00:16:04.800 align:start position:0% we suffer the more we tend to turn back 00:16:04.800 --> 00:16:07.350 align:start position:0% we suffer the more we tend to turn back to<00:16:05.040><c> god</c><00:16:05.839><c> and</c><00:16:06.000><c> to</c><00:16:06.160><c> realign</c><00:16:06.800><c> ourselves</c><00:16:07.199><c> to</c> 00:16:07.350 --> 00:16:07.360 align:start position:0% to god and to realign ourselves to 00:16:07.360 --> 00:16:09.749 align:start position:0% to god and to realign ourselves to rethink<00:16:08.000><c> and</c><00:16:08.079><c> to</c><00:16:08.240><c> refocus</c> 00:16:09.749 --> 00:16:09.759 align:start position:0% rethink and to refocus 00:16:09.759 --> 00:16:12.069 align:start position:0% rethink and to refocus and<00:16:09.920><c> i</c><00:16:10.079><c> think</c><00:16:10.240><c> this</c><00:16:10.480><c> is</c><00:16:10.560><c> going</c><00:16:10.800><c> to</c><00:16:10.959><c> be</c><00:16:11.120><c> the</c><00:16:11.360><c> key</c> 00:16:12.069 --> 00:16:12.079 align:start position:0% and i think this is going to be the key 00:16:12.079 --> 00:16:14.230 align:start position:0% and i think this is going to be the key 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tough and 00:16:18.399 --> 00:16:19.910 align:start position:0% more focused when things are tough and when<00:16:18.560><c> it's</c><00:16:18.720><c> difficult</c> 00:16:19.910 --> 00:16:19.920 align:start position:0% when it's difficult 00:16:19.920 --> 00:16:21.269 align:start position:0% when it's difficult we've<00:16:20.160><c> been</c><00:16:20.399><c> told</c><00:16:20.639><c> this</c><00:16:20.959><c> throughout</c> 00:16:21.269 --> 00:16:21.279 align:start position:0% we've been told this throughout 00:16:21.279 --> 00:16:22.790 align:start position:0% we've been told this throughout scripture<00:16:21.680><c> that</c><00:16:21.920><c> our</c><00:16:22.000><c> lives</c><00:16:22.320><c> are</c><00:16:22.399><c> not</c><00:16:22.560><c> going</c> 00:16:22.790 --> 00:16:22.800 align:start position:0% scripture that our lives are not going 00:16:22.800 --> 00:16:24.389 align:start position:0% scripture that our lives are not going to<00:16:22.959><c> be</c><00:16:23.120><c> easy</c><00:16:23.440><c> they're</c><00:16:23.600><c> going</c><00:16:23.759><c> to</c><00:16:23.920><c> be</c><00:16:24.079><c> very</c> 00:16:24.389 --> 00:16:24.399 align:start position:0% to be easy they're going to be very 00:16:24.399 --> 00:16:27.670 align:start position:0% to be easy they're going to be very difficult<00:16:25.360><c> very</c><00:16:25.600><c> hard</c><00:16:25.839><c> to</c><00:16:26.000><c> handle</c><00:16:26.399><c> sometimes</c> 00:16:27.670 --> 00:16:27.680 align:start position:0% difficult very hard to handle sometimes 00:16:27.680 --> 00:16:29.829 align:start position:0% difficult very hard to handle sometimes that's<00:16:28.000><c> what</c><00:16:28.160><c> helps</c><00:16:28.399><c> us</c><00:16:28.560><c> to</c><00:16:28.720><c> stay</c><00:16:29.040><c> focused</c><00:16:29.519><c> on</c> 00:16:29.829 --> 00:16:29.839 align:start position:0% that's what helps us to stay focused on 00:16:29.839 --> 00:16:32.790 align:start position:0% that's what helps us to stay focused on on<00:16:30.160><c> god</c><00:16:30.800><c> stay</c><00:16:31.120><c> focused</c><00:16:31.600><c> on</c><00:16:31.680><c> the</c><00:16:31.759><c> return</c><00:16:32.160><c> of</c><00:16:32.639><c> of</c> 00:16:32.790 --> 00:16:32.800 align:start position:0% on god stay focused on the return of of 00:16:32.800 --> 00:16:35.030 align:start position:0% on god stay focused on the return of of jesus<00:16:33.279><c> and</c><00:16:33.360><c> the</c><00:16:33.440><c> kingdom</c><00:16:33.839><c> to</c><00:16:34.000><c> come</c><00:16:34.720><c> and</c><00:16:34.880><c> that</c> 00:16:35.030 --> 00:16:35.040 align:start position:0% jesus and the kingdom to come and that 00:16:35.040 --> 00:16:36.790 align:start position:0% jesus and the kingdom to come and that may<00:16:35.199><c> be</c><00:16:35.360><c> the</c><00:16:35.519><c> thing</c><00:16:35.680><c> that</c><00:16:35.920><c> saves</c><00:16:36.320><c> us</c><00:16:36.480><c> in</c><00:16:36.560><c> the</c> 00:16:36.790 --> 00:16:36.800 align:start position:0% may be the thing that saves us in the 00:16:36.800 --> 00:16:37.910 align:start position:0% may be the thing that saves us in the end 00:16:37.910 --> 00:16:37.920 align:start position:0% end 00:16:37.920 --> 00:16:40.710 align:start position:0% end so<00:16:38.399><c> sometimes</c><00:16:38.959><c> we</c><00:16:39.199><c> we</c><00:16:39.360><c> have</c><00:16:39.600><c> to</c><00:16:39.759><c> stop</c><00:16:40.079><c> the</c><00:16:40.560><c> the</c> 00:16:40.710 --> 00:16:40.720 align:start position:0% so sometimes we we have to stop the the 00:16:40.720 --> 00:16:42.870 align:start position:0% so sometimes we we have to stop the the what<00:16:40.959><c> was</c><00:16:41.199><c> me</c><00:16:41.519><c> why</c><00:16:41.759><c> am</c><00:16:41.920><c> i</c><00:16:42.079><c> suffering</c><00:16:42.560><c> and</c><00:16:42.639><c> turn</c> 00:16:42.870 --> 00:16:42.880 align:start position:0% what was me why am i suffering and turn 00:16:42.880 --> 00:16:45.189 align:start position:0% what was me why am i suffering and turn it<00:16:43.040><c> around</c><00:16:43.440><c> in</c><00:16:43.600><c> that</c><00:16:44.320><c> you</c><00:16:44.480><c> know</c><00:16:44.720><c> it's</c><00:16:44.959><c> it's</c> 00:16:45.189 --> 00:16:45.199 align:start position:0% it around in that you know it's it's 00:16:45.199 --> 00:16:47.189 align:start position:0% it around in that you know it's it's good<00:16:45.440><c> to</c><00:16:45.600><c> have</c><00:16:45.839><c> god</c><00:16:46.240><c> watching</c><00:16:46.639><c> over</c><00:16:46.880><c> us</c><00:16:47.040><c> and</c> 00:16:47.189 --> 00:16:47.199 align:start position:0% good to have god watching over us and 00:16:47.199 --> 00:16:48.870 align:start position:0% good to have god watching over us and working<00:16:47.440><c> with</c><00:16:47.680><c> us</c><00:16:47.839><c> he's</c><00:16:48.160><c> keeping</c><00:16:48.560><c> our</c> 00:16:48.870 --> 00:16:48.880 align:start position:0% working with us he's keeping our 00:16:48.880 --> 00:16:51.269 align:start position:0% working with us he's keeping our attention<00:16:49.440><c> focused</c><00:16:50.320><c> he's</c><00:16:50.560><c> guiding</c><00:16:50.959><c> us</c><00:16:51.120><c> and</c> 00:16:51.269 --> 00:16:51.279 align:start position:0% attention focused he's guiding us and 00:16:51.279 --> 00:16:52.870 align:start position:0% attention focused he's guiding us and helping<00:16:51.600><c> us</c><00:16:51.839><c> through</c><00:16:52.079><c> these</c><00:16:52.320><c> times</c><00:16:52.560><c> so</c><00:16:52.800><c> that</c> 00:16:52.870 --> 00:16:52.880 align:start position:0% helping us through these times so that 00:16:52.880 --> 00:16:56.230 align:start position:0% helping us through these times so that we<00:16:53.040><c> may</c><00:16:53.680><c> be</c><00:16:53.920><c> ready</c><00:16:54.480><c> for</c><00:16:54.639><c> his</c><00:16:54.800><c> son's</c><00:16:55.120><c> return</c> 00:16:56.230 --> 00:16:56.240 align:start position:0% we may be ready for his son's return 00:16:56.240 --> 00:16:59.480 align:start position:0% we may be ready for his son's return thank<00:16:56.480><c> you</c>