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world,<00:13:57.240><c> yet</c><00:13:57.440><c> forfeits</c><00:13:57.820><c> his</c><00:13:58.100><c> soul?</c>

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glory<00:14:02.539><c> with</c><00:14:02.700><c> his</c><00:14:02.940><c> angels,</c><00:14:03.659><c> and</c><00:14:03.960><c> then</c><00:14:04.580><c> he'll</c><00:14:04.980><c> reward</c><00:14:05.179><c> each</c><00:14:05.460><c> person</c><00:14:06.419><c> according</c><00:14:07.120><c> to</c>

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what<00:14:07.419><c> he</c><00:14:07.539><c> has</c><00:14:07.759><c> done.</c>

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What<00:14:08.899><c> good</c><00:14:09.159><c> will</c><00:14:09.340><c> it</c><00:14:09.460><c> be</c><00:14:09.580><c> for</c><00:14:09.759><c> a</c><00:14:09.879><c> man</c><00:14:09.960><c> if</c><00:14:10.120><c> he</c><00:14:10.340><c> gains</c><00:14:10.679><c> the</c><00:14:10.879><c> whole</c>

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world,<00:14:12.259><c> but</c><00:14:12.519><c> forfeits</c><00:14:12.919><c> his</c><00:14:13.200><c> soul?</c>

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You've<00:14:15.299><c> got</c><00:14:15.519><c> two</c><00:14:15.820><c> choices.</c>

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You<00:14:18.220><c> can</c><00:14:18.500><c> do</c><00:14:18.720><c> what</c><00:14:18.919><c> you</c><00:14:19.159><c> want</c><00:14:19.279><c> to</c><00:14:19.480><c> do.</c>

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Every<00:14:21.440><c> one</c><00:14:21.559><c> of</c><00:14:21.679><c> you</c><00:14:21.779><c> is</c><00:14:22.000><c> free.</c>

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Every<00:14:23.259><c> one</c><00:14:23.399><c> of</c><00:14:23.539><c> you</c><00:14:23.679><c> is</c><00:14:23.820><c> created</c><00:14:24.159><c> with</c><00:14:24.340><c> your</c><00:14:24.600><c> own</c><00:14:25.279><c> free</c><00:14:25.600><c> will.</c>

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You<00:14:26.940><c> can</c><00:14:27.200><c> stand</c><00:14:27.460><c> up</c><00:14:27.639><c> right</c><00:14:27.820><c> now,</c><00:14:28.080><c> you</c><00:14:28.100><c> can</c><00:14:28.340><c> walk</c><00:14:28.639><c> out</c><00:14:28.840><c> of</c><00:14:28.960><c> here,</c>

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and<00:14:30.120><c> you</c><00:14:30.220><c> can</c><00:14:30.480><c> do</c><00:14:30.659><c> what</c><00:14:30.840><c> you</c><00:14:31.100><c> want.</c>

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You've<00:14:32.480><c> got</c><00:14:32.559><c> a</c><00:14:32.720><c> few</c><00:14:32.860><c> more</c><00:14:33.039><c> years,</c><00:14:33.480><c> you</c><00:14:33.580><c> live</c><00:14:33.720><c> with</c><00:14:33.860><c> your</c><00:14:34.019><c> parents,</c><00:14:34.980><c> and</c>

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you've<00:14:35.320><c> got</c><00:14:35.320><c> to</c><00:14:35.980><c> obey</c><00:14:36.340><c> their</c><00:14:36.580><c> rules,</c>

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but<00:14:38.340><c> when</c><00:14:38.480><c> you're</c><00:14:38.659><c> done</c><00:14:38.879><c> with</c><00:14:39.120><c> that,</c><00:14:39.860><c> you</c><00:14:39.980><c> can</c><00:14:40.240><c> move</c><00:14:40.559><c> on.</c>

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You<00:14:42.159><c> can</c><00:14:42.399><c> make</c><00:14:42.639><c> your</c><00:14:42.840><c> own</c><00:14:43.039><c> rules,</c><00:14:43.360><c> you</c><00:14:43.379><c> can</c><00:14:43.600><c> do</c><00:14:43.740><c> what</c><00:14:43.919><c> you</c><00:14:44.080><c> want.</c>

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But<00:14:52.820><c> what</c><00:14:53.220><c> good</c><00:14:53.539><c> will</c><00:14:53.740><c> it</c><00:14:53.919><c> be</c><00:14:54.039><c> for</c><00:14:54.279><c> you</c><00:14:55.080><c> if</c><00:14:55.460><c> you</c><00:14:55.600><c> gain</c><00:14:55.779><c> the</c><00:14:56.059><c> whole</c><00:14:56.279><c> world</c><00:14:56.919><c> and</c>

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forfeit<00:14:58.399><c> your</c><00:14:58.679><c> soul?</c>

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Not<00:15:03.820><c> your</c><00:15:04.220><c> will,</c><00:15:04.480><c> God,</c><00:15:04.899><c> but</c><00:15:05.200><c> mine.</c>

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And<00:15:06.419><c> here's</c><00:15:06.759><c> my</c><00:15:07.059><c> will.</c>

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I<00:15:07.840><c> want</c><00:15:08.019><c> to</c><00:15:08.179><c> do</c><00:15:08.340><c> this,</c><00:15:08.659><c> and</c><00:15:08.759><c> I</c><00:15:08.820><c> want</c><00:15:08.980><c> to</c><00:15:09.100><c> do</c><00:15:09.220><c> that,</c><00:15:09.759><c> and</c><00:15:09.879><c> I</c><00:15:09.940><c> want</c>

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to<00:15:10.259><c> get</c><00:15:10.419><c> this,</c><00:15:11.019><c> and</c><00:15:11.100><c> I</c><00:15:11.179><c> want</c><00:15:11.240><c> to</c><00:15:11.360><c> get</c><00:15:11.480><c> that,</c><00:15:11.720><c> and</c><00:15:11.820><c> I</c><00:15:11.899><c> want</c><00:15:11.980><c> to</c><00:15:12.179><c> go</c>

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here,<00:15:12.980><c> and</c><00:15:13.080><c> I</c><00:15:13.120><c> want</c><00:15:13.240><c> to</c><00:15:13.360><c> go</c><00:15:13.600><c> there,</c>

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and<00:15:14.320><c> I</c><00:15:14.379><c> want</c><00:15:14.580><c> to</c><00:15:14.820><c> be</c><00:15:15.360><c> what</c><00:15:15.700><c> I</c><00:15:15.860><c> want</c><00:15:16.019><c> to</c><00:15:16.179><c> be.</c>

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And<00:15:18.019><c> you</c><00:15:18.159><c> know,</c><00:15:19.740><c> I'll</c><00:15:19.940><c> be</c><00:15:20.039><c> honest</c><00:15:20.159><c> with</c><00:15:20.340><c> you,</c><00:15:20.700><c> if</c><00:15:20.779><c> you</c><00:15:20.840><c> don't</c>

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want<00:15:21.120><c> me</c><00:15:21.299><c> to</c><00:15:21.340><c> say</c><00:15:21.460><c> this,</c><00:15:21.659><c> but</c><00:15:21.740><c> I'll</c><00:15:21.840><c> be</c><00:15:21.919><c> honest</c><00:15:22.059><c> with</c><00:15:22.200><c> you,</c><00:15:22.779><c> you</c>

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might<00:15:23.039><c> just</c><00:15:23.220><c> do</c><00:15:23.379><c> it.</c>

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You<00:15:25.419><c> might</c><00:15:25.620><c> just</c><00:15:25.840><c> succeed.</c>

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You<00:15:28.059><c> could</c><00:15:28.259><c> say,</c><00:15:29.440><c> forget</c><00:15:29.700><c> all</c><00:15:29.860><c> this</c><00:15:30.000><c> religion</c><00:15:30.320><c> stuff,</c><00:15:30.639><c> I'm</c><00:15:30.820><c> going</c><00:15:30.879><c> to</c>

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move<00:15:31.139><c> on,</c><00:15:31.259><c> I</c><00:15:31.379><c> want</c><00:15:31.539><c> to</c><00:15:31.700><c> be</c><00:15:31.960><c> a</c><00:15:33.840><c> whatever,</c><00:15:34.840><c> rock</c><00:15:35.019><c> star.</c>

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And<00:15:36.659><c> if</c><00:15:36.799><c> you</c><00:15:36.940><c> work</c><00:15:37.139><c> hard</c><00:15:37.419><c> enough,</c><00:15:38.299><c> and</c><00:15:38.500><c> if</c><00:15:38.620><c> you</c><00:15:38.919><c> try</c><00:15:39.159><c> hard</c><00:15:39.460><c> enough,</c><00:15:40.379><c> you</c>

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could<00:15:40.659><c> achieve</c><00:15:40.960><c> it.</c>

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You<00:15:42.919><c> could</c><00:15:43.200><c> gain</c><00:15:43.679><c> the</c><00:15:44.100><c> whole</c><00:15:44.399><c> world.</c>

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You<00:15:45.159><c> could</c><00:15:45.259><c> be</c><00:15:45.360><c> Bill</c><00:15:45.539><c> Gates.</c>

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But<00:15:51.179><c> you</c><00:15:51.820><c> forfeited</c><00:15:52.179><c> your</c><00:15:52.460><c> soul.</c>

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You've<00:15:55.139><c> given</c><00:15:55.259><c> up</c><00:15:56.519><c> your</c><00:15:57.179><c> hope</c><00:15:57.399><c> of</c><00:15:57.639><c> salvation.</c>

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You<00:16:01.120><c> can't</c><00:16:01.759><c> pursue</c><00:16:02.080><c> both.</c>

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You're<00:16:03.460><c> either</c><00:16:03.580><c> going</c><00:16:03.799><c> to</c><00:16:03.899><c> give</c><00:16:04.100><c> up</c><00:16:04.279><c> of</c><00:16:04.480><c> your</c><00:16:04.740><c> life</c><00:16:05.100><c> and</c><00:16:05.539><c> pursue</c><00:16:05.860><c> a</c><00:16:06.039><c> life</c><00:16:06.179><c> of</c>

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service<00:16:06.659><c> to</c><00:16:06.820><c> God,</c><00:16:08.059><c> or</c><00:16:08.179><c> you're</c><00:16:08.320><c> going</c><00:16:08.419><c> to</c><00:16:08.639><c> give</c><00:16:08.799><c> up</c><00:16:09.419><c> on</c><00:16:09.860><c> God.</c>

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And<00:16:11.480><c> pursue</c><00:16:11.779><c> a</c><00:16:11.940><c> life</c><00:16:12.080><c> here.</c>

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And<00:16:14.759><c> you'll</c><00:16:14.940><c> get</c><00:16:15.039><c> 70</c><00:16:15.360><c> years</c><00:16:15.860><c> or</c><00:16:16.799><c> less</c><00:16:17.159><c> if</c><00:16:17.320><c> you</c><00:16:17.399><c> get</c><00:16:17.480><c> hit</c><00:16:17.559><c> by</c><00:16:17.740><c> a</c><00:16:17.899><c> bus.</c>

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But<00:16:25.980><c> the</c><00:16:26.139><c> Son</c><00:16:26.259><c> of</c><00:16:26.419><c> Man</c><00:16:26.559><c> is</c><00:16:26.720><c> going</c><00:16:26.820><c> to</c><00:16:27.080><c> come</c><00:16:27.240><c> in</c><00:16:27.279><c> his</c><00:16:27.480><c> Father's</c>

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glory<00:16:28.080><c> with</c><00:16:28.240><c> his</c><00:16:28.480><c> angels,</c><00:16:29.279><c> and</c><00:16:29.480><c> then</c><00:16:30.220><c> he'll</c><00:16:30.539><c> reward</c><00:16:30.779><c> each</c><00:16:31.059><c> person</c><00:16:32.080><c> according</c><00:16:32.799><c> to</c>

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his<00:16:33.240><c> works.</c>

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I'm<00:16:37.559><c> not</c><00:16:37.700><c> going</c><00:16:37.820><c> to</c><00:16:38.000><c> tell</c><00:16:38.179><c> you</c><00:16:38.440><c> that</c><00:16:39.919><c> service</c><00:16:40.700><c> to</c><00:16:41.159><c> God</c><00:16:41.679><c> is</c><00:16:42.840><c> easy.</c>

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I'm<00:16:44.799><c> not</c><00:16:44.940><c> going</c><00:16:45.080><c> to</c><00:16:45.179><c> tell</c><00:16:45.360><c> you</c><00:16:45.559><c> that</c><00:16:45.820><c> if</c><00:16:46.100><c> you</c><00:16:46.299><c> decide</c><00:16:46.779><c> to</c><00:16:47.080><c> serve</c>

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God,<00:16:48.039><c> you</c><00:16:48.139><c> won't</c><00:16:48.320><c> have</c><00:16:48.500><c> to</c><00:16:48.659><c> give</c><00:16:48.759><c> anything</c><00:16:49.000><c> up.</c>

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I'm<00:16:51.159><c> also</c><00:16:51.500><c> not</c><00:16:52.179><c> going</c><00:16:52.320><c> to</c><00:16:52.340><c> tell</c><00:16:52.500><c> you</c><00:16:52.659><c> that</c><00:16:53.580><c> everything</c><00:16:54.539><c> you</c><00:16:54.639><c> have</c><00:16:54.779><c> to</c>

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give<00:16:55.039><c> up</c><00:16:55.220><c> is</c><00:16:55.600><c> all</c><00:16:55.779><c> the</c><00:16:55.919><c> fun</c><00:16:56.139><c> stuff.</c>

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There's<00:16:57.259><c> still</c><00:16:57.539><c> a</c><00:16:57.639><c> lot</c><00:16:57.759><c> of</c><00:16:57.980><c> fun</c><00:16:58.460><c> in</c><00:16:58.960><c> the</c><00:16:59.100><c> service</c><00:16:59.240><c> of</c><00:16:59.460><c> God,</c><00:16:59.679><c> laughing</c><00:17:00.100><c> and</c>

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joking,<00:17:01.500><c> sharing</c><00:17:01.740><c> warm</c><00:17:02.039><c> relationships</c><00:17:02.620><c> with</c><00:17:02.879><c> friends,</c><00:17:04.599><c> doing</c><00:17:04.819><c> something</c><00:17:05.160><c> good,</c><00:17:06.420><c> getting</c><00:17:06.599><c> a</c><00:17:06.880><c> real</c><00:17:07.680><c> sense</c><00:17:08.019><c> of</c>

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contentment<00:17:09.059><c> and</c><00:17:09.400><c> joy.</c>

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There's<00:17:11.799><c> great</c><00:17:12.380><c> joy</c><00:17:13.119><c> in</c><00:17:13.440><c> Godliness.</c>

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Having<00:17:14.539><c> no</c><00:17:15.319><c> mental</c><00:17:15.700><c> anguish.</c>

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Not<00:17:17.420><c> having</c><00:17:17.680><c> that</c><00:17:19.559><c> mind</c><00:17:20.319><c>-wrecking,</c><00:17:20.960><c> mind</c><00:17:21.559><c>-numbing</c><00:17:22.140><c> trauma</c>

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that<00:17:24.160><c> comes</c><00:17:24.700><c> from</c><00:17:25.400><c> being</c><00:17:25.779><c> racked</c><00:17:26.299><c> between</c><00:17:26.619><c> two</c><00:17:26.900><c> different</c><00:17:27.180><c> opinions.</c>

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From<00:17:29.940><c> trying</c><00:17:30.539><c> to</c><00:17:30.859><c> do</c><00:17:31.200><c> two</c><00:17:31.500><c> different</c><00:17:31.779><c> things.</c>

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That's<00:17:33.279><c> nice.</c><00:17:34.359><c> That's</c><00:17:34.700><c> fun.</c>

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Living<00:17:36.980><c> a</c><00:17:37.200><c> life</c><00:17:37.880><c> with</c><00:17:38.500><c> fewer</c><00:17:38.880><c> problems</c><00:17:39.680><c> and</c><00:17:40.240><c> hassles</c><00:17:41.059><c> is</c><00:17:41.599><c> fun.</c>

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Being<00:17:44.299><c> successful</c><00:17:44.880><c> in</c><00:17:45.039><c> your</c><00:17:45.259><c> desire</c><00:17:45.559><c> to</c><00:17:45.740><c> serve</c><00:17:45.920><c> God</c><00:17:46.140><c> is</c><00:17:46.319><c> fun.</c>

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The<00:17:47.059><c> road</c><00:17:47.200><c> ahead</c><00:17:47.720><c> can</c><00:17:48.319><c> be</c><00:17:48.539><c> fun.</c>

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But<00:17:51.640><c> I'll</c><00:17:51.779><c> repeat</c><00:17:52.000><c> what</c><00:17:52.140><c> I</c><00:17:52.279><c> said</c><00:17:52.359><c> this</c><00:17:52.640><c> morning.</c><00:17:53.940><c> The</c><00:17:54.119><c> road</c><00:17:54.259><c> ahead</c><00:17:54.779><c> is</c><00:17:56.220><c> hard.</c>

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I've<00:18:00.519><c> got</c><00:18:00.599><c> four</c><00:18:01.440><c> friends</c><00:18:01.920><c> I</c><00:18:02.740><c> want</c><00:18:03.000><c> to</c><00:18:03.859><c> introduce</c><00:18:04.220><c> to</c><00:18:04.420><c> you</c><00:18:04.660><c> and</c>

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have<00:18:05.980><c> them</c><00:18:06.180><c> share</c><00:18:06.380><c> their</c><00:18:06.599><c> stories.</c>

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These<00:18:11.759><c> are</c><00:18:11.900><c> real</c><00:18:12.099><c> people.</c>

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The<00:18:15.920><c> names</c><00:18:16.039><c> have</c><00:18:16.240><c> been</c><00:18:16.400><c> changed</c><00:18:16.680><c> to</c><00:18:17.359><c> protect</c><00:18:17.680><c> the</c><00:18:17.859><c> guilty,</c>

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but<00:18:19.140><c> they're</c><00:18:19.359><c> real</c><00:18:19.660><c> people.</c>

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What<00:18:22.900><c> I'd</c><00:18:23.140><c> like</c><00:18:23.220><c> you</c><00:18:23.380><c> to</c><00:18:23.519><c> do</c><00:18:23.759><c> is</c><00:18:23.980><c> just</c><00:18:24.140><c> to</c><00:18:24.299><c> close</c><00:18:24.359><c> your</c><00:18:24.559><c> Bibles</c>

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and<00:18:27.180><c> think</c><00:18:27.619><c> about</c><00:18:27.859><c> it</c><00:18:27.960><c> for</c><00:18:28.119><c> a</c><00:18:28.200><c> while.</c>

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Let's<00:18:28.599><c> turn</c><00:18:28.740><c> the</c><00:18:28.859><c> lights</c><00:18:28.980><c> off</c><00:18:29.220><c> if</c><00:18:29.319><c> we</c><00:18:29.519><c> can.</c>

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I'll<00:18:32.400><c> turn</c><00:18:32.500><c> the</c><00:18:32.619><c> lights</c><00:18:32.740><c> off</c><00:18:32.900><c> so</c><00:18:33.019><c> you</c><00:18:33.119><c> can't</c><00:18:33.339><c> see</c><00:18:33.480><c> their</c><00:18:33.700><c> faces</c>

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so<00:18:34.160><c> they</c><00:18:34.279><c> won't</c><00:18:34.420><c> be</c><00:18:34.640><c> embarrassed</c><00:18:34.980><c> to</c><00:18:35.960><c> come</c><00:18:36.279><c> up</c><00:18:36.400><c> here</c><00:18:36.519><c> and</c><00:18:36.619><c> talk</c>

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to<00:18:36.940><c> you.</c>

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What<00:18:39.259><c> I'd</c><00:18:39.460><c> like</c><00:18:39.500><c> you</c><00:18:39.640><c> to</c><00:18:39.759><c> do</c><00:18:39.920><c> is</c><00:18:40.099><c> to</c><00:18:40.339><c> think</c><00:18:40.759><c> about</c><00:18:41.819><c> some</c><00:18:42.119><c> of</c><00:18:42.259><c> the</c>

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four<00:18:42.519><c> lessons</c><00:18:42.839><c> we've</c><00:18:43.119><c> talked</c><00:18:43.259><c> today.</c>

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Delaying<00:18:44.359><c> gratification,</c><00:18:45.160><c> accepting</c><00:18:45.480><c> responsibility,</c><00:18:46.220><c> being</c><00:18:46.460><c> dedicated</c><00:18:46.920><c> to</c>

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truth,<00:18:47.799><c> and</c><00:18:47.980><c> balancing</c><00:18:48.279><c> your</c><00:18:48.539><c> life.</c>

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And<00:18:51.740><c> how</c><00:18:52.299><c> these</c><00:18:52.839><c> people's</c><00:18:53.319><c> lives</c><00:18:53.680><c> would</c><00:18:54.039><c> have</c><00:18:54.240><c> benefited</c><00:18:54.539><c> from</c><00:18:54.740><c> some</c><00:18:54.900><c> of</c>

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these<00:18:55.140><c> things.</c>

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Thanks.

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Hello.<00:19:04.900><c> My</c><00:19:05.099><c> name</c><00:19:05.240><c> is</c><00:19:05.359><c> Brother</c><00:19:05.599><c> Andy.</c>

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I<00:19:08.720><c> turned</c><00:19:09.299><c> 16</c><00:19:10.220><c> on</c><00:19:11.619><c> May</c><00:19:11.839><c> 12,</c><00:19:13.099><c> 1998.</c>

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And<00:19:16.299><c> I</c><00:19:16.440><c> bought</c><00:19:16.519><c> my</c><00:19:16.779><c> first</c><00:19:17.099><c> car</c><00:19:18.079><c> two</c><00:19:18.839><c> days</c><00:19:19.099><c> later</c><00:19:20.039><c> on</c><00:19:20.759><c> May</c><00:19:20.960><c> 14,</c><00:19:22.359><c> 1998.</c>

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I<00:19:24.220><c> couldn't</c><00:19:24.619><c> wait</c><00:19:25.200><c> to</c><00:19:25.779><c> buy</c><00:19:26.039><c> my</c><00:19:26.259><c> first</c><00:19:26.599><c> car.</c>

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I<00:19:28.460><c> bought</c><00:19:28.660><c> a</c><00:19:29.900><c> beat</c><00:19:30.220><c>-up</c><00:19:30.420><c> old</c><00:19:30.720><c> 86</c><00:19:31.599><c> Chevy</c><00:19:32.140><c> and</c><00:19:33.460><c> I</c><00:19:33.579><c> paid</c><00:19:33.740><c> $1</c><00:19:34.039><c>,200</c><00:19:34.160><c> for</c><00:19:34.660><c> it.</c>

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It<00:19:35.599><c> was</c><00:19:35.759><c> only</c><00:19:36.000><c> worth</c><00:19:36.220><c> about</c><00:19:36.700><c> $1</c><00:19:37.039><c>,000,</c><00:19:37.960><c> but</c><00:19:38.099><c> I</c><00:19:38.920><c> didn't</c><00:19:39.059><c> have</c><00:19:39.259><c> any</c><00:19:39.519><c> credit.</c>

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So<00:19:41.240><c> the</c><00:19:41.440><c> salesperson</c><00:19:42.000><c> said</c><00:19:42.420><c> that</c><00:19:42.859><c> he</c><00:19:42.920><c> could</c><00:19:43.079><c> get</c><00:19:43.240><c> me</c><00:19:43.460><c> approved</c>

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for<00:19:43.980><c> a</c><00:19:44.079><c> loan</c><00:19:44.420><c> if</c><00:19:45.059><c> I</c><00:19:45.200><c> was</c><00:19:45.319><c> willing</c><00:19:45.480><c> to</c><00:19:45.640><c> pay</c><00:19:45.759><c> a</c><00:19:45.799><c> little</c><00:19:45.940><c> extra</c><00:19:46.160><c> for</c>

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the<00:19:46.559><c> car.</c>

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He<00:19:47.579><c> was</c><00:19:47.740><c> a</c><00:19:47.740><c> really</c><00:19:47.940><c> nice</c><00:19:48.140><c> guy,</c><00:19:49.079><c> and</c><00:19:49.299><c> he</c><00:19:49.440><c> said</c><00:19:49.539><c> it</c><00:19:49.640><c> would</c><00:19:49.779><c> help</c>

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establish<00:19:50.400><c> my</c><00:19:50.700><c> credit.</c>

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So<00:19:52.539><c> I</c><00:19:52.599><c> only</c><00:19:52.700><c> had</c><00:19:52.819><c> to</c><00:19:52.920><c> put</c><00:19:53.200><c> $200</c><00:19:53.619><c> down,</c><00:19:54.500><c> and</c><00:19:55.000><c> I</c><00:19:55.119><c> got</c><00:19:55.240><c> a</c><00:19:55.359><c> loan</c><00:19:55.500><c> for</c>

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$1<00:19:56.059><c>,000</c><00:19:56.460><c> at</c><00:19:56.960><c> 18</c><00:19:57.440><c>.9%.</c>

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But<00:20:00.359><c> the</c><00:20:00.559><c> problem</c><00:20:00.759><c> is,</c><00:20:01.119><c> it</c><00:20:01.440><c> wasn't</c><00:20:01.779><c> a</c><00:20:02.059><c> good</c><00:20:02.240><c> enough</c><00:20:02.519><c> car.</c>

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I<00:20:04.799><c> couldn't</c><00:20:05.160><c> wait</c><00:20:05.880><c> to</c><00:20:06.200><c> get</c><00:20:06.359><c> a</c><00:20:06.660><c> better</c><00:20:06.940><c> car.</c>

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So<00:20:08.940><c> I</c><00:20:09.079><c> traded</c><00:20:09.319><c> it</c><00:20:09.599><c> in</c><00:20:10.220><c> for</c><00:20:10.740><c> a</c><00:20:10.839><c> 1990</c><00:20:11.420><c> Honda.</c>

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I<00:20:12.880><c> paid</c><00:20:13.099><c> $2</c><00:20:13.400><c>,200</c><00:20:13.619><c> for</c><00:20:13.859><c> it.</c>

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It<00:20:14.400><c> was</c><00:20:14.500><c> only</c><00:20:14.680><c> worth</c><00:20:14.799><c> about</c><00:20:15.039><c> $1</c><00:20:15.559><c>,500,</c><00:20:15.819><c> but</c><00:20:16.079><c> they</c><00:20:16.359><c> took</c><00:20:16.539><c> my</c><00:20:16.839><c> Chevy</c><00:20:17.039><c> down</c>

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as<00:20:17.519><c> a</c><00:20:17.759><c> trade</c><00:20:17.980><c>-in,</c>

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and<00:20:19.019><c> they</c><00:20:19.200><c> added</c><00:20:19.440><c> the</c><00:20:19.660><c> $800</c><00:20:20.059><c> balance</c><00:20:20.720><c> that</c><00:20:21.160><c> I</c><00:20:21.380><c> still</c><00:20:21.579><c> owed</c><00:20:21.700><c> on</c>

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my<00:20:22.160><c> Chevy</c><00:20:22.500><c> towards</c><00:20:23.319><c> the</c><00:20:23.579><c> Honda</c><00:20:23.819><c> loan.</c>

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So<00:20:25.019><c> I</c><00:20:25.079><c> got</c><00:20:25.220><c> a</c><00:20:25.359><c> new</c><00:20:25.519><c> loan,</c><00:20:26.140><c> and</c><00:20:26.279><c> I</c><00:20:26.460><c> financed</c><00:20:26.819><c> $3</c><00:20:27.160><c>,000</c><00:20:28.019><c> on</c><00:20:28.900><c> this</c><00:20:29.299><c> car</c><00:20:29.420><c> that</c><00:20:29.539><c> was</c><00:20:29.660><c> worth</c><00:20:29.799><c> about</c><00:20:30.039><c> $1</c><00:20:30.619><c>,500.</c>

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But<00:20:31.660><c> it's</c><00:20:31.839><c> okay,</c><00:20:32.160><c> because</c><00:20:32.400><c> then</c><00:20:33.140><c> I</c><00:20:33.900><c> got</c><00:20:34.079><c> a</c><00:20:34.160><c> new</c><00:20:34.319><c> job.</c>

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The<00:20:35.880><c> new</c><00:20:36.119><c> job</c><00:20:36.319><c> paid</c><00:20:36.500><c> a</c><00:20:36.680><c> lot</c><00:20:36.980><c> more</c><00:20:37.259><c> money.</c>

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Well,<00:20:40.819><c> I've</c><00:20:41.019><c> always</c><00:20:41.279><c> wanted</c><00:20:41.579><c> a</c><00:20:41.799><c> Camaro.</c>

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So<00:20:43.920><c> I</c><00:20:44.099><c> paid</c><00:20:44.339><c> $13</c><00:20:44.859><c>,000</c><00:20:46.039><c> for</c><00:20:46.720><c> a</c><00:20:46.960><c> 1990</c><00:20:47.420><c> Camaro</c><00:20:48.559><c> worth</c><00:20:49.099><c> about</c><00:20:50.420><c> $11</c>

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,000,<00:20:51.559><c> maybe</c><00:20:51.799><c> $10</c><00:20:52.119><c>,000.</c>

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And<00:20:53.440><c> I</c><00:20:53.559><c> added</c><00:20:53.640><c> my</c><00:20:53.819><c> old</c><00:20:54.039><c> balance</c><00:20:54.319><c> of</c><00:20:54.519><c> $2</c><00:20:54.920><c>,000</c><00:20:55.779><c> from</c><00:20:55.940><c> my</c><00:20:56.160><c> old</c><00:20:56.380><c> loan</c>

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onto<00:20:57.240><c> this</c><00:20:57.500><c> new</c><00:20:57.740><c> loan,</c><00:20:57.980><c> and</c><00:20:58.140><c> I</c><00:20:58.339><c> financed</c><00:20:58.599><c> $15</c><00:20:59.059><c>,000.</c>

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But<00:20:59.740><c> I</c><00:20:59.819><c> could</c><00:21:00.019><c> handle</c><00:21:00.359><c> it</c><00:21:00.980><c> because</c><00:21:01.420><c> I</c><00:21:01.539><c> had</c><00:21:01.720><c> a</c><00:21:01.819><c> new</c><00:21:02.079><c> job,</c><00:21:03.000><c> and</c><00:21:03.140><c> it</c>

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was<00:21:03.299><c> only</c><00:21:03.500><c> about</c><00:21:03.920><c> $360</c><00:21:04.880><c> a</c><00:21:05.220><c> month</c><00:21:05.740><c> for</c><00:21:06.359><c> the</c><00:21:06.539><c> car</c><00:21:06.759><c> payments.</c>

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But<00:21:09.339><c> you</c><00:21:09.500><c> know,</c><00:21:10.700><c> I've</c><00:21:10.960><c> always</c><00:21:11.359><c> liked</c><00:21:11.740><c> music.</c>

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And<00:21:13.420><c> now</c><00:21:13.619><c> that</c><00:21:13.720><c> I</c><00:21:13.819><c> had</c><00:21:13.960><c> a</c><00:21:14.099><c> really</c><00:21:14.559><c> good</c><00:21:14.819><c> job,</c><00:21:16.700><c> I</c><00:21:16.819><c> thought</c><00:21:16.940><c> I</c><00:21:17.019><c> should</c><00:21:17.160><c> get</c>

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a<00:21:17.380><c> really</c><00:21:17.759><c> good</c><00:21:18.019><c> stereo.</c>

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A<00:21:20.539><c> really</c><00:21:20.900><c> good</c><00:21:21.200><c> stereo.</c>

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So<00:21:23.720><c> I</c><00:21:23.779><c> got</c><00:21:23.880><c> a</c><00:21:24.019><c> Visa</c><00:21:24.200><c> card,</c><00:21:24.720><c> and</c><00:21:24.799><c> I</c><00:21:24.819><c> got</c><00:21:25.000><c> a</c><00:21:25.119><c> Circuit</c><00:21:25.380><c> City</c><00:21:25.599><c> card,</c>

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and<00:21:27.059><c> I</c><00:21:27.119><c> went</c><00:21:27.200><c> to</c><00:21:27.319><c> Circuit</c><00:21:27.579><c> City,</c><00:21:28.779><c> and</c><00:21:28.940><c> I</c><00:21:29.059><c> bought</c><00:21:29.200><c> a</c><00:21:29.559><c> $4</c><00:21:29.980><c>,500</c>

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stereo<00:21:31.680><c> system.</c>

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Ever<00:21:34.500><c> seen</c><00:21:34.619><c> a</c><00:21:34.799><c> $4</c><00:21:35.000><c>,500</c><00:21:35.220><c> stereo?</c>

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It<00:21:36.740><c> was</c><00:21:36.980><c> awesome.</c>

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The<00:21:38.400><c> payments</c><00:21:38.700><c> between</c><00:21:38.920><c> those</c><00:21:39.119><c> two</c><00:21:39.299><c> cards</c><00:21:39.680><c> were</c><00:21:40.220><c> about</c><00:21:40.519><c> $180</c>

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a<00:21:41.420><c> month,</c><00:21:42.480><c> plus</c><00:21:42.680><c> my</c><00:21:43.119><c> $360</c><00:21:43.579><c> a</c><00:21:43.880><c> month</c><00:21:44.039><c> for</c><00:21:44.200><c> my</c><00:21:44.440><c> car.</c>

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But<00:21:45.240><c> I</c><00:21:45.599><c> had</c><00:21:45.680><c> a</c><00:21:45.700><c> good</c><00:21:45.859><c> job.</c><00:21:46.039><c> I</c><00:21:46.099><c> could</c><00:21:46.279><c> handle</c><00:21:46.500><c> it.</c>

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You<00:21:48.400><c> know,</c><00:21:48.660><c> I've</c><00:21:49.099><c> always</c><00:21:49.279><c> wanted</c><00:21:49.460><c> to</c><00:21:49.539><c> learn</c><00:21:49.599><c> how</c><00:21:49.819><c> to</c><00:21:49.920><c> play</c><00:21:50.019><c> guitar.</c>

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I've<00:21:52.500><c> always</c><00:21:52.500><c> wanted</c><00:21:52.700><c> an</c><00:21:52.779><c> electric</c><00:21:53.180><c> guitar.</c>

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Someday<00:21:55.380><c> I'm</c><00:21:55.519><c> sure</c><00:21:55.759><c> I'll</c><00:21:55.819><c> learn</c><00:21:56.000><c> how</c><00:21:56.420><c> to</c><00:21:56.539><c> play</c><00:21:56.759><c> it.</c>

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But<00:21:57.559><c> I</c><00:21:57.640><c> wanted</c><00:21:57.839><c> an</c><00:21:57.940><c> electric</c><00:21:58.279><c> guitar.</c>

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The<00:22:00.000><c> problem</c><00:22:00.200><c> was</c><00:22:00.359><c> my</c><00:22:00.539><c> Visa</c><00:22:00.839><c> card</c><00:22:01.000><c> was</c><00:22:01.240><c> tapped</c><00:22:01.500><c> out.</c>

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I<00:22:01.940><c> didn't</c><00:22:01.940><c> have</c><00:22:02.099><c> any</c><00:22:02.259><c> more</c><00:22:02.460><c> credit</c><00:22:02.660><c> on</c><00:22:02.779><c> my</c><00:22:02.980><c> Visa</c><00:22:03.200><c> card</c><00:22:03.740><c> because</c>

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of<00:22:04.460><c> the</c><00:22:04.579><c> $4</c><00:22:04.700><c>,500</c><00:22:05.079><c> stereo.</c>

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So<00:22:06.220><c> I</c><00:22:06.819><c> got</c><00:22:06.980><c> a</c><00:22:07.180><c> second</c><00:22:07.500><c> Visa</c><00:22:07.839><c> card,</c><00:22:08.859><c> and</c><00:22:09.160><c> I</c><00:22:09.220><c> put</c><00:22:09.319><c> my</c><00:22:09.500><c> guitar</c><00:22:09.859><c> on</c><00:22:10.140><c> that.</c>

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$1<00:22:11.500><c>,500</c><00:22:11.740><c> I</c><00:22:12.140><c> got</c><00:22:12.319><c> for</c><00:22:12.500><c> this</c><00:22:12.660><c> guitar.</c><00:22:13.059><c> It</c><00:22:13.059><c> was</c><00:22:13.220><c> great.</c>

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Payments<00:22:14.099><c> only</c><00:22:14.299><c> about</c><00:22:14.500><c> $75</c><00:22:15.099><c> a</c><00:22:15.440><c> month.</c>

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But<00:22:16.900><c> hey,</c><00:22:17.440><c> I</c><00:22:17.700><c> got</c><00:22:17.779><c> a</c><00:22:17.839><c> good</c><00:22:18.039><c> job</c><00:22:18.240><c> so</c><00:22:18.380><c> I</c><00:22:18.400><c> can</c><00:22:18.579><c> handle</c><00:22:18.740><c> the</c><00:22:18.960><c> car</c><00:22:19.160><c> payment,</c><00:22:19.559><c> I</c><00:22:19.559><c> can</c><00:22:19.779><c> handle</c><00:22:19.920><c> the</c><00:22:20.160><c> stereo</c><00:22:20.400><c> payment,</c><00:22:21.019><c> I</c>

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can<00:22:21.359><c> handle</c><00:22:21.440><c> the</c><00:22:21.599><c> payment</c><00:22:21.720><c> on</c><00:22:22.180><c> the</c><00:22:22.339><c> guitar.</c>

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But<00:22:25.440><c> then</c><00:22:25.619><c> I</c><00:22:25.720><c> got</c><00:22:25.980><c> fired.</c>

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Ugh.

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And<00:22:30.960><c> I</c><00:22:31.099><c> couldn't</c><00:22:31.299><c> find</c><00:22:31.519><c> a</c><00:22:31.680><c> new</c><00:22:31.900><c> job</c><00:22:32.720><c> paying</c><00:22:33.339><c> as</c><00:22:33.599><c> much</c><00:22:33.759><c> as</c><00:22:33.859><c> the</c>

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old<00:22:34.299><c> job</c><00:22:34.559><c> did.</c>

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And<00:22:35.960><c> I</c><00:22:36.180><c> needed</c><00:22:36.539><c> to</c><00:22:36.799><c> make</c><00:22:36.960><c> at</c><00:22:37.160><c> least</c><00:22:37.440><c> that</c><00:22:37.720><c> much</c><00:22:37.920><c> money</c><00:22:38.559><c> because</c>

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I<00:22:39.819><c> was</c><00:22:40.140><c> tied</c><00:22:40.400><c> into</c><00:22:40.680><c> all</c><00:22:40.880><c> those</c><00:22:41.140><c> payments.</c>

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And<00:22:48.519><c> then</c><00:22:49.039><c> I</c><00:22:49.559><c> couldn't</c><00:22:49.799><c> make</c><00:22:50.039><c> the</c><00:22:50.240><c> payments.</c>

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So<00:22:53.680><c> the</c><00:22:53.920><c> bank</c><00:22:54.079><c> called</c><00:22:54.619><c> to</c><00:22:55.859><c> repossess</c><00:22:56.400><c> the</c><00:22:56.660><c> car,</c><00:22:57.319><c> but</c><00:22:58.700><c> they</c><00:22:59.160><c> couldn't</c><00:22:59.380><c> repossess</c><00:22:59.900><c> the</c><00:23:00.099><c> car.</c>

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Because<00:23:01.619><c> they</c><00:23:01.900><c> still</c><00:23:02.039><c> owed</c><00:23:02.220><c> $13</c><00:23:02.680><c>,000</c><00:23:03.359><c> on</c><00:23:03.579><c> the</c><00:23:03.799><c> car</c><00:23:04.019><c> loan,</c><00:23:04.980><c> and</c>

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the<00:23:05.279><c> car</c><00:23:05.440><c> was</c><00:23:05.519><c> only</c><00:23:05.720><c> worth</c><00:23:05.900><c> about</c><00:23:06.119><c> $8</c><00:23:06.440><c>,000.</c>

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So<00:23:07.480><c> what</c><00:23:08.160><c> they</c><00:23:08.359><c> wanted</c><00:23:08.619><c> me</c><00:23:08.839><c> to</c><00:23:09.000><c> do</c><00:23:09.119><c> was</c><00:23:09.279><c> make</c><00:23:09.500><c> some</c><00:23:09.759><c> more</c><00:23:09.980><c> payments</c><00:23:10.559><c> to</c>

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get<00:23:11.359><c> the</c><00:23:11.619><c> balance</c><00:23:11.960><c> down,</c><00:23:12.259><c> and</c><00:23:12.359><c> then</c><00:23:12.440><c> they'd</c><00:23:12.579><c> come</c><00:23:12.779><c> and</c><00:23:12.960><c> repossess</c><00:23:13.440><c> it.</c>

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I<00:23:15.759><c> didn't</c><00:23:15.859><c> know</c><00:23:15.940><c> what</c><00:23:16.079><c> I</c><00:23:16.200><c> was</c><00:23:16.299><c> going</c><00:23:16.420><c> to</c><00:23:16.539><c> do.</c>

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But<00:23:16.799><c> then</c><00:23:17.599><c> one</c><00:23:18.000><c> day,</c><00:23:18.259><c> just</c><00:23:18.380><c> like</c><00:23:18.500><c> an</c><00:23:18.680><c> answer</c><00:23:18.880><c> from</c><00:23:19.119><c> God,</c><00:23:19.720><c> I</c><00:23:20.119><c> got</c>

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a<00:23:20.920><c> letter</c><00:23:21.099><c> in</c><00:23:21.240><c> the</c><00:23:21.420><c> mail</c><00:23:21.740><c> for</c><00:23:22.200><c> another</c><00:23:22.559><c> Visa</c><00:23:22.900><c> card.</c>

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So<00:23:24.460><c> I</c><00:23:24.539><c> got</c><00:23:24.680><c> this</c><00:23:24.940><c> third</c><00:23:25.220><c> Visa</c><00:23:25.539><c> card</c><00:23:25.900><c> from</c><00:23:26.140><c> some</c><00:23:26.400><c> bank</c><00:23:26.599><c> in</c><00:23:26.799><c> Indiana.</c>

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They<00:23:27.960><c> were</c><00:23:28.240><c> giving</c><00:23:28.400><c> out</c><00:23:28.680><c> Visa</c><00:23:28.920><c> cards</c><00:23:29.220><c> for</c><00:23:29.579><c> 22</c><00:23:30.019><c>.8</c><00:23:30.539><c>%</c><00:23:30.799><c> interest.</c>

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So<00:23:32.940><c> what</c><00:23:33.059><c> I</c><00:23:33.180><c> would</c><00:23:33.319><c> do</c><00:23:33.539><c> is</c><00:23:33.839><c> I</c><00:23:34.000><c> would</c><00:23:34.220><c> make</c><00:23:34.440><c> my</c><00:23:34.640><c> old</c><00:23:34.920><c> Visa</c><00:23:35.180><c> payments</c><00:23:35.720><c> by</c><00:23:36.960><c> getting</c><00:23:37.319><c> a</c>

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cash<00:23:37.839><c> advance</c><00:23:38.180><c> on</c><00:23:38.319><c> my</c><00:23:38.500><c> new</c><00:23:38.759><c> Visa</c><00:23:39.019><c> card.</c>

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So<00:23:40.220><c> I'd</c><00:23:40.400><c> take</c><00:23:40.460><c> my</c><00:23:40.640><c> new</c><00:23:40.880><c> Visa</c><00:23:41.079><c> card</c><00:23:41.240><c> in,</c><00:23:41.519><c> and</c><00:23:41.519><c> I'd</c><00:23:41.680><c> get</c><00:23:41.900><c> cash</c><00:23:42.299><c> out,</c><00:23:42.920><c> and</c>

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I'd<00:23:43.160><c> use</c><00:23:43.339><c> that</c><00:23:43.900><c> to</c><00:23:44.200><c> make</c><00:23:44.380><c> the</c><00:23:44.619><c> payments</c><00:23:44.940><c> on</c><00:23:45.460><c> my</c><00:23:45.579><c> old</c><00:23:45.880><c> Visa</c><00:23:46.200><c> card.</c>

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And<00:23:47.660><c> I</c><00:23:47.740><c> figured</c><00:23:47.920><c> I</c><00:23:48.000><c> didn't</c><00:23:48.180><c> need</c><00:23:48.359><c> to</c><00:23:48.500><c> make</c><00:23:48.660><c> the</c><00:23:48.819><c> car</c><00:23:49.059><c> payments</c>

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anymore<00:23:49.980><c> because</c><00:23:50.799><c> the</c><00:23:51.299><c> bank</c><00:23:51.500><c> wouldn't</c><00:23:51.759><c> repossess</c><00:23:52.380><c> it</c><00:23:52.960><c> because</c><00:23:53.500><c> it</c>

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wasn't<00:23:54.420><c> worth</c><00:23:55.079><c> what</c><00:23:55.380><c> they</c><00:23:55.559><c> needed.</c>

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But<00:23:58.200><c> then</c><00:23:58.680><c> finally,</c><00:24:01.319><c> I</c><00:24:01.339><c> used</c><00:24:01.579><c> up</c><00:24:01.799><c> that</c><00:24:02.420><c> last</c><00:24:02.839><c> Visa</c><00:24:03.180><c> card,</c><00:24:04.339><c> and</c>

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I<00:24:05.039><c> decided</c><00:24:05.180><c> I'd</c><00:24:05.599><c> better</c><00:24:05.759><c> go</c><00:24:06.000><c> get</c><00:24:06.119><c> a</c><00:24:06.240><c> job</c><00:24:06.440><c> no</c><00:24:06.599><c> matter</c><00:24:06.859><c> what</c><00:24:07.099><c> it</c><00:24:07.299><c> pays.</c>

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So<00:24:09.380><c> now</c><00:24:09.559><c> I'm</c><00:24:09.720><c> out</c><00:24:09.940><c> seriously</c><00:24:10.279><c> looking</c><00:24:10.500><c> for</c><00:24:10.740><c> a</c><00:24:10.920><c> job,</c><00:24:12.319><c> and</c><00:24:12.519><c> the</c>

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collection<00:24:13.180><c> agency</c><00:24:13.619><c> started</c><00:24:13.980><c> to</c><00:24:14.240><c> call.</c>

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Then<00:24:18.400><c> they</c><00:24:18.880><c> called</c><00:24:19.119><c> my</c><00:24:19.359><c> dad.</c>

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Then<00:24:22.259><c> things</c><00:24:22.500><c> got</c><00:24:22.720><c> ugly.</c>

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That's<00:24:25.799><c> when</c><00:24:25.900><c> I</c><00:24:26.039><c> went</c><00:24:26.240><c> to</c><00:24:26.380><c> the</c><00:24:26.559><c> Ecclesia</c><00:24:27.000><c> because</c><00:24:28.299><c> I</c><00:24:28.420><c> needed</c>

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to<00:24:28.839><c> borrow</c><00:24:29.000><c> some</c><00:24:29.259><c> money</c><00:24:29.460><c> from</c><00:24:29.599><c> the</c><00:24:29.779><c> brothers</c><00:24:29.960><c> and</c><00:24:30.180><c> sisters</c><00:24:30.480><c> in</c>

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the<00:24:30.799><c> meeting</c>

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because<00:24:32.220><c> I</c><00:24:32.359><c> had</c><00:24:32.559><c> these</c><00:24:32.779><c> lawyers</c><00:24:33.200><c> contacting</c><00:24:33.880><c> me,</c><00:24:34.700><c> and</c><00:24:34.779><c> they</c><00:24:34.940><c> said</c><00:24:35.039><c> they</c><00:24:35.160><c> were</c><00:24:35.259><c> going</c><00:24:35.359><c> to</c><00:24:35.519><c> issue</c><00:24:35.700><c> a</c>

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warrant<00:24:36.160><c> for</c><00:24:36.380><c> my</c><00:24:36.599><c> arrest</c><00:24:37.119><c> if</c><00:24:37.740><c> I</c><00:24:37.859><c> didn't</c><00:24:38.059><c> give</c><00:24:38.220><c> them</c><00:24:38.380><c> some</c>

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money<00:24:38.779><c> right</c><00:24:39.000><c> away.</c>

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So<00:24:41.299><c> I</c><00:24:41.380><c> asked</c><00:24:41.519><c> the</c><00:24:41.779><c> Ecclesia</c><00:24:42.079><c> if</c><00:24:42.180><c> I</c><00:24:42.319><c> could</c><00:24:42.500><c> borrow</c><00:24:42.759><c> some</c><00:24:43.019><c> money</c>

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to<00:24:44.160><c> pay</c><00:24:44.440><c> down</c><00:24:44.640><c> my</c><00:24:44.859><c> bills,</c><00:24:46.279><c> and</c><00:24:46.380><c> because</c><00:24:46.859><c> I</c><00:24:47.259><c> really</c><00:24:47.440><c> needed</c><00:24:47.559><c> to</c>

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get<00:24:47.799><c> my</c><00:24:48.140><c> stereo</c><00:24:48.460><c> fixed.</c>

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What<00:24:59.200><c> do</c><00:24:59.359><c> you</c><00:24:59.359><c> think</c><00:24:59.559><c> he</c><00:24:59.740><c> could</c><00:24:59.960><c> have</c><00:25:02.640><c> used</c><00:25:03.740><c> in</c><00:25:03.880><c> his</c><00:25:04.099><c> life?</c>

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A<00:25:04.460><c> little</c><00:25:04.599><c> bit</c><00:25:04.839><c> of</c><00:25:05.779><c> delaying</c><00:25:06.200><c> gratification</c><00:25:06.920><c> maybe?</c>

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My<00:25:17.619><c> name</c><00:25:18.099><c> is</c><00:25:18.960><c> Brother</c><00:25:19.220><c> Mark.</c>

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I<00:25:22.200><c> got</c><00:25:22.319><c> my</c><00:25:22.500><c> first</c><00:25:22.779><c> job</c><00:25:23.059><c> when</c><00:25:23.200><c> I</c><00:25:23.279><c> was</c><00:25:23.440><c> 16</c><00:25:24.099><c> at</c><00:25:25.900><c> McDonald's.</c>

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It<00:25:28.400><c> wasn't</c><00:25:28.740><c> a</c><00:25:28.900><c> good</c><00:25:29.079><c> job.</c><00:25:29.240><c> It</c><00:25:29.299><c> was</c><00:25:29.500><c> a</c><00:25:29.640><c> crappy</c><00:25:29.859><c> job,</c><00:25:30.200><c> but</c><00:25:30.880><c> I'm</c><00:25:31.240><c> from</c><00:25:31.400><c> a</c>

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small<00:25:31.839><c> town,</c><00:25:32.920><c> and</c><00:25:33.039><c> it</c><00:25:33.119><c> was</c><00:25:33.299><c> a</c><00:25:33.380><c> good,</c><00:25:33.720><c> solid</c><00:25:33.880><c> paycheck.</c>

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Work<00:25:36.740><c> really</c><00:25:37.180><c> isn't</c><00:25:37.480><c> that</c><00:25:37.759><c> important</c><00:25:38.140><c> to</c><00:25:38.319><c> me.</c>

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I'm<00:25:40.400><c> more</c><00:25:40.680><c> concerned</c><00:25:41.119><c> with</c><00:25:41.400><c> serving</c><00:25:41.700><c> God</c><00:25:42.339><c> and</c><00:25:42.900><c> with</c><00:25:43.039><c> my</c><00:25:43.259><c> friends</c><00:25:43.519><c> in</c>

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Toronto<00:25:44.160><c> and</c><00:25:44.359><c> Detroit.</c>

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You<00:25:45.980><c> see,</c><00:25:46.099><c> I</c><00:25:46.140><c> try</c><00:25:46.339><c> to</c><00:25:46.420><c> go</c><00:25:46.619><c> to</c><00:25:46.700><c> as</c><00:25:46.880><c> many</c><00:25:47.079><c> youth</c><00:25:47.339><c> weekends</c><00:25:47.660><c> and</c><00:25:47.920><c> CYC</c><00:25:48.319><c> weekends</c><00:25:48.740><c> and</c><00:25:49.339><c> Bible</c><00:25:49.680><c> schools</c><00:25:50.039><c> as</c>

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I<00:25:50.440><c> can.</c>

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That's<00:25:51.960><c> why</c><00:25:52.140><c> I</c><00:25:52.299><c> have</c><00:25:52.440><c> a</c><00:25:52.579><c> job.</c><00:25:52.799><c> The</c><00:25:52.859><c> only</c><00:25:52.980><c> reason</c><00:25:53.160><c> I</c><00:25:53.240><c> have</c><00:25:53.440><c> a</c><00:25:53.559><c> job</c>

00:25:53.819 --> 00:25:58.099
is<00:25:54.140><c> to</c><00:25:54.720><c> pay</c><00:25:54.900><c> for</c><00:25:55.960><c> my</c><00:25:56.180><c> visits</c><00:25:56.480><c> to</c><00:25:56.599><c> go</c><00:25:56.799><c> see</c><00:25:56.920><c> my</c><00:25:57.160><c> friends.</c>

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Well,<00:25:59.900><c> let</c><00:26:00.079><c> me</c><00:26:00.180><c> tell</c><00:26:00.299><c> you,</c><00:26:00.400><c> I</c><00:26:00.519><c> just</c><00:26:00.900><c> can't</c><00:26:01.319><c> believe</c><00:26:02.160><c> how</c><00:26:03.519><c> ungodly</c><00:26:04.359><c> and</c>

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evil<00:26:05.200><c> the</c><00:26:05.779><c> people</c><00:26:06.059><c> at</c><00:26:06.220><c> McDonald's</c><00:26:06.900><c> were.</c>

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You<00:26:09.059><c> just</c><00:26:09.380><c> wouldn't</c><00:26:09.640><c> believe</c><00:26:10.000><c> the</c><00:26:10.160><c> people</c><00:26:10.339><c> I</c><00:26:10.559><c> work</c><00:26:10.740><c> with.</c><00:26:11.119><c> You've</c><00:26:11.279><c> never</c><00:26:11.579><c> met</c>

00:26:11.940 --> 00:26:15.099
such<00:26:12.259><c> terrible</c><00:26:12.759><c> people</c><00:26:13.400><c> as</c><00:26:13.859><c> these</c><00:26:14.019><c> people</c><00:26:14.180><c> at</c><00:26:14.200><c> McDonald's.</c>

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I<00:26:15.640><c> hated</c><00:26:15.839><c> working</c><00:26:16.180><c> there.</c><00:26:17.259><c> You</c><00:26:17.359><c> see,</c><00:26:17.519><c> I</c><00:26:17.660><c> was</c><00:26:17.900><c> supposed</c><00:26:18.059><c> to</c><00:26:18.420><c> clean</c><00:26:18.599><c> up</c>

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and<00:26:19.059><c> stuff</c><00:26:19.220><c> like</c><00:26:19.519><c> that.</c>

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Sweep,<00:26:21.559><c> keep</c><00:26:21.740><c> the</c><00:26:21.980><c> dining</c><00:26:22.279><c> area</c><00:26:22.680><c> clean,</c><00:26:23.480><c> empty</c><00:26:23.640><c> the</c><00:26:24.000><c> trash,</c>

00:26:24.960 --> 00:26:26.519
mop<00:26:25.160><c> around</c><00:26:25.440><c> the</c><00:26:25.680><c> kitchen.</c>

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I<00:26:27.460><c> could</c><00:26:27.680><c> live</c><00:26:27.839><c> with</c><00:26:28.000><c> the</c><00:26:28.140><c> work</c><00:26:28.319><c> because</c><00:26:28.579><c> I</c><00:26:28.720><c> needed</c><00:26:28.839><c> the</c><00:26:29.019><c> money,</c><00:26:29.940><c> and</c><00:26:30.079><c> it</c><00:26:30.180><c> gave</c><00:26:30.319><c> me</c><00:26:30.519><c> lots</c><00:26:30.700><c> of</c><00:26:30.900><c> opportunity</c><00:26:31.400><c> during</c><00:26:31.720><c> the</c><00:26:32.099><c> times</c><00:26:32.359><c> when</c><00:26:32.500><c> I</c>

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was<00:26:32.720><c> supposed</c><00:26:32.819><c> to</c><00:26:32.920><c> be</c><00:26:32.980><c> working</c>

00:26:33.279 --> 00:26:38.539
to<00:26:33.720><c> do</c><00:26:33.980><c> my</c><00:26:34.180><c> Bible</c><00:26:34.519><c> readings</c><00:26:35.119><c> and</c><00:26:35.880><c> to</c><00:26:36.240><c> work</c><00:26:36.420><c> on</c><00:26:36.700><c> CYC</c><00:26:37.279><c> studies,</c><00:26:38.240><c> and</c><00:26:38.259><c> I</c>

00:26:38.539 --> 00:26:41.000
even<00:26:38.779><c> was</c><00:26:39.019><c> able</c><00:26:39.180><c> to</c><00:26:39.359><c> take</c><00:26:39.519><c> naps</c><00:26:39.859><c> and</c><00:26:40.140><c> stuff.</c>

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But<00:26:41.759><c> the</c><00:26:42.000><c> people</c><00:26:42.460><c> were</c><00:26:42.759><c> just</c><00:26:43.019><c> too</c><00:26:43.339><c> mean.</c><00:26:44.099><c> Everybody</c><00:26:44.380><c> was</c><00:26:44.599><c> always</c><00:26:44.859><c> complaining,</c><00:26:45.579><c> saying</c><00:26:45.880><c> that</c>

00:26:46.259 --> 00:26:47.740
I<00:26:46.400><c> wasn't</c><00:26:46.720><c> getting</c><00:26:46.940><c> my</c><00:26:47.299><c> work</c><00:26:47.539><c> done.</c>

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I<00:26:47.880><c> wasn't</c><00:26:48.180><c> carrying</c><00:26:48.559><c> my</c><00:26:48.920><c> share</c><00:26:49.059><c> of</c><00:26:49.200><c> the</c><00:26:49.339><c> load,</c><00:26:50.019><c> or</c><00:26:50.200><c> I</c><00:26:50.279><c> was</c><00:26:50.539><c> too</c>

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slow,<00:26:52.000><c> or</c><00:26:52.119><c> they</c><00:26:52.220><c> had</c><00:26:52.400><c> to</c><00:26:52.599><c> wait</c><00:26:52.819><c> for</c><00:26:53.019><c> me</c><00:26:53.240><c> every</c><00:26:53.500><c> night</c><00:26:53.680><c> just</c><00:26:53.859><c> to</c>

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close<00:26:54.359><c> up.</c>

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They<00:26:56.279><c> would</c><00:26:56.539><c> call</c><00:26:56.680><c> me</c><00:26:56.940><c> names,</c><00:26:57.400><c> and</c><00:26:57.420><c> they</c><00:26:57.480><c> would</c><00:26:57.700><c> throw</c><00:26:57.940><c> food</c>

00:26:58.140 --> 00:27:00.319
at<00:26:58.339><c> me.</c><00:26:58.880><c> It</c><00:26:59.079><c> was</c><00:26:59.279><c> terrible.</c>

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And<00:27:01.440><c> then</c><00:27:01.759><c> after</c><00:27:02.220><c> the</c><00:27:02.480><c> third</c><00:27:02.700><c> week,</c><00:27:03.160><c> I've</c><00:27:03.359><c> been</c><00:27:03.420><c> there</c><00:27:03.559><c> for</c><00:27:03.720><c> three</c><00:27:04.019><c> weeks,</c><00:27:04.920><c> I</c>

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just<00:27:05.380><c> asked</c><00:27:05.579><c> for</c><00:27:05.980><c> a</c><00:27:06.140><c> few</c><00:27:06.259><c> days</c><00:27:06.480><c> off</c><00:27:06.700><c> to</c><00:27:06.799><c> go</c><00:27:06.960><c> to</c><00:27:07.099><c> a</c><00:27:07.259><c> conference,</c>

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and<00:27:08.339><c> the</c><00:27:08.519><c> boss</c><00:27:08.740><c> said</c><00:27:09.059><c> no.</c>

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When<00:27:11.339><c> I</c><00:27:11.480><c> asked</c><00:27:11.559><c> why</c><00:27:11.779><c> not,</c><00:27:11.960><c> he</c><00:27:12.119><c> said</c><00:27:12.420><c> it</c><00:27:12.700><c> was</c><00:27:12.920><c> because</c><00:27:13.299><c> I</c><00:27:13.500><c> wasn't</c>

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working<00:27:14.180><c> hard</c><00:27:14.480><c> enough,</c><00:27:14.700><c> and</c><00:27:14.859><c> I</c><00:27:14.880><c> was</c><00:27:15.079><c> sitting</c><00:27:15.259><c> around</c><00:27:15.579><c> too</c><00:27:15.799><c> much,</c><00:27:15.980><c> just</c><00:27:16.259><c> reading</c><00:27:16.539><c> and</c>

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wasting<00:27:17.420><c> time.</c>

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But<00:27:19.180><c> I</c><00:27:19.359><c> knew</c><00:27:19.539><c> it</c><00:27:19.700><c> was</c><00:27:19.880><c> because</c><00:27:20.220><c> I</c><00:27:20.359><c> had</c><00:27:20.640><c> talked</c><00:27:20.980><c> to</c><00:27:21.079><c> him</c><00:27:21.240><c> about</c><00:27:21.460><c> my</c><00:27:21.859><c> religion,</c><00:27:23.039><c> and</c><00:27:23.319><c> he</c><00:27:23.480><c> just</c><00:27:23.660><c> wanted</c><00:27:23.819><c> to</c><00:27:24.099><c> persecute</c><00:27:24.519><c> me.</c><00:27:25.960><c> I</c>

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just<00:27:26.400><c> had</c><00:27:26.640><c> to</c><00:27:26.900><c> quit.</c>

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So<00:27:28.380><c> I</c><00:27:28.460><c> left</c><00:27:28.720><c> there,</c><00:27:28.920><c> and</c><00:27:28.940><c> I</c><00:27:29.019><c> got</c><00:27:29.160><c> a</c><00:27:29.259><c> new</c><00:27:29.480><c> job</c><00:27:29.619><c> at</c><00:27:29.759><c> a</c><00:27:29.859><c> hotel</c><00:27:30.200><c> working</c><00:27:30.559><c> in</c>

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the<00:27:30.859><c> kitchen.</c>

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I<00:27:31.599><c> was</c><00:27:31.700><c> doing</c><00:27:31.819><c> the</c><00:27:31.980><c> same</c><00:27:32.180><c> kind</c><00:27:32.400><c> of</c><00:27:32.539><c> work,</c><00:27:32.980><c> and</c><00:27:33.180><c> I</c><00:27:33.339><c> hated</c><00:27:33.519><c> it,</c><00:27:34.059><c> and</c><00:27:34.279><c> I'm</c><00:27:34.440><c> no</c>

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good<00:27:34.799><c> at</c><00:27:34.980><c> it,</c><00:27:35.640><c> but</c><00:27:35.819><c> the</c><00:27:36.000><c> people</c><00:27:36.200><c> seemed</c><00:27:36.400><c> a</c><00:27:36.539><c> lot</c><00:27:36.700><c> nicer.</c>

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They<00:27:38.299><c> were</c><00:27:38.579><c> older</c><00:27:38.839><c> than</c><00:27:39.019><c> people</c><00:27:39.220><c> at</c><00:27:39.299><c> McDonald's,</c><00:27:40.299><c> and</c><00:27:40.640><c> I</c><00:27:40.740><c> thought</c><00:27:40.839><c> it</c>

00:27:40.960 --> 00:27:44.000
might<00:27:41.359><c> be</c><00:27:42.200><c> better</c><00:27:42.440><c> if</c><00:27:42.539><c> they</c><00:27:42.660><c> were</c><00:27:42.799><c> more</c><00:27:43.000><c> mature.</c>

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So<00:27:44.599><c> at</c><00:27:44.839><c> the</c><00:27:44.960><c> interview</c><00:27:45.220><c> right</c><00:27:45.460><c> up</c><00:27:45.700><c> front,</c><00:27:46.299><c> I</c><00:27:46.319><c> told</c><00:27:46.519><c> them</c><00:27:46.720><c> straight</c><00:27:47.039><c> out</c>

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that<00:27:47.619><c> my</c><00:27:47.880><c> religious</c><00:27:48.240><c> life</c><00:27:48.519><c> was</c><00:27:48.720><c> more</c><00:27:48.940><c> important</c><00:27:49.299><c> to</c><00:27:49.400><c> me</c><00:27:49.539><c> than</c><00:27:49.720><c> work,</c>

00:27:50.619 --> 00:27:53.460
and<00:27:50.700><c> I</c><00:27:50.799><c> would</c><00:27:50.900><c> be</c><00:27:51.119><c> taking</c><00:27:51.299><c> lots</c><00:27:51.779><c> of</c><00:27:52.000><c> time</c><00:27:52.259><c> off</c><00:27:52.680><c> for</c><00:27:53.079><c> weekends</c>

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and<00:27:53.660><c> things</c><00:27:53.880><c> like</c><00:27:54.160><c> that.</c>

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My<00:27:55.740><c> boss</c><00:27:55.980><c> said,</c><00:27:56.519><c> sure,</c><00:27:57.059><c> you</c><00:27:57.180><c> can</c><00:27:57.480><c> have</c><00:27:57.640><c> the</c><00:27:57.779><c> normal</c><00:27:57.960><c> time</c><00:27:58.200><c> off.</c>

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Well,<00:28:00.059><c> he</c><00:28:00.279><c> lied</c><00:28:00.599><c> to</c><00:28:00.819><c> me.</c>

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The<00:28:02.119><c> first</c><00:28:02.380><c> weekend</c><00:28:02.680><c> after</c><00:28:02.980><c> I</c><00:28:03.059><c> was</c><00:28:03.220><c> hired,</c><00:28:03.480><c> the</c><00:28:03.599><c> very</c><00:28:03.859><c> first</c><00:28:04.079><c> weekend,</c><00:28:04.640><c> I</c>

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went<00:28:04.940><c> and</c><00:28:05.119><c> I</c><00:28:05.259><c> asked</c><00:28:05.400><c> for</c><00:28:05.599><c> Friday</c><00:28:05.880><c> and</c><00:28:06.039><c> Saturday</c><00:28:06.339><c> off,</c><00:28:07.079><c> and</c><00:28:07.200><c> he</c>

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said<00:28:07.579><c> no.</c>

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I<00:28:09.700><c> couldn't</c><00:28:10.000><c> believe</c><00:28:10.279><c> he</c><00:28:10.420><c> would</c><00:28:10.640><c> lie</c><00:28:10.839><c> to</c><00:28:10.980><c> me</c><00:28:11.059><c> like</c><00:28:11.380><c> that.</c><00:28:13.059><c> Nobody</c><00:28:13.299><c> would</c><00:28:13.579><c> talk</c>

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to<00:28:13.880><c> me</c><00:28:14.000><c> at</c><00:28:14.099><c> all.</c><00:28:14.180><c> They</c><00:28:14.299><c> just</c><00:28:14.559><c> ignored</c><00:28:14.920><c> me.</c>

00:28:15.980 --> 00:28:19.740
I<00:28:16.099><c> think</c><00:28:16.240><c> they</c><00:28:16.420><c> were</c><00:28:16.660><c> jealous,</c><00:28:17.059><c> or</c><00:28:17.220><c> maybe</c><00:28:17.359><c> they</c><00:28:17.559><c> thought</c><00:28:17.660><c> I</c><00:28:17.819><c> was</c><00:28:18.359><c> more</c><00:28:18.839><c> righteous</c><00:28:19.240><c> than</c><00:28:19.480><c> them</c><00:28:19.599><c> or</c>

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something<00:28:19.980><c> like</c><00:28:20.279><c> that.</c>

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See,<00:28:22.380><c> I</c><00:28:22.440><c> can't</c><00:28:22.759><c> understand</c><00:28:23.059><c> it.</c><00:28:23.740><c> I</c><00:28:23.920><c> made</c><00:28:24.079><c> my</c><00:28:24.319><c> religious</c><00:28:24.519><c> views</c>

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known<00:28:25.180><c> right</c><00:28:25.720><c> up</c><00:28:26.000><c> front,</c><00:28:26.619><c> and</c><00:28:27.339><c> I</c><00:28:27.480><c> think</c><00:28:27.599><c> that</c><00:28:27.940><c> everyone</c><00:28:28.299><c> held</c>

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that<00:28:28.839><c> against</c><00:28:29.180><c> me,</c>

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treating<00:28:30.619><c> me</c><00:28:30.880><c> bad</c><00:28:31.200><c> and</c><00:28:31.640><c> not</c><00:28:31.960><c> giving</c><00:28:32.119><c> me</c><00:28:32.359><c> time</c><00:28:32.559><c> off</c><00:28:33.140><c> just</c><00:28:33.559><c> because</c><00:28:33.799><c> I</c><00:28:34.059><c> serve</c><00:28:34.279><c> God</c>

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and<00:28:34.700><c> none</c><00:28:34.880><c> of</c><00:28:35.019><c> them</c><00:28:35.180><c> do.</c>

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I<00:28:37.000><c> had</c><00:28:37.259><c> to</c><00:28:37.539><c> quit.</c><00:28:38.319><c> Again,</c><00:28:39.079><c> I</c><00:28:39.200><c> was</c><00:28:39.319><c> being</c><00:28:39.680><c> persecuted</c><00:28:40.240><c> for</c><00:28:40.420><c> my</c>

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religious<00:28:40.960><c> beliefs</c><00:28:41.519><c> twice.</c>

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It<00:28:44.759><c> had</c><00:28:44.880><c> been</c><00:28:45.059><c> three</c><00:28:45.319><c> months,</c><00:28:45.980><c> and</c><00:28:46.099><c> I</c><00:28:46.240><c> had</c><00:28:46.400><c> two</c><00:28:46.680><c> jobs</c><00:28:47.039><c> already,</c>

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so<00:28:48.640><c> I</c><00:28:48.740><c> needed</c><00:28:49.019><c> advice.</c>

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I<00:28:51.140><c> went</c><00:28:51.279><c> to</c><00:28:51.380><c> an</c><00:28:51.480><c> older</c><00:28:51.720><c> brother</c><00:28:51.940><c> in</c><00:28:52.079><c> our</c><00:28:52.220><c> meeting</c><00:28:52.400><c> who</c><00:28:52.640><c> owned</c><00:28:52.839><c> his</c><00:28:53.039><c> own</c><00:28:53.200><c> business.</c><00:28:54.359><c> I</c>

00:28:54.559 --> 00:28:56.440
asked<00:28:54.720><c> him</c><00:28:54.839><c> if</c><00:28:55.039><c> all</c><00:28:55.339><c> jobs</c><00:28:55.619><c> were</c><00:28:55.859><c> like</c><00:28:56.119><c> this.</c>

00:28:56.759 --> 00:28:59.240
I<00:28:56.920><c> told</c><00:28:57.059><c> him</c><00:28:57.160><c> I</c><00:28:57.220><c> needed</c><00:28:57.440><c> to</c><00:28:57.759><c> work</c><00:28:58.160><c> to</c><00:28:58.480><c> get</c><00:28:58.599><c> the</c><00:28:58.759><c> money</c><00:28:58.900><c> to</c><00:28:59.019><c> go</c><00:28:59.119><c> to</c>

00:28:59.240 --> 00:29:00.259
Bible<00:28:59.500><c> schools</c><00:28:59.759><c> next</c><00:29:00.019><c> summer.</c>

00:29:00.259 --> 00:29:02.859
I<00:29:00.799><c> was</c><00:29:00.940><c> planning</c><00:29:01.059><c> to</c><00:29:01.140><c> take</c><00:29:01.220><c> the</c><00:29:01.359><c> whole</c><00:29:01.640><c> summer</c><00:29:01.839><c> off</c><00:29:02.079><c> and</c><00:29:02.240><c> travel</c><00:29:02.460><c> around,</c><00:29:02.779><c> go</c><00:29:02.779><c> to</c>

00:29:02.859 --> 00:29:05.740
all<00:29:03.019><c> different</c><00:29:03.200><c> Bible</c><00:29:03.440><c> schools,</c><00:29:03.740><c> or</c><00:29:03.819><c> maybe</c><00:29:04.180><c> go</c><00:29:04.500><c> on</c><00:29:04.779><c> Truth</c><00:29:05.039><c> Corps.</c>

00:29:06.640 --> 00:29:10.440
So<00:29:06.839><c> I</c><00:29:06.859><c> asked</c><00:29:07.099><c> him</c><00:29:07.319><c> if</c><00:29:07.880><c> he'd</c><00:29:08.240><c> give</c><00:29:08.339><c> me</c><00:29:08.519><c> a</c><00:29:08.619><c> job.</c>

00:29:19.240 --> 00:29:22.519
Somebody<00:29:19.619><c> whose</c><00:29:19.900><c> life</c><00:29:20.220><c> maybe</c><00:29:20.859><c> would</c><00:29:21.420><c> be</c><00:29:21.660><c> improved</c><00:29:22.119><c> if</c><00:29:22.279><c> they</c>

00:29:22.519 --> 00:29:27.460
were<00:29:23.220><c> accepting</c><00:29:23.740><c> responsibility</c><00:29:24.660><c> for</c><00:29:26.420><c> their</c><00:29:26.559><c> actions.</c>

00:29:37.980 --> 00:29:40.299
My<00:29:38.500><c> name</c><00:29:38.799><c> is</c><00:29:39.099><c> Brother</c><00:29:39.380><c> Bill.</c>

00:29:43.480 --> 00:29:45.920
I've<00:29:44.000><c> always</c><00:29:44.220><c> been</c><00:29:44.420><c> good</c><00:29:44.619><c> with</c><00:29:44.859><c> girls.</c>

00:29:48.140 --> 00:29:50.900
Growing<00:29:48.339><c> up,</c><00:29:48.619><c> I</c><00:29:48.640><c> never</c><00:29:48.859><c> had</c><00:29:49.019><c> any</c><00:29:49.259><c> problems</c><00:29:49.680><c> getting</c><00:29:49.920><c> girlfriends.</c>

00:29:52.660 --> 00:29:56.240
My<00:29:52.920><c> family</c><00:29:53.220><c> traveled</c><00:29:53.660><c> a</c><00:29:53.880><c> lot.</c><00:29:54.859><c> My</c><00:29:55.039><c> dad</c><00:29:55.240><c> spoke</c><00:29:55.500><c> at</c><00:29:55.640><c> all</c><00:29:55.759><c> different</c><00:29:55.980><c> kinds</c>

00:29:56.240 --> 00:29:58.559
of<00:29:56.440><c> Bible</c><00:29:56.660><c> schools</c><00:29:57.000><c> and</c><00:29:57.220><c> weekends</c><00:29:57.559><c> and</c><00:29:57.839><c> stuff.</c>

00:29:58.880 --> 00:30:01.119
We'd<00:29:59.400><c> go</c><00:29:59.500><c> to</c><00:29:59.660><c> like</c><00:29:59.900><c> four</c><00:30:00.200><c> or</c><00:30:00.359><c> five.</c>

00:30:15.339 --> 00:30:17.539
And<00:30:15.859><c> about</c><00:30:16.039><c> a</c><00:30:16.220><c> dozen</c><00:30:16.440><c> youth</c><00:30:16.700><c> weekends.</c>

00:30:18.759 --> 00:30:22.079
It<00:30:18.859><c> was</c><00:30:18.960><c> lots</c><00:30:19.180><c> of</c><00:30:19.460><c> fun.</c><00:30:20.539><c> Meet</c><00:30:20.700><c> all</c><00:30:20.880><c> these</c><00:30:21.059><c> different</c><00:30:21.359><c> girls,</c>

00:30:22.559 --> 00:30:25.259
have<00:30:22.680><c> different</c><00:30:22.940><c> relationships</c><00:30:23.619><c> and</c><00:30:23.859><c> stuff</c><00:30:24.019><c> like</c><00:30:24.299><c> that.</c>

00:30:25.579 --> 00:30:30.700
Go<00:30:26.019><c> out</c><00:30:26.200><c> with</c><00:30:26.380><c> different</c><00:30:26.619><c> girls.</c><00:30:28.339><c> Go</c><00:30:28.779><c> out</c><00:30:28.980><c> with</c><00:30:29.480><c> different</c><00:30:29.740><c> girls</c><00:30:30.380><c> at</c>

00:30:30.700 --> 00:30:32.180
the<00:30:30.900><c> same</c><00:30:31.140><c> time.</c>

00:30:35.859 --> 00:30:41.319
Okay,<00:30:36.299><c> so</c><00:30:36.740><c> I</c><00:30:37.720><c> did</c><00:30:37.960><c> that.</c><00:30:39.619><c> I</c><00:30:39.819><c> had</c><00:30:39.960><c> lots</c><00:30:40.200><c> of</c><00:30:40.380><c> different</c><00:30:40.640><c> girlfriends</c><00:30:40.940><c> all</c><00:30:41.180><c> at</c>

00:30:41.319 --> 00:30:42.740
the<00:30:41.440><c> same</c><00:30:41.700><c> time.</c>

00:30:43.579 --> 00:30:46.079
But<00:30:43.819><c> it</c><00:30:43.900><c> was</c><00:30:44.119><c> great.</c><00:30:44.660><c> It</c><00:30:44.740><c> was</c><00:30:44.960><c> always</c><00:30:45.180><c> great.</c>

00:30:46.880 --> 00:30:50.960
I<00:30:47.000><c> think</c><00:30:47.140><c> a</c><00:30:47.279><c> lot</c><00:30:47.420><c> of</c><00:30:47.539><c> them</c><00:30:47.640><c> knew</c><00:30:47.819><c> it.</c><00:30:48.380><c> See,</c><00:30:48.579><c> I</c><00:30:48.660><c> guess</c><00:30:48.880><c> I</c><00:30:49.019><c> had</c><00:30:49.220><c> probably</c><00:30:49.500><c> a</c><00:30:49.500><c> bit</c><00:30:49.700><c> of</c><00:30:49.839><c> a</c><00:30:50.000><c> reputation.</c>

00:30:51.259 --> 00:30:53.220
But<00:30:51.420><c> none</c><00:30:51.539><c> of</c><00:30:51.539><c> them</c><00:30:51.640><c> seemed</c><00:30:51.839><c> to</c><00:30:52.000><c> mind</c><00:30:52.140><c> that</c><00:30:52.440><c> much.</c>

00:30:53.880 --> 00:30:56.839
I<00:30:54.279><c> never</c><00:30:54.519><c> was</c><00:30:54.720><c> that</c><00:30:54.940><c> good</c><00:30:55.039><c> of</c><00:30:55.200><c> a</c><00:30:55.299><c> letter</c><00:30:55.519><c> writer,</c><00:30:56.240><c> but</c><00:30:56.400><c> I</c><00:30:56.500><c> always</c><00:30:56.660><c> got</c>

00:30:56.839 --> 00:30:58.640
tons<00:30:57.140><c> of</c><00:30:57.380><c> letters</c><00:30:57.519><c> from</c><00:30:57.700><c> girls.</c>

00:30:58.960 --> 00:31:01.819
I<00:30:59.099><c> would</c><00:30:59.299><c> call</c><00:30:59.599><c> them</c><00:30:59.779><c> to</c><00:30:59.920><c> keep</c><00:31:00.059><c> the</c><00:31:00.259><c> romance</c><00:31:00.700><c> going</c><00:31:01.079><c> and</c><00:31:01.420><c> we'd</c>

00:31:01.819 --> 00:31:04.759
make<00:31:02.019><c> plans</c><00:31:02.400><c> for</c><00:31:02.599><c> the</c><00:31:02.660><c> next</c><00:31:02.900><c> time</c><00:31:03.059><c> we'd</c><00:31:03.339><c> see</c><00:31:03.440><c> each</c><00:31:03.640><c> other.</c>

00:31:05.859 --> 00:31:08.240
I<00:31:05.980><c> don't</c><00:31:06.059><c> want</c><00:31:06.099><c> you</c><00:31:06.259><c> thinking</c><00:31:06.420><c> I</c><00:31:06.519><c> was</c><00:31:06.660><c> some</c><00:31:06.900><c> kind</c><00:31:07.059><c> of</c><00:31:07.759><c> terrible</c>

00:31:08.240 --> 00:31:09.680
person<00:31:08.680><c> or</c><00:31:08.799><c> something.</c>

00:31:09.980 --> 00:31:12.619
I<00:31:10.119><c> never</c><00:31:10.339><c> had</c><00:31:10.539><c> more</c><00:31:10.799><c> than</c><00:31:11.079><c> like</c><00:31:11.519><c> three</c><00:31:11.859><c> girlfriends</c><00:31:12.279><c> at</c><00:31:12.460><c> any</c>

00:31:12.619 --> 00:31:13.799
one<00:31:12.839><c> time.</c>

00:31:15.099 --> 00:31:17.720
You<00:31:15.380><c> see,</c><00:31:15.519><c> it</c><00:31:15.720><c> really</c><00:31:15.920><c> wasn't</c><00:31:16.099><c> that</c><00:31:16.400><c> hard.</c><00:31:16.740><c> I</c><00:31:16.740><c> just</c><00:31:17.279><c> sometimes</c>

00:31:17.720 --> 00:31:18.940
had<00:31:18.039><c> scheduling</c><00:31:18.480><c> problems,</c>

00:31:19.279 --> 00:31:21.039
like<00:31:19.420><c> two</c><00:31:19.660><c> of</c><00:31:19.759><c> them</c><00:31:19.880><c> being</c><00:31:20.059><c> at</c><00:31:20.220><c> the</c><00:31:20.339><c> same</c><00:31:20.559><c> Bible</c><00:31:20.740><c> school</c><00:31:20.880><c> at</c>

00:31:21.039 --> 00:31:21.799
the<00:31:21.119><c> same</c><00:31:21.339><c> time.</c>

00:31:21.799 --> 00:31:24.299
So<00:31:22.279><c> I</c><00:31:22.319><c> would</c><00:31:22.420><c> just</c><00:31:22.660><c> break</c><00:31:22.839><c> up</c><00:31:22.980><c> with</c><00:31:23.180><c> one</c><00:31:23.319><c> before</c><00:31:23.640><c> I</c><00:31:23.779><c> got</c><00:31:23.920><c> there</c>

00:31:24.299 --> 00:31:26.539
and,<00:31:24.680><c> you</c><00:31:24.779><c> know,</c><00:31:25.140><c> work</c><00:31:25.359><c> it</c><00:31:25.500><c> all</c><00:31:25.680><c> out.</c>

00:31:27.220 --> 00:31:31.259
It<00:31:27.279><c> was</c><00:31:27.400><c> just</c><00:31:27.619><c> great</c><00:31:27.779><c> knowing</c><00:31:28.059><c> that</c><00:31:28.680><c> wherever</c><00:31:28.960><c> I</c><00:31:29.240><c> went,</c><00:31:30.339><c> there'd</c><00:31:30.480><c> be</c><00:31:30.559><c> someone</c><00:31:30.819><c> there</c><00:31:31.039><c> to</c>

00:31:31.259 --> 00:31:34.779
spend<00:31:31.480><c> time</c><00:31:31.819><c> with,</c><00:31:33.259><c> be</c><00:31:33.460><c> together</c><00:31:33.799><c> with.</c>

00:31:35.680 --> 00:31:38.180
All<00:31:35.839><c> my</c><00:31:36.019><c> friends</c><00:31:36.220><c> and</c><00:31:36.380><c> I</c><00:31:36.460><c> would</c><00:31:36.799><c> laugh</c><00:31:37.059><c> about</c><00:31:37.319><c> it.</c>

00:31:38.279 --> 00:31:41.079
All<00:31:38.440><c> the</c><00:31:38.599><c> guys</c><00:31:38.799><c> always</c><00:31:39.119><c> knew</c><00:31:39.240><c> because</c><00:31:39.859><c> word</c><00:31:40.200><c> would</c><00:31:40.359><c> get</c><00:31:40.539><c> around</c><00:31:40.759><c> about</c>

00:31:41.079 --> 00:31:43.220
who<00:31:41.339><c> was</c><00:31:41.539><c> available</c><00:31:41.880><c> at</c><00:31:42.019><c> the</c><00:31:42.180><c> Bible</c><00:31:42.400><c> school.</c>

00:31:43.519 --> 00:31:47.160
And<00:31:43.960><c> I</c><00:31:44.059><c> just</c><00:31:44.259><c> referred</c><00:31:44.460><c> to</c><00:31:44.579><c> it</c><00:31:44.720><c> as</c><00:31:45.380><c> rotating</c><00:31:45.880><c> my</c><00:31:46.180><c> crops.</c>

00:31:48.980 --> 00:31:52.200
And<00:31:49.420><c> I'd</c><00:31:49.859><c> always</c><00:31:49.980><c> get</c><00:31:50.140><c> a</c><00:31:50.259><c> big</c><00:31:50.960><c> laugh</c><00:31:51.339><c> out</c><00:31:51.519><c> of</c><00:31:51.680><c> that.</c>

00:31:52.700 --> 00:31:55.200
See,<00:31:52.740><c> everybody</c><00:31:52.900><c> always</c><00:31:53.140><c> thought</c><00:31:53.359><c> I</c><00:31:53.539><c> was</c><00:31:53.740><c> funny.</c><00:31:54.980><c> Everybody</c>

00:31:55.200 --> 00:31:56.940
always<00:31:55.460><c> thought</c><00:31:55.619><c> I</c><00:31:55.759><c> was</c><00:31:56.019><c> cool.</c>

00:31:57.539 --> 00:32:00.519
I<00:31:57.740><c> always</c><00:31:57.920><c> had</c><00:31:58.079><c> a</c><00:31:58.140><c> lot</c><00:31:58.299><c> of</c><00:31:58.480><c> good</c><00:31:58.680><c> buddies.</c><00:31:59.940><c> Everyone</c><00:32:00.180><c> kind</c><00:32:00.400><c> of</c>

00:32:00.519 --> 00:32:02.160
looked<00:32:00.640><c> up</c><00:32:00.859><c> at</c><00:32:01.019><c> me.</c>

00:32:05.039 --> 00:32:06.799
But<00:32:05.480><c> not</c><00:32:05.920><c> anymore.</c>

00:32:09.900 --> 00:32:14.640
You<00:32:10.339><c> see,</c><00:32:12.299><c> after</c><00:32:12.559><c> graduating</c><00:32:12.920><c> from</c><00:32:13.140><c> high</c><00:32:13.339><c> school,</c><00:32:14.220><c> I</c><00:32:14.500><c> picked</c>

00:32:14.640 --> 00:32:15.660
the<00:32:14.819><c> girl</c><00:32:14.920><c> that</c><00:32:15.059><c> I</c><00:32:15.140><c> loved</c><00:32:15.240><c> the</c><00:32:15.400><c> most</c>

00:32:15.660 --> 00:32:18.119
and<00:32:16.660><c> we</c><00:32:16.759><c> got</c><00:32:16.940><c> married.</c>

00:32:20.140 --> 00:32:25.039
It<00:32:20.259><c> was</c><00:32:20.400><c> okay</c><00:32:20.660><c> for</c><00:32:20.900><c> a</c><00:32:21.019><c> while.</c><00:32:22.539><c> She</c><00:32:22.680><c> was</c><00:32:22.900><c> pretty</c><00:32:23.160><c> and</c><00:32:23.519><c> lots</c><00:32:23.700><c> of</c><00:32:23.960><c> fun.</c>

00:32:26.200 --> 00:32:30.779
But<00:32:26.579><c> after</c><00:32:27.240><c> we</c><00:32:27.359><c> had</c><00:32:27.460><c> our</c><00:32:27.660><c> first</c><00:32:27.880><c> kid,</c><00:32:28.940><c> I</c><00:32:29.700><c> just</c><00:32:30.119><c> wasn't</c><00:32:30.500><c> that</c>

00:32:30.779 --> 00:32:32.279
interested<00:32:31.140><c> anymore.</c>

00:32:34.039 --> 00:32:36.059
And<00:32:34.160><c> there</c><00:32:34.240><c> was</c><00:32:34.380><c> this</c><00:32:34.599><c> girl</c><00:32:34.740><c> at</c><00:32:34.980><c> work.</c>

00:32:37.859 --> 00:32:41.400
It<00:32:37.940><c> was</c><00:32:38.240><c> perfect.</c><00:32:39.839><c> No</c><00:32:39.980><c> one</c><00:32:40.099><c> in</c><00:32:40.220><c> my</c><00:32:40.400><c> meeting</c><00:32:40.700><c> would</c><00:32:40.960><c> ever</c><00:32:41.180><c> know</c>

00:32:41.400 --> 00:32:42.660
about<00:32:41.619><c> her.</c>

00:32:43.259 --> 00:32:45.640
My<00:32:43.740><c> wife</c><00:32:44.039><c> would</c><00:32:44.220><c> never</c><00:32:44.420><c> know</c><00:32:44.619><c> because</c><00:32:44.779><c> I</c><00:32:45.019><c> worked</c><00:32:45.160><c> about</c><00:32:45.420><c> an</c>

00:32:45.640 --> 00:32:47.799
hour<00:32:45.900><c> away</c><00:32:46.140><c> from</c><00:32:46.359><c> home.</c>

00:32:48.720 --> 00:32:51.799
Then<00:32:48.920><c> I</c><00:32:49.059><c> started</c><00:32:49.420><c> taking</c><00:32:49.740><c> her</c><00:32:49.859><c> out</c><00:32:50.000><c> to</c><00:32:50.180><c> lunches</c><00:32:50.640><c> and</c><00:32:50.859><c> stuff,</c>

00:32:51.920 --> 00:32:53.880
and<00:32:52.240><c> we</c><00:32:52.420><c> started</c><00:32:52.599><c> to</c><00:32:52.839><c> fall</c><00:32:53.000><c> in</c><00:32:53.140><c> love.</c>

00:32:54.400 --> 00:32:58.779
It<00:32:54.640><c> was</c><00:32:54.900><c> great.</c><00:32:56.599><c> It</c><00:32:56.740><c> was</c><00:32:56.799><c> just</c><00:32:56.980><c> like</c><00:32:57.160><c> I</c><00:32:57.240><c> was</c><00:32:57.440><c> 16</c><00:32:57.839><c> again.</c>

00:32:59.079 --> 00:33:02.099
That<00:32:59.220><c> thing</c><00:32:59.299><c> was</c><00:32:59.519><c> all</c><00:32:59.740><c> romantic</c><00:33:00.359><c> and</c><00:33:00.700><c> new</c><00:33:00.880><c> and</c><00:33:01.259><c> fresh.</c>

00:33:04.700 --> 00:33:08.680
Well,<00:33:04.960><c> when</c><00:33:05.079><c> I</c><00:33:05.220><c> started</c><00:33:05.359><c> spending</c><00:33:05.680><c> long</c><00:33:06.039><c> hours</c><00:33:06.319><c> at</c><00:33:06.619><c> work,</c><00:33:08.460><c> my</c>

00:33:08.680 --> 00:33:10.160
wife<00:33:08.859><c> started</c><00:33:09.160><c> to</c><00:33:09.420><c> worry.</c>

00:33:12.000 --> 00:33:15.640
And<00:33:12.400><c> once</c><00:33:12.599><c> she</c><00:33:12.740><c> drove</c><00:33:12.940><c> over</c><00:33:13.140><c> to</c><00:33:13.259><c> my</c><00:33:13.359><c> office</c><00:33:14.019><c> and</c><00:33:15.079><c> she</c><00:33:15.240><c> found</c><00:33:15.380><c> that</c><00:33:15.539><c> I</c>

00:33:15.640 --> 00:33:17.559
wasn't<00:33:15.819><c> there</c><00:33:16.059><c> alone.</c>

00:33:21.740 --> 00:33:23.559
So<00:33:21.880><c> here</c><00:33:22.059><c> I</c><00:33:22.200><c> am.</c>

00:33:25.039 --> 00:33:27.660
I<00:33:25.299><c> don't</c><00:33:25.440><c> have</c><00:33:25.640><c> anyone</c><00:33:25.900><c> who</c><00:33:26.099><c> loves</c><00:33:26.279><c> me.</c>

00:33:28.720 --> 00:33:30.700
My<00:33:28.880><c> wife</c><00:33:29.039><c> and</c><00:33:29.160><c> my</c><00:33:29.359><c> son</c><00:33:29.460><c> have</c><00:33:29.619><c> moved</c><00:33:29.740><c> back</c><00:33:29.960><c> to</c><00:33:30.220><c> Colorado</c><00:33:30.500><c> to</c><00:33:30.640><c> be</c>

00:33:30.700 --> 00:33:32.220
with<00:33:30.839><c> her</c><00:33:31.119><c> parents.</c>

00:33:34.359 --> 00:33:37.420
My<00:33:34.559><c> girlfriend</c><00:33:34.960><c> hates</c><00:33:35.160><c> me</c><00:33:35.420><c> because</c><00:33:35.799><c> of</c><00:33:36.140><c> the</c><00:33:36.240><c> way</c><00:33:36.380><c> I</c><00:33:36.619><c> acted</c><00:33:36.859><c> when</c><00:33:37.180><c> my</c>

00:33:37.420 --> 00:33:38.700
wife<00:33:37.660><c> left.</c>

00:33:39.740 --> 00:33:45.440
Everyone<00:33:40.180><c> in</c><00:33:40.319><c> my</c><00:33:40.480><c> meeting,</c><00:33:41.400><c> all</c><00:33:41.619><c> my</c><00:33:41.759><c> friends,</c><00:33:42.200><c> my</c><00:33:42.299><c> brothers</c><00:33:42.460><c> and</c><00:33:42.619><c> sisters,</c><00:33:43.940><c> they</c><00:33:44.079><c> all</c><00:33:44.200><c> think</c><00:33:44.319><c> I'm</c><00:33:44.519><c> a</c><00:33:44.640><c> jerk.</c>

00:33:46.180 --> 00:33:47.940
Nobody<00:33:46.339><c> wants</c><00:33:46.519><c> to</c><00:33:46.680><c> talk</c><00:33:46.880><c> to</c><00:33:47.019><c> me</c><00:33:47.140><c> anymore.</c>

00:33:50.380 --> 00:33:52.859
I<00:33:50.640><c> don't</c><00:33:50.880><c> know</c><00:33:51.079><c> what</c><00:33:51.319><c> went</c><00:33:51.460><c> wrong.</c>

00:34:02.359 --> 00:34:06.920
I<00:34:02.799><c> think</c><00:34:02.940><c> it's</c><00:34:03.160><c> a</c><00:34:03.279><c> person</c><00:34:03.539><c> who</c><00:34:04.599><c> wasn't</c><00:34:04.900><c> dedicated</c><00:34:05.380><c> to</c><00:34:05.660><c> truth.</c>

00:34:07.319 --> 00:34:10.960
They<00:34:07.799><c> didn't</c><00:34:08.039><c> change</c><00:34:08.480><c> their</c><00:34:08.739><c> perception</c><00:34:09.420><c> of</c><00:34:10.340><c> who</c><00:34:10.500><c> they</c><00:34:10.760><c> are,</c>

00:34:11.000 --> 00:34:13.820
who<00:34:11.139><c> they</c><00:34:11.360><c> should</c><00:34:11.500><c> be</c><00:34:11.679><c> when</c><00:34:11.820><c> they</c><00:34:11.980><c> grew</c><00:34:12.159><c> up.</c>

00:34:19.159 --> 00:34:21.000
My<00:34:19.639><c> name</c><00:34:19.739><c> is</c><00:34:19.820><c> Brother</c><00:34:20.059><c> Doug.</c>

00:34:22.500 --> 00:34:25.199
Oh,<00:34:23.199><c> man,</c><00:34:23.599><c> excuse</c><00:34:23.880><c> me</c><00:34:24.059><c> if</c><00:34:24.199><c> I</c><00:34:24.360><c> yawn.</c>

00:34:25.360 --> 00:34:27.539
I<00:34:25.480><c> was</c><00:34:25.519><c> up</c><00:34:25.679><c> till</c><00:34:25.880><c> 3</c><00:34:26.119><c>.30</c><00:34:26.300><c> last</c><00:34:26.579><c> night</c><00:34:26.780><c> trying</c><00:34:26.980><c> to</c><00:34:27.039><c> get</c><00:34:27.179><c> the</c><00:34:27.360><c> notes</c>

00:34:27.539 --> 00:34:29.019
together<00:34:27.860><c> for</c><00:34:28.039><c> this</c><00:34:28.260><c> talk.</c>

00:34:29.579 --> 00:34:34.579
You<00:34:29.780><c> see,</c><00:34:30.360><c> I</c><00:34:30.599><c> never</c><00:34:31.079><c> can</c><00:34:31.539><c> find</c><00:34:31.920><c> enough</c><00:34:32.360><c> time</c><00:34:33.079><c> for</c><00:34:33.599><c> the</c><00:34:33.960><c> important</c><00:34:34.260><c> things</c>

00:34:34.579 --> 00:34:36.059
in<00:34:34.780><c> life</c><00:34:34.980><c> like</c><00:34:35.239><c> Bible</c><00:34:35.719><c> study.</c>

00:34:36.059 --> 00:34:41.360
Or<00:34:36.559><c> preparing</c><00:34:36.900><c> for</c><00:34:37.159><c> an</c><00:34:37.340><c> exhortation</c><00:34:37.860><c> or</c><00:34:38.340><c> even</c><00:34:38.739><c> a</c><00:34:39.000><c> little</c><00:34:39.280><c> speech</c><00:34:39.579><c> like</c><00:34:39.920><c> this.</c>

00:34:41.440 --> 00:34:42.780
See,<00:34:41.539><c> that's</c><00:34:41.739><c> what</c><00:34:41.960><c> bugs</c><00:34:42.179><c> me.</c>

00:34:43.119 --> 00:34:45.639
Because<00:34:43.360><c> I</c><00:34:43.460><c> know</c><00:34:43.599><c> how</c><00:34:43.920><c> important</c><00:34:44.260><c> it</c><00:34:44.460><c> is</c><00:34:44.920><c> for</c><00:34:45.199><c> me</c><00:34:45.320><c> to</c><00:34:45.519><c> spend</c>

00:34:45.639 --> 00:34:46.820
time<00:34:45.940><c> reading</c><00:34:46.199><c> the</c><00:34:46.420><c> Bible.</c>

00:34:47.260 --> 00:34:50.239
And<00:34:47.500><c> I</c><00:34:47.599><c> have</c><00:34:47.800><c> tons</c><00:34:48.059><c> of</c><00:34:48.300><c> responsibilities</c><00:34:48.860><c> in</c><00:34:49.019><c> my</c><00:34:49.179><c> home</c><00:34:49.360><c> Ecclesia.</c>

00:34:50.880 --> 00:34:53.659
But<00:34:51.179><c> every</c><00:34:51.599><c> time</c><00:34:51.800><c> I</c><00:34:51.900><c> have</c><00:34:52.079><c> to</c><00:34:52.300><c> speak</c><00:34:52.440><c> I'm</c><00:34:52.559><c> up</c><00:34:52.659><c> till</c><00:34:52.980><c> 3</c><00:34:53.300><c> o</c><00:34:53.460><c>'clock</c>

00:34:53.659 --> 00:34:55.780
or<00:34:53.820><c> 4</c><00:34:54.179><c> o</c><00:34:54.320><c>'clock</c><00:34:54.400><c> in</c><00:34:54.519><c> the</c><00:34:54.579><c> morning</c><00:34:54.900><c> trying</c><00:34:55.380><c> to</c><00:34:55.519><c> put</c><00:34:55.599><c> an</c>

00:34:55.780 --> 00:34:57.219
exhortation<00:34:56.260><c> together.</c>

00:34:57.780 --> 00:35:00.260
It's<00:34:58.059><c> never</c><00:34:58.300><c> as</c><00:34:58.460><c> good</c><00:34:58.579><c> as</c><00:34:58.719><c> I'd</c><00:34:58.940><c> like</c><00:34:59.079><c> it</c><00:34:59.219><c> to</c><00:34:59.360><c> be.</c>

00:35:01.239 --> 00:35:04.539
You<00:35:01.480><c> see,</c><00:35:02.360><c> I</c><00:35:02.639><c> own</c><00:35:02.800><c> my</c><00:35:03.000><c> own</c><00:35:03.219><c> small</c><00:35:03.440><c> business.</c>

00:35:06.059 --> 00:35:08.679
I<00:35:06.260><c> started</c><00:35:06.539><c> this</c><00:35:07.019><c> business,</c><00:35:07.400><c> this</c><00:35:07.599><c> computer</c><00:35:07.960><c> services</c><00:35:08.320><c> business.</c>

00:35:08.800 --> 00:35:11.820
It<00:35:08.800><c> was</c><00:35:09.460><c> perfect.</c><00:35:10.599><c> It</c><00:35:10.599><c> was</c><00:35:10.980><c> just</c><00:35:11.139><c> something</c><00:35:11.260><c> I</c><00:35:11.360><c> could</c><00:35:11.639><c> do.</c>

00:35:11.900 --> 00:35:14.659
It<00:35:11.980><c> would</c><00:35:12.039><c> only</c><00:35:12.179><c> take</c><00:35:12.340><c> a</c><00:35:12.500><c> few</c><00:35:12.639><c> hours</c><00:35:13.019><c> a</c><00:35:13.239><c> day</c><00:35:13.559><c> and</c><00:35:13.760><c> I'd</c><00:35:14.000><c> have</c><00:35:14.159><c> lots</c><00:35:14.420><c> of</c>

00:35:14.659 --> 00:35:16.239
time<00:35:14.920><c> for</c><00:35:15.079><c> the</c><00:35:15.320><c> truth.</c>

00:35:16.920 --> 00:35:19.380
But<00:35:17.059><c> you</c><00:35:17.179><c> wouldn't</c><00:35:17.340><c> believe</c><00:35:17.480><c> how</c><00:35:17.619><c> much</c><00:35:17.820><c> time</c><00:35:18.000><c> it</c><00:35:18.199><c> takes</c><00:35:18.400><c> up.</c>

00:35:20.159 --> 00:35:21.420
I'm<00:35:20.440><c> constantly</c><00:35:20.860><c> on</c><00:35:21.039><c> the</c><00:35:21.199><c> road.</c>

00:35:21.820 --> 00:35:23.659
I<00:35:21.940><c> leave</c><00:35:22.059><c> the</c><00:35:22.219><c> house</c><00:35:22.340><c> at</c><00:35:22.519><c> 6</c><00:35:22.719><c> in</c><00:35:22.820><c> the</c><00:35:22.920><c> morning</c><00:35:23.119><c> to</c><00:35:23.260><c> go</c><00:35:23.380><c> out</c><00:35:23.559><c> and</c>

00:35:23.659 --> 00:35:24.260
start<00:35:23.860><c> selling.</c>

00:35:24.719 --> 00:35:27.039
I'm<00:35:24.880><c> on</c><00:35:25.039><c> the</c><00:35:25.139><c> road</c><00:35:25.340><c> kind</c><00:35:25.519><c> of</c><00:35:25.760><c> selling</c><00:35:25.960><c> my</c><00:35:26.320><c> computer</c><00:35:26.619><c> services,</c>

00:35:27.059 --> 00:35:30.239
selling<00:35:27.320><c> my</c><00:35:28.159><c> business</c><00:35:28.679><c> services</c><00:35:29.320><c> to</c><00:35:29.800><c> people.</c>

00:35:30.599 --> 00:35:33.760
From<00:35:30.780><c> like</c><00:35:31.119><c> 6</c><00:35:31.260><c> in</c><00:35:31.360><c> the</c><00:35:31.480><c> morning</c><00:35:31.739><c> to</c><00:35:32.280><c> 6</c><00:35:32.699><c> at</c><00:35:32.920><c> night.</c>

00:35:34.519 --> 00:35:36.699
You<00:35:34.880><c> see,</c><00:35:35.280><c> it's</c><00:35:35.440><c> a</c><00:35:35.500><c> new</c><00:35:35.679><c> business.</c><00:35:36.000><c> I've</c><00:35:36.099><c> only</c><00:35:36.239><c> been</c><00:35:36.380><c> doing</c><00:35:36.539><c> it</c>

00:35:36.699 --> 00:35:39.619
for<00:35:37.159><c> 2</c><00:35:37.500><c> and</c><00:35:37.639><c> a</c><00:35:37.659><c> half,</c><00:35:38.059><c> about</c><00:35:38.300><c> 3</c><00:35:38.659><c> years.</c>

00:35:39.699 --> 00:35:42.719
And<00:35:39.980><c> I've</c><00:35:40.119><c> got</c><00:35:40.199><c> to</c><00:35:40.360><c> put</c><00:35:40.460><c> in</c><00:35:40.719><c> extra</c><00:35:41.039><c> effort</c><00:35:41.219><c> to</c><00:35:41.380><c> make</c><00:35:41.519><c> sure</c><00:35:41.699><c> it</c><00:35:41.860><c> goes.</c>

00:35:43.639 --> 00:35:45.820
Well,<00:35:44.139><c> then</c><00:35:44.300><c> when</c><00:35:44.360><c> I'm</c><00:35:44.539><c> done</c><00:35:44.760><c> with</c><00:35:44.940><c> all</c><00:35:45.159><c> that,</c><00:35:45.360><c> at</c><00:35:45.500><c> the</c><00:35:45.559><c> end</c><00:35:45.659><c> of</c>

00:35:45.820 --> 00:35:48.079
the<00:35:45.900><c> day,</c><00:35:46.039><c> at</c><00:35:46.159><c> 7</c><00:35:46.360><c> o</c><00:35:46.539><c>'clock,</c><00:35:46.659><c> I</c><00:35:46.760><c> go</c><00:35:46.900><c> to</c><00:35:47.159><c> school.</c>

00:35:48.420 --> 00:35:51.699
I'm<00:35:48.639><c> taking</c><00:35:48.880><c> night</c><00:35:49.139><c> classes,</c><00:35:49.619><c> trying</c><00:35:49.820><c> to</c><00:35:49.980><c> learn</c><00:35:50.239><c> computer</c><00:35:50.780><c> programming.</c>

00:35:52.420 --> 00:35:53.420
That's<00:35:52.679><c> another</c><00:35:52.840><c> thing</c><00:35:53.019><c> that</c><00:35:53.179><c> bugs</c><00:35:53.280><c> me.</c>

00:35:53.420 --> 00:35:57.280
Because<00:35:53.659><c> it</c><00:35:53.820><c> is</c><00:35:54.059><c> school,</c><00:35:54.940><c> I</c><00:35:55.059><c> can't</c><00:35:55.239><c> ever</c><00:35:55.400><c> go</c><00:35:55.559><c> to</c><00:35:55.659><c> a</c><00:35:55.800><c> midweek</c><00:35:56.099><c> Bible</c><00:35:56.500><c> class</c><00:35:57.019><c> or</c>

00:35:57.280 --> 00:36:00.179
brother's<00:35:57.820><c> class</c><00:35:58.039><c> or</c><00:35:58.400><c> any</c><00:35:58.599><c> of</c><00:35:58.659><c> the</c><00:35:58.780><c> ecclesial</c><00:35:59.199><c> functions.</c>

00:36:00.400 --> 00:36:04.019
But<00:36:00.840><c> the</c><00:36:01.139><c> college</c><00:36:01.380><c> classes</c><00:36:01.679><c> only</c><00:36:01.920><c> last</c><00:36:02.139><c> like</c><00:36:02.360><c> another</c><00:36:02.820><c> 18</c><00:36:03.440><c> or</c>

00:36:04.019 --> 00:36:05.480
24<00:36:04.559><c> months.</c>

00:36:05.539 --> 00:36:08.739
And<00:36:05.679><c> then</c><00:36:05.800><c> I'm</c><00:36:05.980><c> going</c><00:36:05.980><c> to</c><00:36:06.139><c> take</c><00:36:06.539><c> business</c><00:36:06.980><c> management</c><00:36:07.340><c> for</c><00:36:07.860><c> 2</c>

00:36:08.739 --> 00:36:09.980
or<00:36:08.820><c> 4</c><00:36:09.119><c> years</c><00:36:09.420><c> or</c><00:36:09.539><c> something</c><00:36:09.679><c> like</c><00:36:09.900><c> that.</c>

00:36:10.199 --> 00:36:12.199
But<00:36:10.480><c> soon</c><00:36:10.980><c> I'll</c><00:36:11.119><c> get</c><00:36:11.280><c> there.</c>

00:36:12.579 --> 00:36:14.699
Well,<00:36:12.719><c> school</c><00:36:12.840><c> gets</c><00:36:13.059><c> out</c><00:36:13.179><c> at</c><00:36:13.260><c> 10</c><00:36:13.480><c> o</c><00:36:13.619><c>'clock</c><00:36:13.739><c> at</c><00:36:13.920><c> night.</c>

00:36:15.780 --> 00:36:18.860
I<00:36:15.940><c> come</c><00:36:16.079><c> home</c><00:36:16.179><c> at</c><00:36:16.239><c> 10</c><00:36:16.440><c> o</c><00:36:16.559><c>'clock,</c><00:36:16.860><c> but</c><00:36:17.159><c> that's</c><00:36:17.679><c> the</c><00:36:17.900><c> time</c><00:36:18.260><c> I</c><00:36:18.599><c> have</c>

00:36:18.860 --> 00:36:20.159
to<00:36:19.000><c> do</c><00:36:19.119><c> my</c><00:36:19.360><c> work.</c>

00:36:20.280 --> 00:36:23.639
That's<00:36:20.539><c> the</c><00:36:20.619><c> time</c><00:36:20.699><c> I</c><00:36:20.800><c> have</c><00:36:21.019><c> to</c><00:36:21.500><c> run</c><00:36:22.159><c> this</c><00:36:22.619><c> computer</c><00:36:23.000><c> services</c><00:36:23.360><c> business.</c>

00:36:23.679 --> 00:36:26.980
I<00:36:23.800><c> run</c><00:36:23.960><c> reports,</c><00:36:24.820><c> I</c><00:36:25.000><c> input</c><00:36:25.219><c> data,</c><00:36:25.900><c> and</c><00:36:26.119><c> I</c><00:36:26.360><c> service</c><00:36:26.619><c> all</c><00:36:26.800><c> the</c>

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accounts<00:36:27.199><c> that</c><00:36:27.340><c> I've</c><00:36:27.559><c> sold.</c>

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And<00:36:28.820><c> it</c><00:36:28.940><c> really,</c><00:36:29.360><c> honestly,</c><00:36:30.159><c> doesn't</c><00:36:30.360><c> take</c><00:36:30.659><c> very</c><00:36:30.900><c> much</c><00:36:31.099><c> time.</c>

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And<00:36:31.940><c> that's</c><00:36:32.079><c> why</c><00:36:32.260><c> I</c><00:36:32.360><c> got</c><00:36:32.539><c> into</c><00:36:32.739><c> this</c><00:36:32.980><c> business.</c>

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Because<00:36:33.840><c> it's</c><00:36:34.400><c> a</c><00:36:34.519><c> great</c><00:36:34.739><c> business</c><00:36:35.039><c> to</c><00:36:35.239><c> be</c><00:36:35.360><c> in</c><00:36:35.480><c> for</c><00:36:35.679><c> a</c><00:36:35.800><c> brother</c>

00:36:35.980 --> 00:36:38.780
who<00:36:36.119><c> wants</c><00:36:36.300><c> to</c><00:36:36.519><c> spend</c><00:36:36.659><c> time</c><00:36:36.880><c> with</c><00:36:37.039><c> his</c><00:36:37.199><c> family</c><00:36:37.480><c> and</c><00:36:37.599><c> his</c><00:36:37.760><c> ecclesia</c><00:36:38.079><c> because</c><00:36:38.500><c> it</c>

00:36:38.780 --> 00:36:39.760
doesn't<00:36:38.960><c> take</c><00:36:39.199><c> much</c><00:36:39.440><c> time.</c>

00:36:40.019 --> 00:36:42.480
I<00:36:40.159><c> can</c><00:36:40.340><c> do</c><00:36:40.460><c> it</c><00:36:40.579><c> in</c><00:36:40.840><c> like</c><00:36:41.340><c> 3</c><00:36:41.480><c> or</c><00:36:41.539><c> 4</c><00:36:41.760><c> hours</c><00:36:42.019><c> a</c><00:36:42.199><c> day.</c>

00:36:42.840 --> 00:36:45.619
So<00:36:43.000><c> I</c><00:36:43.099><c> work</c><00:36:43.219><c> from</c><00:36:43.400><c> 10</c><00:36:43.639><c> o</c><00:36:43.800><c>'clock</c><00:36:43.960><c> to</c><00:36:44.179><c> like</c><00:36:44.460><c> 1</c><00:36:44.800><c> or</c><00:36:44.900><c> 2</c><00:36:45.239><c> or</c><00:36:45.400><c> something</c>

00:36:45.619 --> 00:36:46.940
like<00:36:45.920><c> that.</c>

00:36:51.340 --> 00:36:55.380
But<00:36:51.739><c> then</c><00:36:52.139><c> the</c><00:36:52.480><c> only</c><00:36:52.639><c> time</c><00:36:52.800><c> that</c><00:36:53.000><c> leaves</c><00:36:53.239><c> me</c><00:36:53.400><c> to</c><00:36:53.519><c> do</c><00:36:53.639><c> Bible</c><00:36:53.960><c> study</c><00:36:54.300><c> or</c>

00:36:55.380 --> 00:36:56.920
to<00:36:55.619><c> prepare</c><00:36:55.800><c> a</c><00:36:56.039><c> talk</c><00:36:56.239><c> or</c><00:36:56.420><c> do</c><00:36:56.599><c> anything,</c>

00:36:57.159 --> 00:37:00.860
spend<00:36:57.239><c> time</c><00:36:57.440><c> with</c><00:36:57.559><c> my</c><00:36:57.760><c> family</c><00:36:58.019><c> is</c><00:36:58.699><c> like</c><00:36:59.139><c> 1</c><00:36:59.360><c> or</c><00:36:59.420><c> 2</c><00:36:59.619><c> in</c><00:36:59.739><c> the</c><00:36:59.900><c> morning.</c>

00:37:01.940 --> 00:37:05.019
I'm<00:37:02.340><c> so</c><00:37:02.699><c> tired</c><00:37:03.059><c> I</c><00:37:03.179><c> can't</c><00:37:03.380><c> even</c><00:37:03.500><c> keep</c><00:37:03.579><c> my</c><00:37:03.800><c> eyes</c><00:37:04.079><c> open.</c>

00:37:05.780 --> 00:37:08.219
I<00:37:05.900><c> eat</c><00:37:06.000><c> dinner</c><00:37:06.199><c> with</c><00:37:06.340><c> my</c><00:37:06.480><c> wife</c><00:37:06.679><c> some</c><00:37:06.960><c> nights,</c><00:37:07.199><c> but</c><00:37:07.840><c> that's</c><00:37:08.179><c> the</c>

00:37:08.219 --> 00:37:10.179
only<00:37:08.320><c> time</c><00:37:08.420><c> I</c><00:37:08.500><c> get</c><00:37:08.639><c> to</c><00:37:08.860><c> spend</c><00:37:08.980><c> with</c><00:37:09.159><c> her.</c>

00:37:11.639 --> 00:37:14.360
What<00:37:11.860><c> I</c><00:37:11.980><c> need</c><00:37:12.119><c> to</c><00:37:12.239><c> do</c><00:37:12.340><c> is</c><00:37:12.500><c> find</c><00:37:12.719><c> some</c><00:37:12.940><c> way</c><00:37:13.059><c> to</c><00:37:13.300><c> work</c><00:37:13.559><c> more</c><00:37:13.980><c> Bible</c>

00:37:14.360 --> 00:37:16.599
study<00:37:14.579><c> in</c><00:37:14.780><c> around</c><00:37:14.960><c> my</c><00:37:15.239><c> crazy</c><00:37:15.599><c> schedule.</c>

00:37:17.239 --> 00:37:19.679
I<00:37:17.639><c> don't</c><00:37:17.820><c> know.</c><00:37:18.079><c> I</c><00:37:18.079><c> really</c><00:37:18.340><c> do</c><00:37:18.579><c> love</c><00:37:18.780><c> God.</c>

00:37:19.739 --> 00:37:21.579
I<00:37:19.920><c> want</c><00:37:20.119><c> to</c><00:37:20.239><c> serve</c><00:37:20.480><c> him.</c>

00:37:21.719 --> 00:37:23.760
It's<00:37:21.880><c> just</c><00:37:22.000><c> that</c><00:37:22.139><c> my</c><00:37:22.320><c> life</c><00:37:22.500><c> is</c><00:37:22.659><c> so</c><00:37:22.940><c> busy</c><00:37:23.119><c> right</c><00:37:23.380><c> now</c><00:37:23.480><c> with</c><00:37:23.619><c> this</c>

00:37:23.760 --> 00:37:24.400
new<00:37:23.920><c> business.</c>

00:37:24.840 --> 00:37:27.900
I<00:37:24.960><c> can</c><00:37:25.079><c> never</c><00:37:25.300><c> find</c><00:37:25.519><c> the</c><00:37:25.719><c> time</c><00:37:25.880><c> to</c><00:37:26.079><c> do</c><00:37:26.199><c> what</c><00:37:26.320><c> I</c><00:37:26.480><c> really</c><00:37:26.699><c> want</c><00:37:26.820><c> to</c><00:37:26.980><c> do.</c>

00:37:28.820 --> 00:37:30.800
That's<00:37:29.019><c> what</c><00:37:29.059><c> I</c><00:37:29.179><c> want</c><00:37:29.320><c> to</c><00:37:29.539><c> ask</c><00:37:29.699><c> you</c><00:37:29.860><c> people.</c>

00:37:31.739 --> 00:37:34.599
Does<00:37:31.900><c> anybody</c><00:37:32.099><c> have</c><00:37:32.340><c> any</c><00:37:32.539><c> hints</c><00:37:32.860><c> or</c><00:37:33.099><c> suggestions</c><00:37:33.699><c> about</c><00:37:34.480><c> how</c>

00:37:34.599 --> 00:37:37.559
to<00:37:34.780><c> find</c><00:37:34.940><c> time</c><00:37:35.159><c> to</c><00:37:35.239><c> do</c><00:37:35.340><c> the</c><00:37:35.440><c> really</c><00:37:35.639><c> important</c><00:37:36.019><c> things?</c>

00:37:41.119 --> 00:37:43.780
Does<00:37:41.239><c> anybody</c><00:37:41.420><c> know</c><00:37:41.639><c> anything</c><00:37:41.940><c> that</c><00:37:42.099><c> will</c><00:37:42.219><c> help</c><00:37:42.400><c> this</c><00:37:42.679><c> person?</c>

00:37:45.219 --> 00:37:50.159
This<00:37:45.699><c> person</c><00:37:46.019><c> whose</c><00:37:46.860><c> life</c><00:37:47.380><c> is</c><00:37:47.599><c> out</c><00:37:47.760><c> of</c><00:37:47.980><c> balance,</c><00:37:49.519><c> who</c><00:37:49.659><c> has</c><00:37:49.900><c> two</c>

00:37:50.159 --> 00:37:51.500
opposing<00:37:50.500><c> desires.</c>

00:37:53.980 --> 00:37:55.739
These<00:37:54.079><c> are</c><00:37:54.239><c> real</c><00:37:54.519><c> people.</c>

00:37:56.679 --> 00:37:59.840
Every<00:37:56.920><c> single</c><00:37:57.159><c> one</c><00:37:57.320><c> of</c><00:37:57.500><c> these</c><00:37:57.679><c> are</c><00:37:57.840><c> people</c><00:37:58.059><c> I've</c><00:37:58.300><c> met,</c><00:37:59.639><c> people</c>

00:37:59.840 --> 00:38:01.119
I've<00:38:00.099><c> loved.</c>

00:38:05.099 --> 00:38:06.840
You<00:38:05.219><c> know</c><00:38:05.340><c> people</c><00:38:05.619><c> just</c><00:38:05.900><c> like</c><00:38:06.099><c> this.</c>

00:38:07.940 --> 00:38:10.760
You<00:38:08.119><c> know</c><00:38:08.119><c> people</c><00:38:08.360><c> who</c><00:38:09.360><c> struggle</c><00:38:09.760><c> with</c><00:38:09.960><c> the</c><00:38:10.179><c> same</c><00:38:10.380><c> problems</c>

00:38:10.760 --> 00:38:13.000
that<00:38:10.940><c> we've</c><00:38:11.199><c> talked</c><00:38:11.360><c> about</c><00:38:11.579><c> all</c><00:38:11.760><c> day</c><00:38:11.940><c> to</c><00:38:12.079><c> day.</c>

00:38:14.219 --> 00:38:17.940
Look<00:38:15.219><c> at</c><00:38:15.400><c> them</c><00:38:16.019><c> as</c><00:38:16.500><c> examples.</c>

00:38:18.079 --> 00:38:24.420
Organize<00:38:19.079><c> your</c><00:38:19.340><c> life</c><00:38:20.000><c> and</c><00:38:20.719><c> discipline</c><00:38:21.239><c> your</c><00:38:21.699><c> life</c><00:38:22.300><c> that</c><00:38:23.460><c> you</c>

00:38:24.420 --> 00:38:26.719
won't<00:38:25.199><c> do</c><00:38:25.519><c> this.</c>

00:38:28.219 --> 00:38:32.639
And<00:38:28.380><c> at</c><00:38:28.579><c> 20</c><00:38:28.760><c> years</c><00:38:28.980><c> from</c><00:38:29.199><c> now,</c><00:38:30.420><c> I</c><00:38:30.639><c> won't</c><00:38:30.820><c> be</c><00:38:31.079><c> standing</c><00:38:31.219><c> up</c><00:38:31.500><c> here</c>

00:38:32.639 --> 00:38:34.920
talking<00:38:33.360><c> about</c><00:38:33.679><c> you.</c>

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Thanks.

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How<00:38:40.940><c> about</c><00:38:41.000><c> some</c><00:38:41.219><c> lights?</c><00:38:42.159><c> Thanks.</c>